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Siggly
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Registered: 04/22/11
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Paranoid Trip
#14335887 - 04/22/11 10:40 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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So last summer I had a pretty bad trip. I was at my friends house and it was my first time hanging out with him in a while. I came over with the intent to smoke pot but he told me he had some leftover shrooms instead. Hesitantly my friend and I ate the shrooms. This was a terrible decision because I don't do well with psychadelics (i have had bad trips in the past). After 30 minutes we began to feel the effects: brightness of the room, colors intensified. By then i was already freaking out, telling my friend how big of a mistake eating the shrooms was. Now i know that was my first mistake. By telling my friend how much i was regretting taking the shrooms I was now upsetting him.. He then runs to the bathroom to puke up his shrooms. Meanwhile me and my friends brother are sitting down watching superbad. I then notice he is repeating strange background diologue from the movie to me. This was very weird and was making me paranoid as hell. I couldn't tell if he was just messing with me or not. Feeling even worse than before I decide to go to my friends bedroom. My friend then comes in telling me how great he feels after he pukes up his shrooms. I then tell him I am not feeling good and am having bad vibes. About 10 minutes later I'm tripping pretty bad and I try to let my friend know the best I could. Meanwhile my friends dad Is shooting a shotgun at something outside which had me really upset. My friend then comes into the room and insits that i shoot the shotgun. By now i'm thinking, "why the hell would my friend want me to handle a firearm while I'm tripping my head off??!?" This causes me to have paranoid thoughts about my friends motives. After probably making an ass out of myself I notice my friend looks as if he'd been crying. So I ask "have you been crying?" and he apears to have nodded is head yes. So now i'm thinking "what the fuck is going on. everyone is acting different that i'm tripping". I then decide to go inside. There I notice my friends mother crying. After making my way back in I lock myself in my friend's room. by now i feel extremely alone, scared and disconnected from everybody in his house. I feel like my options are running out. Then my friend comes in and plays some disgusting eminem song about like dicks and balls which just weirds me out completely. Then in my mind my friend seems to just ramble some random words. Then he asks me "how many bitches i know" and "if I want to fuck some bitches" and "let's fuck some bitches", now I don't know if he was tripping, but he was not making sense. I then walk into the kitchen where I notice a men i've never seen before. He gives me a bad vibe so i tell him to fuck off. Then, I think my friends dad laughs and says "he's just like his dad". then the other dude says "i remember when i hated my Dad" (I don't hate my Dad..). Now i'm thinking wow everyone like know's i'm tripping secretly and is just messing with me or.. the universe is breaking down or some other paranoid delusion. So I contemplate just running away as far as I can. Instead I decide to call my parents. My Dad then takes me home and my Mom then talks to me and I come down almost immediately... I was just wondering if anyone could relate or try to re assure me that i'm not totally freaking crazy..
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psycho myco
mind bender


Registered: 04/25/11
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Re: Paranoid Trip [Re: Siggly]
#14349521 - 04/25/11 03:00 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I wouldn't worry about it too much, dude, I am pretty sure that there are quite a few people out there (including myself) that have had bad trips who can relate to that. Also, remember, any feelings and thoughts and stuff you have on trips are just the effects of the drug and is nothing to worry about.
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