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Samuel L Jackson
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yea, i think that most problems people experience on psych's is because they fight it.
ive had friends who tried to walk around doing shit and hold conversations during super high doses and they claim to hate it and just wanna die.
meanwhile another friend was doing what i was doing (laying down and chillin out) and he loved it the entire time.
whats worse is if youre tripping super hard, and youre laying down, and then you try to stand up.
that tiny perspective shift is IMMENSELY INTENSE. it changes EVERYTHING.
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Samuel L Jackson
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MisterMuscaria said: i was CONVINCED I was in Jerusalem and it was the end times towards the end of the peak. I wrote a trip report in the trip report section on here. I will NEVER do that stuff again.
link please!
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MisterMuscaria said: I consumed an unknown amount of 2c-b. Onset was interesting. I went to the vendors area of the festival I was at and was having full on dissociation.
One moment I was in a bazaar in the middle east, the next moment I was in a wealthy part of Dubai where everyone was peddling designer goods. Before I knew it I was in ranch in Texas or something and was a cowboy, during one scene I was an environmentalist, during another scene I was a coffee shop hipster, in another I was a log cabin republican, in one scene I was sadhu, in another scene I was an old man, in another scene i was a disaffected ghetto youth, in another scene I was a drunken hick with an IQ lower than dirt and so fourth and I was all these characters. I truely believed I was these characters and it was like they were in my body...I somehow got mixed up and got the wrong consciousness I could not distinguish self from anything else and endured a rather grueling ego death. I was definitely freaking people out.
I then had an "enlightened moment' and decided i needed to rid myself of all my worldly possessions including glasses, keys, wallet, boots, and my pants. had I been in town I surely wouldve been arrested in that state.
Somehow I was under the impression that I was bout to go to jail for life but I didnt really care, that night I was going to die and I knew it. Things only got ore complicated from here. I was contacted by strange entities who contacted me telepathically. I somehow managed to damn all the human race. Hyperdreams were a common thread. The dreams of our ancestors. I was existing outside of space and time and all the while wearing no pants raving like lunatic. I was eaten up about all the misfortune in the world. Our lifestyle was to maintain comfort and others were going to be very uncomfortable due to our brand of consumerism.
I tried to figure out the key...was it brothers? sisters? rainbow family? dogs? aliens? ancestors? God?
I was Adam, the first human and if I did not stand up and proclaim it all of humanity would be damned. I thought I had been pranked with several billion hits of acid at this point. My consciousness was transported the another realm or dimension. I was the worst human on the planet, I was Saddam if I did not stand up to save humanity. I had to be the sacrificial lamb, I was Jesus. If I should die it would mean the salvation of billions in the past, present and future. I expected to get abducted by aliens.
It is very difficult for me to transcribe these events accurately as I had no conception of time. I believed I had bibles of lsd on me and would be locked up for good(I didnt). I thought they would use my money to track me if they found my wallet so I lost it. I was fucking up things for many many people and my only prayer was that no one would care to remember this night.
Later i climbed into a random van, over some people and squated in the back saying i was Gollum. I told some funny jokes and acted very gollum like. I walked out to a fire and willed some kid my beer should I die and told him that if i didnt die i would be going away to life. I felt a few girls boobs but none of them seemed to mind, some liked it. Some girl gave me a pair of pants that were like girl's exercise pants. This was after another girl gave me some jeans which i had also lost. I then lit myself on fire and jumped into someones tent and they freaked out. I walked behind van and vomited and got lost in a bunch of bushes.
Fractals were the dominant visual. I was having hyperdreams and connected to the cosmic consciousness I could ruin it for everyone if I telepathically spilled the beans. The aliens knew about all of this and adjusted people to act accordingly as they were all robots.
To further expand upon how i was feeling I had tapped into the collected memories of the entire universe.
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Samuel L Jackson
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i almost died laughing at this part.
"I then lit myself on fire and jumped into someones tent and they freaked out."
great trip report. i loved every moment of it.
did you ever get your stuff back or was that gone for good?
did you take straight 2c-b powder? caps? some sort of pressed pill? were you with other people?
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Your dissociation at the beginning reminds me of an experience I had on DXM, where I would live out entire scenes until either I broke the scene mentally or a "wind" would take me to another scene. My most poignant scene was as an elderly woman from the south.
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salvia paved the way for my mushroom experiences, I jumped in the deep end in the first time, found out I could swim... just letting it do its thing is KEY just sit down shut up and hold on and you'll be fine op
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SamuelLJackson said: yea, i think that most problems people experience on psych's is because they fight it.
ive had friends who tried to walk around doing shit and hold conversations during super high doses and they claim to hate it and just wanna die.
meanwhile another friend was doing what i was doing (laying down and chillin out) and he loved it the entire time.
whats worse is if youre tripping super hard, and youre laying down, and then you try to stand up.
that tiny perspective shift is IMMENSELY INTENSE. it changes EVERYTHING.
I usually maintain a pretty calm attitude when I find myself in uncomfortable mental places during trips. I used to have horrific anxiety where I was convinced I was going to die pretty much every day. I think learning to deal with the anxiety attacks and just letting go of that fear prepared me for tripping in a lot of ways. But I've never taken a heroic dose. I'm kinda afraid that I'll upset something in my mind and throw myself off teh deep end if I do just because I have a history of severe anxiety and depression. I honestly dont know if I'd be able to keep my cool if I found myself in the midst of a psychedelic mental firestorm. I mean, I've been in situations (not anxiety related. I got jumped by some gang members who i think actually were planning to kill me) where I thought I was going to die and it definitely rattled me, but I kept calm and my mind was clear and collected during the encounter. But a trip induced fear would probably be way different. The emmense feeling of letting down humanity that Mistermuscaria described is something I've never encountered.
I think maybe I should push myself beyond my comfort zone though. My first trip was by far my most uncomfortable one (and the only one during which I've experienced ego loss. although it was only for a few seconds or so) but hands down my most mentally beneficial one. Maybe there are still lessons to be learned...
@ MisterMuscaria: haha thats fucking nuts man. would you say you regret taking the dose now? or was it beneficial?
-------------------- Kick is seeing things from a special angle. Kick is momentary freedom from the claims of the aging, cautious, nagging, frightened flesh. Maybe I will find in yage what I was looking for in junk and weed and coke. Yage may be the final fix. ~William S. Burroughs
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Hes gonna wake up and be like what the fuck, then be emberassed he posted this thread lol. I had a pretty mind blowing 2c-e trip and I peaked for about 10 hours, for sure thought at one point when I was laying in bed with my eyes closed I was going to shoot myself and actually had a gun to my head, but I had no gun and was just lying there lol. Right after I snapped out of that tripisode I looked at my wall and saw flying monkeys/apes flying through my window and out through my door with this golden light/smoke coming from the window. Then also thought cops were rading all up into my driveway every time a car passed my house that morning when I was trying to sleep. I kept my computer closed, I couldnt handle any type of music or sound at that.
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Re: Shroomery I'm DONE for3 [Re: thissongis]
#14313692 - 04/18/11 08:20 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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OP whats up?
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Re: Shroomery I'm DONE for3 [Re: Legend]
#14313741 - 04/18/11 08:35 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Yeah, I wanna know to.
Tweet or some shit, kneegrow.
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Re: Shroomery I'm DONE for3 [Re: Fungal-one]
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He was posting in a more regular tone earlier today.
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Re: Shroomery I'm DONE for3 [Re: ifoundwaldo]
#14313750 - 04/18/11 08:37 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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That is good to know, i am still curious to know what happened.
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MisterMuscaria said:
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MisterMuscaria said: I consumed an unknown amount of 2c-b. Onset was interesting. I went to the vendors area of the festival I was at and was having full on dissociation.
One moment I was in a bazaar in the middle east, the next moment I was in a wealthy part of Dubai where everyone was peddling designer goods. Before I knew it I was in ranch in Texas or something and was a cowboy, during one scene I was an environmentalist, during another scene I was a coffee shop hipster, in another I was a log cabin republican, in one scene I was sadhu, in another scene I was an old man, in another scene i was a disaffected ghetto youth, in another scene I was a drunken hick with an IQ lower than dirt and so fourth and I was all these characters. I truely believed I was these characters and it was like they were in my body...I somehow got mixed up and got the wrong consciousness I could not distinguish self from anything else and endured a rather grueling ego death. I was definitely freaking people out.
I then had an "enlightened moment' and decided i needed to rid myself of all my worldly possessions including glasses, keys, wallet, boots, and my pants. had I been in town I surely wouldve been arrested in that state.
Somehow I was under the impression that I was bout to go to jail for life but I didnt really care, that night I was going to die and I knew it. Things only got ore complicated from here. I was contacted by strange entities who contacted me telepathically. I somehow managed to damn all the human race. Hyperdreams were a common thread. The dreams of our ancestors. I was existing outside of space and time and all the while wearing no pants raving like lunatic. I was eaten up about all the misfortune in the world. Our lifestyle was to maintain comfort and others were going to be very uncomfortable due to our brand of consumerism.
I tried to figure out the key...was it brothers? sisters? rainbow family? dogs? aliens? ancestors? God?
I was Adam, the first human and if I did not stand up and proclaim it all of humanity would be damned. I thought I had been pranked with several billion hits of acid at this point. My consciousness was transported the another realm or dimension. I was the worst human on the planet, I was Saddam if I did not stand up to save humanity. I had to be the sacrificial lamb, I was Jesus. If I should die it would mean the salvation of billions in the past, present and future. I expected to get abducted by aliens.
It is very difficult for me to transcribe these events accurately as I had no conception of time. I believed I had bibles of lsd on me and would be locked up for good(I didnt). I thought they would use my money to track me if they found my wallet so I lost it. I was fucking up things for many many people and my only prayer was that no one would care to remember this night.
Later i climbed into a random van, over some people and squated in the back saying i was Gollum. I told some funny jokes and acted very gollum like. I walked out to a fire and willed some kid my beer should I die and told him that if i didnt die i would be going away to life. I felt a few girls boobs but none of them seemed to mind, some liked it. Some girl gave me a pair of pants that were like girl's exercise pants. This was after another girl gave me some jeans which i had also lost. I then lit myself on fire and jumped into someones tent and they freaked out. I walked behind van and vomited and got lost in a bunch of bushes.
Fractals were the dominant visual. I was having hyperdreams and connected to the cosmic consciousness I could ruin it for everyone if I telepathically spilled the beans. The aliens knew about all of this and adjusted people to act accordingly as they were all robots.
To further expand upon how i was feeling I had tapped into the collected memories of the entire universe.
That is far out!!
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StaleShrooms said:
I've seen this happen to a couple friends and I had to keep reassuring them that everything WOULD go back to normal again. But they just refused to believe me. I don't understand that mindset that people get in. Why do people sometimes think that they'll never go back to normal? like...why would they think that? Ya took a heavy dose of a psychedelic chemical, of course yer gunna feel nuts. Why/how do people fall into the trap of thinking its gunna be permanent? I've had atleast 25 trips in my experience so far (i fair number have been higher dose trips but nothing heroic) and have never had this happen to me. But it scares me to think that I may find myself one day tripping balls thinking I've permanently fried my brain. Or is it more about not being "normal" ever again? I'd say thats a real thing to fear if it bothers you. I know I am definitely different mentally after all of my trips but I wouldnt trade the "alterations" for the world.
for me it was because i had taken WAY more than i thought and so when i was still PEAKING 10 hours into it, I started to freak the fuck out. it was only my second time tripping too. the only other time my mind has veered into that territory was the second time i smoked DMT.
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To further expand upon how i was feeling I had tapped into the collected memories of the entire universe.
wow dude. you really got into a lot of shennanigans!!! well done. that reminds me of labor day weekend, a friend was tripping for the first time on 2cb, and she kept closing her eyes and "going somewhere else" then she'd "come back" to us and tell us where she'd been. she said wherever she was going was as vivid to her as standing in the room with us.
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Re: Shroomery I'm DONE for3 [Re: yogabunny]
#14314353 - 04/18/11 10:24 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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it was all very vivid...I talked to various entities that werent even really there and went to all these crazy places where i became different people.
The worst part was that I was so out of it that I smoked pot despite having a drug test because i thought I was either gonna die that night or go to jail so "why the hell not". Now Im taking precleanse, drinking detox7 and waiting for my xxtra clean to come on rush order. Also Ive been working out frantically all night, drinking green tea and pomegranate juice and am about to sweat myself in the bath for a few hours.
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oh noes!!! drug test for what?
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Re: Shroomery I'm DONE for3 [Re: yogabunny]
#14314457 - 04/18/11 10:38 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Probation. If it was for work, school, or anything else it wouldnt be worrying me.
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just got sprayed by a skunk...
see ya'll at a gathering.....
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