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Satyapriya



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Does Molly inflate or deflate the ego?
#14398256 - 05/04/11 03:45 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I used to think it deflated my ego, and allowed for a blissful and pure spiritual experience within this body.
But after listening to a recorded audio journal while on it, I realize that it made me sound overconfident, arrogant, self-centered...etc.
What do you think?
Perhaps it just depends on who you are. I was very young at the time and hadn't really matured all that much yet. I feel like if I were to try it again in the future, the experience might be different. I might step back and observe a little more rather than attach so strongly to it.
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Edited by Satyapriya (05/04/11 05:46 AM)
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Re: Does Molly inflate or deflate the ego? [Re: Satyapriya]
#14398481 - 05/04/11 06:11 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Shrooomtastic said: I used to think it deflated my ego, and allowed for a blissful and pure spiritual experience within this body.
But after listening to a recorded audio journal while on it, I realize that it made me sound overconfident, arrogant, self-centered...etc.
What do you think?
Perhaps it just depends on who you are. I was very young at the time and hadn't really matured all that much yet. I feel like if I were to try it again in the future, the experience might be different. I might step back and observe a little more rather than attach so strongly to it.
By molly you mean MDMA? It just makes me feel really damn awesome. But it doesn't inflate my ego, coke does it. In fact I don't think about my ego at all, I just think how awesome I feel
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but if youre an egotistical bastard anyway you might become more aware of it temporarily and think the mdma is causing it.
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Re: Does Molly inflate or deflate the ego? [Re: Satyapriya]
#14399973 - 05/04/11 01:15 PM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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I think it probably just depends on the intent with which you use it. From what I've seen just about any psychoactive substance can inflate one's sense of self-importance beyond reason, even ones that are tremendously therapeutic in other contexts.
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