Thought I'd tell you about a really fun and positive trip I had on the psilocin analog 4-ho-met. The setting was a sunny spring afternoon in sweden. We were three friends sharing the trip. I think we all took different amounts, myself about 27mg and my friends 20 vs 40 milligrams.
I took my dose orally and it seemed to get in my system really fast, after 10 minutes I started to feel some energy in my body and my living room wall started to pattern slightly. We quickly decided to go outside for a walk before the trip would make us reconsider. We started walking and everything felt very silly and childlike. Friend nr1 was giggling nonstop and I got a grin on my face that was stuck there for almost one hour. Friend nr2 was a little more silent but he seemed to enjoy himself. Everything was pretty confusing as the trip came rushing pretty fast. I've only done LSD a couple of times before and it was never this confusing, I always had time to reflect on what was coming and how I was feeling.
+30min we were starting to really come up. We sat on a hill in a nearby forest and I watched the trees waving at me and the stones began to move and patterns were everywhere. Everything felt very nice and comfy, the bodyload was really pleasant. After sitting down for awhile my friends wanted to move back to my apartment and we took a different path back down from the little mountain. I befriended the trees, I felt like they were watching over me and I felt perfectly safe, and that feeling stayed with me for most of the trip. We sat down on a bench half way home and I remember feeling intense feelings of true love, it felt soo real. I've never experienced that euphoria before, it was much more intense than the MDMA rush. Everything was beautiful, my friends were beautiful. I started to feel the "one-ness" I've felt on my acid trips as well but this was more intense and serene.
+1.00 or so back in our apartment after some running around joking and being fascinated by the hardcore punk music that was on the stereo when we got back, we sat at my balcony which is on the 8th floor and has a view over the nearby forest. Jokes were exchanged and mixed with episodes of trancing out. At some point I experienced my visual field being really distorted and at the same time all sounds was mixed up together, it felt strange and overwhelming but everything was very comic at the same time.
The rest of the trip we spent mostly relaxing since everyone seemed to be really tired, especially as the trippy peaks came about. But it was a nice kind of trance, and I remember feeling the energy and love of the world running through my body. I think we smoked one to many spliffs but I really felt like the important part of the trip was over after about 2.5hours. The rest of the night wasn't that special, we just kicked back and relaxed.
Now four days after the trip I still feel very positive and clear headed, in fact I haven't felt this good in a long time. I had a rough autumn and winter with some anxiety problems (partly as a result of heavy cannabis use) and feelings of being disconnected from the world in general. I feel really positive about taking a long break from weed now. When its good its good and it can be very mind opening and I will always be thankful for the change it brought in to my life when i first started smoking. But lately it has really been fogging up my brain.
In conclusion, this was my best trip on psychedelics so far. I really liked this substance, lots of fun and very rewarding. I've yet to try the mushrooms but my friend couldn't tell any difference. This seems like a good substitute for real mushrooms, and possibly a great alternative for those with a sensitive stomach as this felt really easy on you and I was never really nauseous.
Peace on earth!
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