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MisterMuscaria



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2c-b....NEVER AGAIN trainwreck
#14307747 - 04/17/11 05:26 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I consumed an unknown amount of 2c-b. Onset was interesting. I went to the vendors area of the festival I was at and was having full on dissociation.
One moment I was in a bazaar in the middle east, the next moment I was in a wealthy part of Dubai where everyone was peddling designer goods. Before I knew it I was in ranch in Texas or something and was a cowboy, during one scene I was an environmentalist, during another scene I was a coffee shop hipster, in another I was a log cabin republican, in one scene I was sadhu, in another scene I was an old man, in another scene i was a disaffected ghetto youth, in another scene I was a drunken hick with an IQ lower than dirt and so fourth and I was all these characters. I truely believed I was these characters and it was like they were in my body...I somehow got mixed up and got the wrong consciousness I could not distinguish self from anything else and endured a rather grueling ego death. I was definitely freaking people out.
I then had an "enlightened moment' and decided i needed to rid myself of all my worldly possessions including glasses, keys, wallet, boots, and my pants. had I been in town I surely wouldve been arrested in that state.
Somehow I was under the impression that I was bout to go to jail for life but I didnt really care, that night I was going to die and I knew it. Things only got ore complicated from here. I was contacted by strange entities who contacted me telepathically. I somehow managed to damn all the human race. Hyperdreams were a common thread. The dreams of our ancestors. I was existing outside of space and time and all the while wearing no pants raving like lunatic. I was eaten up about all the misfortune in the world. Our lifestyle was to maintain comfort and others were going to be very uncomfortable due to our brand of consumerism.
I tried to figure out the key...was it brothers? sisters? rainbow family? dogs? aliens? ancestors? God?
I was Adam, the first human and if I did not stand up and proclaim it all of humanity would be damned. I thought I had been pranked with several billion hits of acid at this point. My consciousness was transported the another realm or dimension. I was the worst human on the planet, I was Saddam if I did not stand up to save humanity. I had to be the sacrificial lamb, I was Jesus. If I should die it would mean the salvation of billions in the past, present and future. I expected to get abducted by aliens.
It is very difficult for me to transcribe these events accurately as I had no conception of time. I believed I had bibles of lsd on me and would be locked up for good(I didnt). I thought they would use my money to track me if they found my wallet so I lost it. I was fucking up things for many many people and my only prayer was that no one would care to remember this night.
Later i climbed into a random van, over some people and squated in the back saying i was Gollum. I told some funny jokes and acted very gollum like. I walked out to a fire and willed some kid my beer should I die and told him that if i didnt die i would be going away to life. I felt a few girls boobs but none of them seemed to mind, some liked it. Some girl gave me a pair of pants that were like girl's exercise pants. This was after another girl gave me some jeans which i had also lost. I then lit myself on fire and jumped into someones tent and they freaked out. I walked behind van and vomited and got lost in a bunch of bushes.
Fractals were the dominant visual. I was having hyperdreams and connected to the cosmic consciousness I could ruin it for everyone if I telepathically spilled the beans. The aliens knew about all of this and adjusted people to act accordingly as they were all robots.
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Re: 2c-b....NEVER AGAIN trainwreck *DELETED* [Re: MisterMuscaria]
#14307787 - 04/17/11 05:31 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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ahchela
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Re: 2c-b....NEVER AGAIN trainwreck [Re: mikehauncho]
#14323777 - 04/20/11 04:04 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Why stop using 2cb?
The only mistake you made was not knowing your dose man, a cheap scale (with 0.001g capabilities) can easily get you within .005g accurate dosage. That small of a miscalculation wouldn't cause a night like that.
If its a gel or a solid pill, then just pass. Personally I don't touch anything I can't confirm, there are too many people selling meth as white or dicing up their rolls with different things. Got to know your source man
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Re: 2c-b....NEVER AGAIN trainwreck [Re: ahchela]
#14326045 - 04/21/11 01:37 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Naw, Im too terrified to do it again. It was a dose that most people consider a normal dose. If I ever were to do it again I would need a sitter but it was in no way any kind of pleasant experience for me. There was no euphoria, it was just sheer mind fuck.
I remembered something more about that trip. There was a part where I thought everything was staged...this was when I was going through all the characters....I remember everything looked as if it had been meticulously staged...with people misting my hair, combing my beard, making sure my sweatshirt was just damp enough and parting my hair a particular way. Initially i was playing myself but the wind would take me to different scenes...or I would break the scene altogether.
A grand list of the 'characters" I was playing in the movie; - hipster
- oil baron
- drunken redneck
- cowboy
- ecologist
- log cabin republican
- fisherman
- disaffected ghetto youth
- Adam Kadamon
- Sadam Hussein
- Jesus Christ
- old geezer
- bedouin
- tribesman
- sadhu
I remember at another point the air parted open and I saw this being with flames dancing around it...little flames...and many swords...it looked to be some sort of bringer of death.
You couldnt pay me to try that stuff again, even in a small dose.
This was pure powder and a good source, definitely not cut, Im just very sensitive to the stuff moreso than most people I think. 2c-i is voodoo on me as well. They say phenythylamines exist in over abundance in the mind's of people with schizophrenia (as where there exists too little in the minds of people who are depressed or have add) and i was once diagnosed with schizophrenia. It's just not something i need to be messing with. I literally shifted into different people and had no control over my actions.
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Asante
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Its a bit of a stretch perhaps, but would you say the amount was.. excessive? 
I dont mean to be a dick man, I'm glad you are OK now, (are you?) but you got to realize that ALL OVERDOSES ARE GOING TO FEEL BAD. No matter how much you like a drug, an OD of it would suck.
If I were you I'd get some 2CB and start at 1 milligram. If you are extrordinarily sensitive to a drug, a stupendously low dosage may be just right.
But its your call.
2CB has a fairly steep dose response curve, compared to shrooms.
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That was a real pleasure to read. Sorry you had such a bad experience... it sounds like they really fucked up the dosage or you are, as you mention, hypersensitive to phenethylamines. Weird.
I'd probably stay away too if you experienced something similar with 2C-I.
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Re: 2c-b....NEVER AGAIN trainwreck [Re: Society]
#14328300 - 04/21/11 03:35 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I just remember another crazy part of the trip.
Right after I took off my boots and glasses I dropped my pants to my ankles to take a piss and I kept saying  I then walked back to the vending area with no pants and no underwear and when people inquired about it I said  Then I took off my pants completely and ditched my car keys.
Luckily I came back later to find my boots with my keys clipped to them and my glasses.
My phone wasnt there though. Some guy found a phone and I said "that's my phone" and the guy said to me "yeah right, what's it look like?" and I said "umm...its rectangular, grey and black" and he said "yeah right, Im going to turn it in".
Well later I found out no one turned in a phone so I called from my friend T's phone. He called back T and said he had the phone and was in Fort Wayne with it.
Douchebag.
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ahchela
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Its pretty common for people to over dose on pheny's when they eye ball their dose, 50mg is much smaller than an advil pill and 50mg of 2ci/2ct2/2ce/2cb is a lot. Personally I trip pretty good from 5mg up, by the time I reach 20mg its much stronger than I've ever experienced on many hits of acid. The average dose being 25mg.
Not to mention the abundance of hyper sensitive people to these substanes. The doses which are attributed to psychedelics are mostly much too large, people are too used to flushing their systems out with ethanol and expect the same with psychedelics. The experience is different though, and much less forgiving when over dosed. Buy a scale and low ball the doses, or experience disillusionment and miss out on the real magic.
I could write a paper (*edit: actually I'm far into a book on the topic) on the different aspects of life people feel they have to bash themselves over the head with, thereby missing the real value which lies in subtlety.
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Edited by ahchela (04/21/11 04:25 PM)
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MisterMuscaria



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Re: 2c-b....NEVER AGAIN trainwreck [Re: ahchela]
#14328592 - 04/21/11 04:24 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I did a few small doses before that point. It was also pretty dissociative for me but i snapped back fast.
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ahchela
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Well you know your condition best
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rupertboy
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May I ask where you were, as I often wonder where one can take psychedelics without worries. An average festival or a not so average?
My last experience [at a "radical self expression festival"] was an unknown amount of 2cb with MDMA insulfated. 2 minutes later I was in disneyland. Believe your experience was way stronger, but mine was at times overwhelming, and I was surprised not to get scared. Maybe that's the MDMA, helping out. I just lay down and disappeared into a pattern of billowing patterns. No fear despite being gone.. until I opened my eyes. But yeah 2cb is powerful!!
I usually couldn't do [this], but I'm getting old without doing these things so had to take the chance..
Edited by rupertboy (07/28/11 10:40 AM)
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