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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Harri]
    #14403333 - 05/05/11 01:21 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

arekusu, you sound like a thoughtful, nice, and empathetic guy and i hope you begin to feel better and have a wonderful life.

having said that (and i'm not trying to sound mean), you sound batshit insane to me.  it sounds like you and some of your family members (meaning similar DNA, whatever) have severe problems with drug abuse and psychological issues.  the list of, amount of, and combinations of drugs you have done seem pretty excessive to me and i consider myself pretty open to trying new things and pushing things as far as i can.

it's certainly possible that your brain chemistry wasn't really the kind that handles drugs (esp. psychedelics) very well.  like the other people have said in this thread, i think you should lay off the drugs for a very long time, possibly for good.

again, i hope everything works out for you.  good luck!


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: arekusu]
    #14403400 - 05/05/11 01:48 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

"Has LSD made me Crazy" like in a schizo/dementia sense? No. However PTSD or some other anxiety disorder seems highly probable considering you say you experience many depersonalization and de-realization thoughts and feelings while sober. Those freaky nightmarish suicide scenarios where you see yourself killing yourself and feeling like your going bat shit insane is another thing that intense anxiety is known to create.  Also if you ever are super anxious or have a panic attack its not unheard of to start seeing full blown hallucinations, has something to do with all your adrenaline being dumped into your body which causes your bp to shoot sky high which then causes you to trip balls.


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Aidsdragon]
    #14404073 - 05/05/11 08:00 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I think you just had the ultimate bad trip and its made a deep impression on you.

You moved in with a new guy in college, you knew you had "homosexual tendencies" but he didn't, IMO that's the sort of things you should know about a person before you take heavy psychedelic trips with them.

He was a football player, you had fantasies of that, and when you where both under the influence of a heavy dose of a crazy substance he said something you took as suggestive of sex, and you made a pass which turned out to be the wrong move.
I can understand how that would be mentally scaring on both of you on a head full of LSD.
From there its sounds like you spiraled into a deep whirlpool of complex emotions you didn't know how to deal with.

A few things to remember.

-You are not a serial killer until you commit the crime of serial killing.
-Past lives are BS
-Strange things happen on LSD
-Trip with good friends only and be sure they know those kind of things about you so they don't bug out when you say you want to fuck them.
-If your questioning your sanity, stay away from psychedelics until your more comfortable in life and in yourself. 

All in all I think as long as you are straight up with another guy and admit about your tendencies to be attracted to the same sex, then things wouldn't have gotten so weird between you too.
He would have either not tripped with you, or known to just say "nah your high as balls man I like girls remember?"

Like everyone said you sound like a very chilled guy with some deep issues coming out in your psychedelic journeys, I think you have some stuff buried deep you need to deal with to move on.

-AT


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Austrip]
    #14404086 - 05/05/11 08:06 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

i dont think the sexual advance was the cause of the bad trip.
at all.


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: k00laid]
    #14404097 - 05/05/11 08:09 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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k00laid said:
i dont think the sexual advance was the cause of the bad trip.
at all.




yeah with my previous post in mind I think his bad trip went way beyond the 12 hour bad trip that most go through on acid.
Sounds like it had a significant effect on the OP's depression and sanity for at least a few weeks/months.


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Austrip]
    #14404230 - 05/05/11 08:46 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I think Its important you stop taking all drugs that fuck with your head for awhile. Including weed. I had a bad trip while I was smoking weed before and every time I smoked weed after that all the same thoughts came back to me. It was like I was having the same bad trip. Never trip around strangers either. IMO you need to completely take your mind off these things till you think your ok again. Read a 'happy' book, Focus on school, play some video games. Pick something that will keep your mind off it.
When I had my bad trip I quit smoking and that helped a lot. I also bought an xbox because it occupied my mind. And remember its all in your head. You seem like a nice kid. If you stay clean for awhile I'm sure you'll be ok. Just stay positive. But if it gets worse I'd seek professional help.

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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Third i]
    #14404265 - 05/05/11 08:56 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

:whathesaid:


do not hesitate to seek professional help dude.

no one knows you better than you do. if it gets worse please tell someone.


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: k00laid]
    #14404311 - 05/05/11 09:09 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Posting this is deff a start to getting over it. I'm glad you decided to tell the shroomery of your problems. A bad trip can really fuck with your head. But any trip is just a trip. Its not real. Its as real as you want to make it. I do my best to forget the bad trips and harness the good trips. Take a break from ALL drugs. And when you 'know' your ready to trip again, be around your best friends that are good people and don't have any problems and won't judge you.

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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Third i]
    #14404350 - 05/05/11 09:18 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Third i said:
Its not real. Its as real as you want to make it..




QFT
OP how far into this "i was a serial killer in a past life" thing are you buyin?


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: k00laid]
    #14404421 - 05/05/11 09:44 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Don't buy any of it. Its all in your head. If you can't help but think it's true you NEED to see a professional. Just keep tell yourself its not real. Because it's not.

I once thought I was in the matrix and I thought everyone was an agent.... Obviously not real. Don't let the trips fool you man. Which is exactly why I quit smoking weed. It increased my paranoia. And when using it with other drugs like LSD it makes me think crRRAAAAaazzyy shit. And now I feel weird around strangers because of that trip. I know its all in my head though. I'm taking a break from drugs to get my mind back to where it should be. I keep telling myself its all in my head. And this was two weeks ago... So far I'm doing a lot better. And it gets better every day. Don't cloud your mind with negative thoughts. Think positive. I knows its hard sometimes, you just gotta keep at it.

I also don't think its smart to do big doses of LSD. If you have a bad trip its just gonna be harder to get your mind back on track.

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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Third i]
    #14404444 - 05/05/11 09:50 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I cannot tell what you're more afraid of. The actual delusions, or the fact that you are having them.

Tell me something. Does your fear of having the delusions perpetuate them? Meaning..uhh..do you ever fear you may have them, then create and fear them? It's hard to explain but hopefully you understand what I am asking.

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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Unison]
    #14404446 - 05/05/11 09:51 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Unison said:
I cannot tell what you're more afraid of. The actual delusions, or the fact that you are having them.

Tell me something. Does your fear of having the delusions perpetuate them? Meaning..uhh..do you ever fear you may have them, then create and fear them? It's hard to explain but hopefully you understand what I am asking.




I've been doing this to myself lately. It just exacerbates the problem!


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: bholzer]
    #14404607 - 05/05/11 10:30 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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bholzer said:
I've been doing this to myself lately. It just exacerbates the problem!



It's a tough one. Fact is, there is nothing you can do about it.

A friend told me something once. "One day you will learn to doubt your doubts". Make of that what you will.

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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: Unison]
    #14404708 - 05/05/11 11:02 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Unison said:
Quote:

bholzer said:
I've been doing this to myself lately. It just exacerbates the problem!



It's a tough one. Fact is, there is nothing you can do about it.

A friend told me something once. "One day you will learn to doubt your doubts". Make of that what you will.




It's definitely a hypochondria that sucks.


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: bholzer]
    #14404718 - 05/05/11 11:04 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

hypochondria blows major shit dick. gotta fix those energy pathways.


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: g00ru]
    #14404890 - 05/05/11 11:48 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Wow, this is a powerful story that is the first of this length I have taken the time to read on Shroomery. I'm really new to Phycs but it does sound like its time to lay off for a while like people are saying and just enjoy being sober and life for a time. Video games sound like a great time occupier as well. Good luck mate!


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Re: Has LSD made me Crazy? [Re: tanman1990]
    #14404959 - 05/05/11 12:05 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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tanman1990 said:
Video games sound like a great time occupier as well.



:ilold:


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