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Cherk
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maybe I look kinda strung out 5
#14325577 - 04/20/11 11:04 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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maybe I was stumbling
or maybe those stuck up rich girls arent used to bumming cigarettes to random people on the street....
but either way I started yelling at them and scared them back into the bar
WHAT A NIGHT BOYS
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Samuel L Jackson
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Cherk]
#14325579 - 04/20/11 11:04 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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tell the whole story.
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Kinko
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Cherk]
#14325580 - 04/20/11 11:05 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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denied.
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Synesthetic
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Yes, I want to hear moar of this delicious story.
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Rectangle 3D
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Cherk]
#14325589 - 04/20/11 11:06 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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are you your avatar pic?
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Cherk
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well these stuck up rich bitches wouldnt give me a cigarette so I flipped out and they ran back into the bar....that's it
now im here drinking gin and beer and eating more vicodin in hopes of passing out
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rackem



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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Rectangle 3D]
#14325595 - 04/20/11 11:07 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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yes...
drunkin stumbling yelling hey you stupid cunt give me a smoke or ill make ya suck my dick usually doesnt turn out with good results
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Cherk
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Rectangle 3D]
#14325607 - 04/20/11 11:09 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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my avatar is americalovesfear
my ex gf and shroomerite ho
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Salomon
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Cherk]
#14325609 - 04/20/11 11:09 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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you frequent the bar every other night, right?
new bitches around, think you're a meth head
drunk off your rocker, you should
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aNeway2sayHooray
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Cherk]
#14325612 - 04/20/11 11:10 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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-------------------- Mad_Larkin said: Death is just a thang.
MrJellineck said: Profits, prophets. That's all you jews think about. sheekle said: life is drugs... and music... and cat...
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Larrythescaryrex
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is cherokee male or female?
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lil_demented
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Quote:
Larrythescaryrex said: is cherokee male or female?
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Salomon
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: lil_demented]
#14325798 - 04/21/11 12:03 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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pretty sure he's a dude?
less i'm too ambiend out to get the joke
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rackem



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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Salomon]
#14325805 - 04/21/11 12:05 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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male.
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aNeway2sayHooray
Cresley Wusher




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he is a reverse trap
-------------------- Mad_Larkin said: Death is just a thang.
MrJellineck said: Profits, prophets. That's all you jews think about. sheekle said: life is drugs... and music... and cat...
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: rackem]
#14325814 - 04/21/11 12:06 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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dont lie cherokee has a fat set of double d's.
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Humility
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: rackem]
#14325817 - 04/21/11 12:06 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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male, pimp by trade
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Humility]
#14326067 - 04/21/11 01:42 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: CaptainAhab]
#14326091 - 04/21/11 01:57 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
CaptainAhab said: www.aa.org
next time try quick reply
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www.aa.org
I'll add to that. I remember attempting suicide, having delirium tremens, and almost dying 4 times from what I did using alcohol. I turned my life around.
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MisterMuscaria



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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: Cherk]
#14326098 - 04/21/11 02:00 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Are you still selling her panties?
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aNeway2sayHooray
Cresley Wusher




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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: CaptainAhab]
#14326099 - 04/21/11 02:01 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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-------------------- Mad_Larkin said: Death is just a thang.
MrJellineck said: Profits, prophets. That's all you jews think about. sheekle said: life is drugs... and music... and cat...
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: CaptainAhab]
#14326119 - 04/21/11 02:08 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
CaptainAhab said: www.aa.org
I'll add to that. I remember attempting suicide, having delirium tremens, and almost dying 4 times from what I did using alcohol. I turned my life around.
Same...I had multiple seizures. I relapsed though. Hey, the big book told me to try some controlled drinking. I end up going on a 2 day heroic binge but Im able to stop myself before the third day this time around...but for that day or two I just drink sunrise to sunset. Im able to hold off for a few weeks though. Then I try to have one beer and I end up drinking moonshine, tequila, a bag of wine and a case in the same day.
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Quote:
MisterMuscaria said:
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CaptainAhab said: www.aa.org
I'll add to that. I remember attempting suicide, having delirium tremens, and almost dying 4 times from what I did using alcohol. I turned my life around.
Same...I had multiple seizures. I relapsed though. Hey, the big book told me to try some controlled drinking. I end up going on a 2 day heroic binge but Im able to stop myself before the third day this time around...but for that day or two I just drink sunrise to sunset. Im able to hold off for a few weeks though. Then I try to have one beer and I end up drinking moonshine, tequila, a bag of wine and a case in the same day.
An alcoholic who can go without drink for weeks but goes mad once one is ingested is usually a lot worse off than one who just tips away,steadily drinking but managing as I'm sure you know.
You should be able to change your habits with a bit of work. Maybe try and cut out drinking alone at the very least. Instead of having no reason not to drink and just saying fuck it,why not,you could just sit back for a minute and work through the thoughts going through your head when you want a drink(instead of the thoughts of simply wanting a drink ).
Just trying to get out a few thoughts on the matter anyway.
Someone I know who was a chronic alcoholic for years has been off it at least two years
She was like that too,could go a couple of days but then it was one vodka,blackout for days,lose job,all self respect...
Doing well now though
I can go days fine without drink but anytime I do I usually end up drinking too much. I'm working on actually being aware of the point when I'm drunk enough and need to slow down as I go. Sometimes I do,sometimes I don't.
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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: LobsterSauce]
#14326218 - 04/21/11 02:52 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I made it about 6 months earlier in the year. I have cut out drinking alone altogether. Ive even cut out buying drinks altogether. I limit myself to when it is offered freely but then I drink it all and end up buying booze when Im plastered, sleeping in my car and not eating. Sometimes I can have a couple and stop but that is very rare...well I think there is a threshold where once I get a certain amount on me i just keep drinking till blackout.
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Quote:
MisterMuscaria said:
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CaptainAhab said: www.aa.org
I'll add to that. I remember attempting suicide, having delirium tremens, and almost dying 4 times from what I did using alcohol. I turned my life around.
Same...I had multiple seizures. I relapsed though. Hey, the big book told me to try some controlled drinking. I end up going on a 2 day heroic binge but Im able to stop myself before the third day this time around...but for that day or two I just drink sunrise to sunset. Im able to hold off for a few weeks though. Then I try to have one beer and I end up drinking moonshine, tequila, a bag of wine and a case in the same day.
the 2nd days are the best to me, i no longer get that loss of motor function as much and its more of a stimulant. but the third days...fuk that, i feel like shit and barely get high. i dry out and do the same thing though. not drink for awhile.
Of course thats when im binge drinking and i only do that once a month, tops.
weed is my crutch, i smoke at least once a day and i dont give two shits if it pisses anyone off or the disapprove.
its crazy times. i need somethin to deal with the bullshit and it makes music a lot funner to practice, among other things...
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That's a step in the right direction anyway. I also get past a point where I've already forgotten to check myself and end up blacking out. There's a crucial point in each drinking session that attention needs to be payed to. This could be the key,for me anyway.
And ^,weed does a lot to keep me from drinking more Just not up for drinking much when I'm chilling out.
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MisterMuscaria



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Re: maybe I look kinda strung out [Re: LobsterSauce]
#14326285 - 04/21/11 03:40 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I get anxiety when I smoke pot and end up drinking to alleviate it. Often Im able to stop when the anxiety is gone unless I reach the point of no return.
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