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    #14335862 - 04/22/11 10:36 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Check out my post in ODD

One of my blood brothers was arrested for heroin. He is doing time 4 sure.

I say blood brother cause we shared needles.

I have been clean since april 1st but wtf has life thrown me. I get clean and one of my brothers goes to jail. This seriously sucks and i feel like i am to blame. I wasnt there but i got him on smack. I showed him how to shoot up. I feel like i killed him.

Please someone tell me something. I have been turrning around my life on my own. I am actually clean and its a fucking miracle. I even feel blessed because acid has helped me wake up from my drug nightmare. And life throws me some seriously emotionally horrifying shit.

I am alone, and i wish i was in jail with henry.


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14335877 - 04/22/11 10:38 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

The only thing worse than a heroin addict is a recovering heroin addict... just shoot up, you know you want to.


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14335889 - 04/22/11 10:40 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Don't feel so bad.  Maybe he will clean up in jail.  He made the decision to slam it. You didn't force him to do it.

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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14335894 - 04/22/11 10:40 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Life is a cascade of dominoes, the blame doesn't lie with you any more than it lies with whoever got YOU into that stuff in the first place.  You see? Shitty stuff just happens. :shrug: 
It's great that you're clean, don't let this bump you back.  and certainly stay of jail yourself if possible.  :sun:

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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14335986 - 04/22/11 10:59 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Man thats like really bad news, im sorry to hear that.

I was engaged to cocaine years ago, also tried heroin a couple of times, man those things almost end with me  :S thank god a friend of mine gave me some Salvia Divinorum and bam! my addiction was all gone, it was amazing.

Well what can i say? i also landed in jail, and trust me it really really really SUCKS.

If i where you, i would recommend only one thing: stay out of prision!

Think about it: You are more useful outside than inside, just visit him,  its awesome to see your REAL friends visit you from time to time :smile:

after all, this can help him to stay clean and take some time to be in shape.... but:

Still i think the best for him is also to fight for getting the hell out of there.

Well thats what i would do.

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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: Sprezzatura]
    #14336003 - 04/22/11 11:01 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

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The only thing worse than a heroin addict is a recovering heroin addict... just shoot up, you know you want to.




I seriously hope you realize whatever fucking sickness you have and start the healing. I am thankful my sickness came to me in the form of a disease that has treatment. I can recover and come to be closer to my higher power because my recovery was life or death for me and my sickness was clear as day, drug addiction. So i am now on the journey of healing and it is the most amazing thing ever.

Everyone is just as sick as everyone else. We all have egos that are feeding themselves. It could be heroin like me or it could be posting a fucking stupid post on my topic when i am seriously asking for help like you. but i forgive you cause we are all sick.

Please everyone, take mushrooms and smoke DMT. The only advice i have right now


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Edited by Kid_Orgo (04/23/11 09:31 AM)

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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14336015 - 04/22/11 11:03 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Man, I'm sorry to hear that about your friend. I'm sure you will be able to make it through this stuff, you have a long life ahead of you, no point in letting something like this ruin it for you.


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: Sprezzatura]
    #14336024 - 04/22/11 11:04 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

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The only thing worse than a heroin addict is a recovering heroin addict... just shoot up, you know you want to.




:freshwtf:
Hope you know something I don't..... :tinfoil:

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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14336025 - 04/22/11 11:04 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

really? your going to use your friend going to jail to write this post?

shit man. youve been clean for 3 weeks now, dont fuck it up... you didnt put a gun to his head and make him hit the plunger.

comeon man.. you can do better.


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: rackem]
    #14336110 - 04/22/11 11:18 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Im not going to use i just needed some people to put in some.insight. i have never lost such a close friend. I know people who have ODed and i have know a girl who shot up while pregnant but this man was my brother and i am just so upset. I wish i could switch places with him.

I am not going to use tho, i took my suboxone today and i went to an NA meeting.

One hour at a time i am not going to fail myself. I have shit i want and i cant have any of it shooting up heroin,crack or meth.

Dont worry, no matter what i dont have to use anymore. I just really want to. But my craving is going away


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14336122 - 04/22/11 11:20 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Sorry man, I guess I shouldn't have been so abrasive...  I've had bad experiences with several heroin addicts, and something I always had to deal with was this 'touching' and 'heart-felt' "I'm clean now" bullshit which always resulted in relapse and eventual full blown habit again.  My friends who had habits were always 'Clean' for 2 weeks and expecting everyone to be all solemn and respectful while we hung by a thread waiting for it to snap and have them go back into a heroin induced stupor again.  I watched one friend die and one lose all of his teeth... both very close to me... extremely difficult time in my life... my emotions and sympathy I once had for people suffering from heroin addiction has been transformed, through adversity, into disgust and bitter hatred.

I'm an alcoholic, so I should have more sympathy to people with addictions, but sometimes your disdain reflexes reacts quicker than your reason and logic reflexes.

So, don't read too much into that first post though... I responded out of that natural reaction I have now towards the issue and I apologize for saying that and wish you the best of luck in your efforts to improve your life and stay alive.




Cheers man.


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: Sprezzatura]
    #14336157 - 04/22/11 11:26 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

im too an alcoholic. I dont think the drug really matters. Its the addiction to that drug. Keep it away. stay clean. find other things to do.

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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: Sprezzatura]
    #14336173 - 04/22/11 11:32 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

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Sorry man, I guess I shouldn't have been so abrasive...  I've had bad experiences with several heroin addicts, and something I always had to deal with was this 'touching' and 'heart-felt' "I'm clean now" bullshit which always resulted in relapse and eventual full blown habit again.  My friends who had habits were always 'Clean' for 2 weeks and expecting everyone to be all solemn and respectful while we hung by a thread waiting for it to snap and have them go back into a heroin induced stupor again.  I watched one friend die and one lose all of his teeth... both very close to me... extremely difficult time in my life... my emotions and sympathy I once had for people suffering from heroin addiction has been transformed, through adversity, into disgust and bitter hatred.

I'm an alcoholic, so I should have more sympathy to people with addictions, but sometimes your disdain reflexes reacts quicker than your reason and logic reflexes.

So, don't read too much into that first post though... I responded out of that natural reaction I have now towards the issue and I apologize for saying that and wish you the best of luck in your efforts to improve your life and stay alive.




Cheers man.




Thanks man i left you a bad raiting but i will fix that. You did really set me off tho. Im striving so hard to hold myself together and i am now sorry i snapped on you. Let me fix that raiting.

Much love man and i am sorry heroin has taken people from you as well. This life is out of my control and the best thing we can do is accept and not react.


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14336209 - 04/22/11 11:42 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

hang in there. I'll have a year real soon.  It might be the best thing for your buddy to be in jail. does your area provide methadone to inmates?


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: cacharstar]
    #14336253 - 04/22/11 11:58 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

He wasnt perscribed methadone before he was arrested but he was perscribed xanax. Think he will get the xanax? How do i find out if they will give him methadone? He will need it too


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14336257 - 04/22/11 11:59 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

research it via google.

it varies from state to state


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14336270 - 04/23/11 12:02 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

why can't I pm you?

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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14336271 - 04/23/11 12:03 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

hey clemens i feel for you man.

i personally haven't been through addiction with one drug, but with all drugs.

xanax/adderall
rc's/yayo/blues/wafers etc..
southflorida talk:grin:

i was an addict to all drugs.
then i quit recently everything, prescriptions were worthless and fucked me up for the worse.
had a month 1/2 sobriety and still feel golden lol


i've taken shrooms like a champ in the 2 years or so.
could you give me some insight as to how i would like DMT rather than shrooms?

feel better brotha, keep eating mush:mushroom2:
keep your veins live and willing to breath for once:sun:


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: i95fl]
    #14336343 - 04/23/11 12:19 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

I am a firm believer in Terence Mckennas idea of five grams of mushrooms in total darkness and it is the most similar experience i have had to smoking DMT.

AND candyaddict i lost pm privilages cause i was pming about rc vendors or something. Long time ago. I miss being able to pm. I dont even have a PC im using my phone right now. Crack is a hell of a drug


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Re: i need people to talk to [Re: clemens]
    #14336359 - 04/23/11 12:23 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

bahhhhh. that sucks

I'll email you then, no worries. or is emailing okay right now?

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