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My door keeps freaking me out
    #14302098 - 04/16/11 04:49 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

So here's the deal.  All the doors in my house have a 6 panel decoration on them much like the picture below.



Whenever I go for doses of 7g+ I end up getting freaked out by my door because the top 4 panels make it look like those Chinese guys from tintin and it seems comes across really sinister.  It sends the trip in a bad direction and I end up having to spend most of the peak in front of the TV to distract myself from them.

Anything I can do to overcome this?


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Psil]
    #14302104 - 04/16/11 04:51 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

go outside


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: stranger_danger]
    #14302107 - 04/16/11 04:52 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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go outside




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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Psil]
    #14302147 - 04/16/11 05:01 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

:smbfacepalm: Cover it with a blanket.

Chinese door is too Chinese.:3rd_eye:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: lil_demented]
    #14302161 - 04/16/11 05:06 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Embrace the fear and it will go away.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Epilson Lyrae]
    #14302169 - 04/16/11 05:07 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

don't identify with it. just watch what happens


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14302193 - 04/16/11 05:11 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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don't identify with it. just watch what happens




Good advice.

Oh and for god sakes, Do NOT try to start a conversation with it. Your buddy will come back in the room and catch you.
Then you will have to hear about that story for the rest of your life. 
He will tell everyone and forever you will be known as the "trip tard" :tard:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: lil_demented]
    #14302205 - 04/16/11 05:13 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

lol why not? i talk to my furniture all the time when im tripping :feelsgoodman:


try it out, sometimes they have some really cool stuff to say


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Edited by Envix (04/16/11 05:13 PM)


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Psil]
    #14302213 - 04/16/11 05:15 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Paint each panel a different color.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: lil_demented]
    #14302222 - 04/16/11 05:17 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

"The Doors" always gets weird when Im tripping but I never let that get to me; then again the Doors are probably freaky to everyone when tripping, the movie more than the music but only by a little

By all means talk to it, I want to talk to something inanimate while tripping; Im just waiting for them to start talking to me

Also Sunset mission is that yuyu hakusho in your sig or am i mistaken


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14302234 - 04/16/11 05:20 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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lol why not? i talk to my furniture all the time when im tripping :feelsgoodman:


try it out, sometimes they have some really cool stuff to say




Do you really? cause my buddy caught me the one time I was tripping hard enough to communicate with inanimate objects and now he tells everyone we hang out with.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Psil]
    #14302287 - 04/16/11 05:36 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Get to know your door. Become it's friend, get it drunk and then sexually molest it.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14302308 - 04/16/11 05:41 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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lol why not? i talk to my furniture all the time when im tripping :feelsgoodman:


try it out, sometimes they have some really cool stuff to say




that's funny cause i remember my first time on lsd, one of my most vivid memories are the shelves in my house rearranging themselves :feelsgoodman:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: skatealex2]
    #14302336 - 04/16/11 05:46 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Whenever I go for doses of 7g+ I end up getting freaked out by my door because the top 4 panels make it look like those Chinese guys from tintin and it seems comes across really sinister.  It sends the trip in a bad direction and I end up having to spend most of the peak in front of the TV to distract myself from them.

Anything I can do to overcome this?




You do realize this dark area of the trip has nothing to do with the door per se, right?

It's a trigger for unconscious material you haven't addressed or are suppressing. But don't get alarmed, you will find that if you watch it and follow that energy it will eventually transform itself. Nothing stays the same forever, even those dark feelings - so go there and shine a light.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: The Whale]
    #14302396 - 04/16/11 05:58 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

You guys know that's a Cross and Bible door, right?

Trip on that.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: The Whale]
    #14302401 - 04/16/11 05:58 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

blow the fuckin door out with a shotgun and go from there :goodluck:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: rackem]
    #14302620 - 04/16/11 06:45 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

:whathesaid:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: lil_demented]
    #14302818 - 04/16/11 07:19 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Quote:

Envix said:
lol why not? i talk to my furniture all the time when im tripping :feelsgoodman:


try it out, sometimes they have some really cool stuff to say




Do you really? cause my buddy caught me the one time I was tripping hard enough to communicate with inanimate objects and now he tells everyone we hang out with.



i dont hang out w/ anyone so thats not a problem for me :crazy2:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14302849 - 04/16/11 07:27 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Same, any criticism over me being myself while tripping can seriously interfere with trips, not to mention talking can be difficult and the concentration keeps one focused on the external instead of drifting into the mind itself


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: rackem]
    #14302914 - 04/16/11 07:38 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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rackem said:
blow the fuckin door out with a shotgun and go from there :goodluck:




We've been "facing" our fears for a long time in this manner, to no avail.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14302986 - 04/16/11 07:49 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I don't hang out with anyone anymore.
I had one friend and I hung out with his friends sometimes.
But then he hooked up with an alcoholic manic depressed girl and now she controls his life.

She's crazy, last time I was there they got drunk and started arguing which led to smashing things.
Then they flipped over the cluttered coffe table and commenced to running around the house playing
the age old couple games of "Who can scream the loudest?" and "How hard can you slam the door?"
Which he won BTW.  :hehehe:

I can make jokes about it, but nobody want to be around that shit. It brings you down.

So now I trip alone. I also drink alone too though, which is  :feelsbadman:

But I enjoy not having anyone else there to distract me from my good times.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: lil_demented]
    #14303021 - 04/16/11 07:58 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

ya wtf is wrong with drinking alone?

and you can always go meet new people.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: lil_demented]
    #14303142 - 04/16/11 08:18 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Its both awesome and depressing, awesome in that I am fully enveloped in myself and able to embrace my world, yet, the thought that I can find noone like me is disconcerting, almost deleterious to my mental health; of course mental health is relative to, I really don't mind losing it. For all I know I could be, and probably am, criminally insane right now.

All those of this type, whatever that may be, consolidate themselves by introversion and isolation therefore exacerbating the problem as there is noone to mentor us, no others of our type remaining in society so we go the way they do and leave all the rest alone in a society of idiocracy. Perhaps there could have been hope for all if seclusion was impossible, however, they would probably drag the rest down.

I find it beautiful though, the ultimate form of individualism lies in completely embracing oneself. When I sought friends I found that I was just seeking myself in them, I found very little of me so I turned away. That little that I did find was more in the skills that others sought that I was interested in, or envious of, I cant tell which; perhaps there is no difference. When I say that I was looking for myself Im not looking specifically for some replica who shares the same hobbies or understandings but rather one who isnt a record. Day after day others say the same things over and over again allowing me no opportunity for expansion of understanding or intellect; I have only one good friend online whom I can talk to day after day and always find something new in.

Someone open minded enough to let me be myself is all I really seek, someone who is a complete individual; maybe thats impossible though, would bringing that one into society destroy the individualism and therefore defeat the purpose? All others seem to be interested power/control/machines/systems while I would much rather spend it all in me, lucid dreams and tripping defines me in what that past of mine allows them to be. If I would go into politics, finance, history, or mathmatics I would find much the same thing as everybody else; It would be so severly limited; Lucid dreaming and psychedelia are endless, moreover, I have never once experienced the same thing or come again and again to some realization. Day after day I come to new realizations for they wouldn't be realizations if I had already realized them.

"Too strange to live, Too rare to die"


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Wise Toad]
    #14303179 - 04/16/11 08:28 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

i wish i had friends but no one seems to be interested in strangers :shrug:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Wise Toad]
    #14303207 - 04/16/11 08:33 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Wise Toad said:
When I sought friends I found that I was just seeking myself in them,




That's most of our interactions with the world - trying to glimpse ourselves.

Quote:

Day after day others say the same things over and over again allowing me no opportunity for expansion of understanding or intellect; I have only one good friend online whom I can talk to day after day and always find something new in.




If I send an email to the dozens of people in my contact list and ask, "quick, how's the here and now? It's beautiful on my side of the river!" - The majority will reply with an empty response; a pattern of behavior, a mimicry.

But life is worth living if you receive a reply from that one person who types:

Red

Roses

Silently

Fall

From

The

Sky

In

The

Shape

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Delicate

Moments



I'm still looking for that person. But the search is fun!


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: The Whale]
    #14303525 - 04/16/11 09:35 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Im not sure
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Envix said:
i wish i had friends but no one seems to be interested in strangers :shrug:



How so and why, by why I mean why do you wish and what sort of friends do you wish for.

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The Whale said:
But life is worth living if you receive a reply from that one person who types:

Red

Roses

Silently

Fall

From

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Sky

In

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Shape

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Delicate

Moments



I'm still looking for that person. But the search is fun!




I cant discern the experience of the search from my end of the river, and for that matter what river; on what axis, It could be on another planet for all I know. Perhaps it is worth it for that one person.


Come to think of it there are many on the shroomery like me, I can easily tell you guys are. I misspoke earlier in saying that introverts remove themselves from society, they remove themselves from direct interaction society but not from all levels of societies. That may have been true in the olden days when there was no internet but what we have now is us connected throughout the world teaching one set in stone knowledge and guiding each other, RR is a good example of a teacher and you guys are guiding me right now by giving me a chance to express myself. That does not take away the fact that there is a problem, the problem is that it is so difficult to find and interact with another of this sort in everyday life. We all seem to be seeking some sort of "teacher for life" at least I feel I am, and while I may be talking to you three right now and feel a powerfull sense of connection but that doesn't mean I will ever talk to any of you again. People have a way of losing one another when the interactions are purely online; its very unlikely that any of us will forego our daily lives to meet one another.

Without that direct interaction there is little chance for discoveries, which is why I created the discoveries thread earlier today hoping that some would bring together things we have found. Multiple, prolonged interactions are mutually beneficial in that two learn from one another; I say two because I find having a third in an actual conversation limits it. Iv noticed in female interactions the third usually gets spited by the other two whereas in male interaction the third usually limits the conversation of the other two as they don't want to hurt that one by leaving them out. I love xbox live because it is one of the few "places" I have found that these sort of interactions can occur. On here it is too difficult to spend all our time going back and forth sending messages as that would consume the whole day as opposed to searching through and cataloging our own info and interests but on XBL friends are more set in stone and more easily able to communicate and share discoveries.

XBL takes away several aspects of direct interaction(body language, natural human needs interrupting, place/activity/destination) and makes things easy. When having a daily interaction you may be as enthusiastic as possible about it and tell that other person that you want to chill with them again soon but afterwards almost regret it as you just want to do your own thing and live in the now as opposed to going out of your way to do something with another. Still XBL lacks something as it doesn't allow those real objects and places to lead to conversations and feelings of the area; the area and the things(the beach and shrooms being an example) in a way synchronizing the two's emotional state and by proxy their thoughts where the purest level of interaction, discovering, and expression can occur.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Psil]
    #14303717 - 04/16/11 10:28 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

My wife keeps laughing every time she sees this topic. Yes she saw the pic and she actually knew the comic which I didn't.

She basically said you are a sissy.


:shrug:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: 4runner] * 1
    #14303736 - 04/16/11 10:34 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Stare at the door and watch it for a good twenty minutes next time your tripping, you'll realize fear is only a mental problem


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: 4runner]
    #14303738 - 04/16/11 10:35 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

there are girls out there that will impress u.

they won't always be as nice as you'd like tho.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: stimpson]
    #14303966 - 04/16/11 11:28 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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How so and why, by why I mean why do you wish and what sort of friends do you wish for.




it can get boring being alone for too long. i've been alone most my life but the brief moments i've spent with others have been enjoyable \


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: stimpson]
    #14304046 - 04/16/11 11:51 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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there are girls out there that will impress u.

they won't always be as nice as you'd like tho.




Lol, she is nice.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14304284 - 04/17/11 01:09 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Quote:

How so and why, by why I mean why do you wish and what sort of friends do you wish for.




it can get boring being alone for too long. i've been alone most my life but the brief moments i've spent with others have been enjoyable \



I love just being alone and interacting like this, Iv had quite the opposite situation; surrounded by people wanting to hang out every free moment in order to do something I would consider pointless like go out drinking. Last year I became fed up with it and decided it was time to focus completely on my own interest which could be quickly facilitated through online reading, downloading, watching, and interaction so I began to isolate myself "losing" my phone; telling everyone that I couldn't have friends over any more because my parents were pissed over all the drugs. Now I spend my time preparing for college this fall; cant wait to go where noone knows my name. The only friend like me got mixed up in some shit and was lost along the way, our personalities were so similar the only example I can give is a personality test we took for fun, we both came out INFP:tongue:; thats rare, especially where I live. I can spot someone of this personality quickly.

Whats kept you from interacting as you please? I could see having friends like you would most definitely be fun but there is noone left of our sort around my town but me:sad:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Wise Toad]
    #14304549 - 04/17/11 02:58 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

im just lazy. and have some lingering confidence/inferiority issues leftovver from 12 years of surreal catholic school life


i'm INFP too. used to be INTP until i started doin' a shitload of dmt


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14304589 - 04/17/11 03:25 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Your telling me, well I only had to go through 5 years of catholic school but still it was hell; damn is that ironic

First day of school last year I was sent home three times, once for having a stain on my shirt and twice for my hair being too long; fucking idiots couldn't tell me to go get my hair cut and get my shit changed at the same time; what a waste of gas. They were all power tripping hard as cops. I eventually got kicked out for failing a drug test for smoking weed; Its kinda funny I bought some shampoo detox from a local headshop and completely stopped smoking for the month, I went in and asked what they wanted. I thought they caught me for PCP because I had tried robotripping the week before:puke: and one of my friends told me that shows up as PCP on drug tests. Turns out thats only piss tests. Seriously though how did the school expect me to get high, on God probably:bs: all that crap sent me pretty close to atheism; these days Im just keeping an open mind and looking at all the possibilities.

Now I go to a school where I can use my laptop all day and still get A's with no trouble. I just use Tor and a few other programs to break through their security and I can chat with you guys for the majority of the day; and hey Iv already gotten accepted into a good college so fuckit everything worked out. I don't even smoke anymore, except for special occasions, just tripping.

What do you mean by surreal? I believe that the two, INFP & INTP, are interchangeable. Iv taken the test about every year through high school and showed up once as INTP and 3 times as INFP. Iv read about all 16 personalities on wiki and found the two very close but identify much more with the INFP; Its all preference anyways. INTP seems to set in stone on the logic wheras INFP seems much less limited because it seeks out those interests that are limitless; exploring all there is to explore, the true mental adventurer


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Wise Toad]
    #14304624 - 04/17/11 03:47 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

surreal as in a cheesy fake version of reality. i didn't fully realize until i graduated just how insane it all was. every day was exactly the same. same teachers, same schedule, same people, same routine, same everything. even the students acted the fucking same

it was a pretty small school and there were only about 90 people in my class and everyone just copied eachother it was nuts. being around the same people every single day was just stagnating i had no room to grow or expand everyone thought i was "weird" for being agnostic and doin drugs and my "friends" would always tell me i was going to hell whenever i would make a sarcastic remark about religion or play fun on a topic that was SERIOUS BUSINESS

we took that myers briggs personality test in theology class and i was the ONLY intp in the entire class :mad:

(except the teacher he was intp also and was cool as hell & really open minded.. the only person in that school i really respected)


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14304827 - 04/17/11 06:16 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

The only thing that changed where I went was the classes week by week since they were on the block schedule.

Everybody was completely brainwashed:mindcontrol: where I went. I had four friends in my grade, the only four who saw anything wrong with it two of them didn't smoke, and two of them did but they spent a lot of their time at concerts for metal and such. They are all cool guys but I cant handle hanging out with them much; they're far too different. I still have close contact with one of them, I can tell he is an ISTP.  He is so unenthusiastic though, his house is where all the mushrooms are grown but I do all the work, still beats having anything here. The only thing done at my place is the agar pouring, grain jar prep, and inoculation so its clean. I had another very intelligent friend who hadn't tried drugs yet who seemed to me to be an INTJ, didactic and Machiavellian; he is the one thing I truly miss as I lost contact with him before I could introduce him to Mary.

I felt like I was living through Orwells 1984, authoritarian/totalitarian control and everybody loves it and plays into it, just me and a few other stragglers on the outside trying to screw with them as much as possible. The one thing I enjoyed was messing with them, getting one of the teacher to say "I am sofa king wee todd edd"(I am sofucking wetawded) in front of his class, scewing with all the kids who thought they were cool dating obese bitches, had a dude there we called the fresh prince; all he did was sing afroman and talk about football, come to think of it most of them were like that in one way or another.

I loved it when we talked about drugs around them "your doing drugs, I hear they make you want to kill yourself", "isn't acid addictive", "moving on up the ladder". I liked the fact that they started steering clear of us after tenth grade, I think they were afraid, fearful of the unknown.

Had several teachers who were amazing, one per year, most of them left by the time I did though as they were too smart, drug loving, and free for such a hellhole.

Im gonna go catch some :sleep: Iv been up all night doing Lions Mane transfers, pouring petri dishes, and making culture tubes which I just finished; typing this allowed me to get through this and stay awake long enough to finish my work


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Wise Toad]
    #14304845 - 04/17/11 06:30 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

this thread... :foreveralone:

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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: mrckb]
    #14304867 - 04/17/11 06:42 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

yeah the only kid i was really ever close to & could relate to @ my highschool i think was istj.. really into metal music & conservative/anarchist/atheist/deist

he hadnt done psychs but smoked weed & was open to psychs. we stopped talking after HS though he had his band thangs and i have my whatever it is i'm doin' thangs

basically my highschool peers could be broken down into 2 groups.. the rich kids, and the jock kids. since i was neither, there were only about a handful of 5 or so students who didn't fit into either of those categories. my oldest of friends turned into jocks and i tried to get into that scene.. played lacrosse for a few years, i just wasn't into it. too much work and i didn't see a point. it was fun at first until everyone started taking the game seriously and got really competitive about it. i just wanted to have fun. then i started smoking weed and everyone looked down on me for it. i was "the kid who was always high" even though i wasnt. i only smoked weed on the weekends.

i dont like thinking about highschool it was a pretty lame experience for me :bored:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: lil_demented]
    #14304890 - 04/17/11 06:50 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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lol why not? i talk to my furniture all the time when im tripping :feelsgoodman:


try it out, sometimes they have some really cool stuff to say




Do you really? cause my buddy caught me the one time I was tripping hard enough to communicate with inanimate objects and now he tells everyone we hang out with.




sounds like your buddy is a douche bag.


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14304896 - 04/17/11 06:52 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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then i started smoking weed and everyone looked down on me for it. i was "the kid who was always high" even though i wasnt. i only smoked weed on the weekends.






Yeah I have a mixed bunch of friends. Some love weed, others had the pot heads and then there is a couple who like weed but dont do it often due to it being 'social taboo'. I stay in the middle, smoking often at home but not bragging about it "I was sooo baked last night".

clubbing isnt the same without a gang of 10 friends to club with.:shrug:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: mrckb]
    #14304903 - 04/17/11 06:57 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

id probably smoke every day if i had the money/access to it

the past 12 months i've smoked only 2 dime bags literally

i just dont know anybody in this new town i moved to last summer

i'm pretty sure someone on the floor above me sells too but i'm not sure which room and don't want to just knock on random doors asking for weed


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14304907 - 04/17/11 07:01 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Have a party and invite them round? After a few drinks, casually ask them if they smoke bud. If not, they will probs brush it off due to their drunkeness :cool:


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14304915 - 04/17/11 07:05 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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lol why not? i talk to my furniture all the time when im tripping :feelsgoodman:


try it out, sometimes they have some really cool stuff to say




My Cat talked to me the first time I tripped... Fucking crazy, but at the same time I learned why animals can be so happy! Very interesting when you meld minds with an animal! gotta get a dog now...


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: 4runner]
    #14304934 - 04/17/11 07:16 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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My wife keeps laughing every time she sees this topic. Yes she saw the pic and she actually knew the comic which I didn't.

She basically said you are a sissy.


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Go to 4:00.  Tell me that guy with the massive teeth doesn't look creepy.

I'm gunna trip later today.  I'll start off outside, get over the nausea and settled before I move it inside and see what my door has got to say for itself.  Thanks for your input guys <3


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Wise Toad]
    #14304936 - 04/17/11 07:17 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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Also Sunset mission is that yuyu hakusho in your sig or am i mistaken




Whoops, didn't even see this!

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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: slapphappypill]
    #14304945 - 04/17/11 07:23 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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lol why not? i talk to my furniture all the time when im tripping :feelsgoodman:


try it out, sometimes they have some really cool stuff to say




My Cat talked to me the first time I tripped... Fucking crazy, but at the same time I learned why animals can be so happy! Very interesting when you meld minds with an animal! gotta get a dog now...




wow i know exactly what you mean by the 'meld minds' thing. every time i trip on shrooms or acid, i can always read dogs very well. all of their emotions (especially concerning wants/needs) just become easily understood... iunno it's kinda weird


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14308604 - 04/17/11 08:14 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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yeah the only kid i was really ever close to & could relate to @ my highschool i think was istj.. really into metal music & conservative/anarchist/atheist/deist

he hadnt done psychs but smoked weed & was open to psychs. we stopped talking after HS though he had his band thangs and i have my whatever it is i'm doin' thangs

basically my highschool peers could be broken down into 2 groups.. the rich kids, and the jock kids. since i was neither, there were only about a handful of 5 or so students who didn't fit into either of those categories. my oldest of friends turned into jocks and i tried to get into that scene.. played lacrosse for a few years, i just wasn't into it. too much work and i didn't see a point. it was fun at first until everyone started taking the game seriously and got really competitive about it. i just wanted to have fun. then i started smoking weed and everyone looked down on me for it. i was "the kid who was always high" even though i wasnt. i only smoked weed on the weekends.

i dont like thinking about highschool it was a pretty lame experience for me :bored:




Iv come into conflict one too many times with -S-J's, I will accept just about anybody who wants my friendship, however, whenever I end up with somebody I can tell is an SJ I almost feel like Im looking at my future oppressor. I don't show it but it has such a negative feeling attached to it. Don't get me wrong I have known some good ones but for the most part these are the ones who made up my old highschool.

Most of my friends were in one sport or another but I wouldn't have considered them jocks. I could never stand sports, always seemed like a waste of time to me when I could instead be doing something to improve my own world. To me exercise has its own purpose, to keep one in shape, but I find little fun in sharing it with others.

Things always get too serious as the competition escalates, having to deal with the same people separated in teams against one another over and over again brings feelings of hatred and confrontation; I seek out noncompetitive activities.

They thought the same thing of me "always stoned" so I started using it to mess with them. It was the perfect excuse if I didn't want to deal with them and a means to intentionally scare away the persistent ones by messing with their perception of drugs because they knew so little whatever I said they believed; it was most interesting to see the repercussions of my mind games as their entire group came to believe what I had said, something that would make them stupid or get them killed if they ever spoke it to the wrong person.

School robbed me of hope showing me that there was little to look forward to in society, so I turned inward instead of facing a world consumed by meaningless busy work; to those who embrace the external I may seem a coward and to the rest one of the few sane persons on the planet

If you cant get weed why not make a bunch of DMT or shrooms? DMT is easy:tongue:

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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Wise Toad]
    #14308815 - 04/17/11 08:51 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

i did make dmt i made a whole bunch of it last summer & then made changa w/ it now i have a whole bunch of changa i smoke some of that every now and then .. over the past year ive done dmt like 30 times lol


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Envix]
    #14313180 - 04/18/11 04:28 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Got some DMT laced naptha parcipitating in my freezer and my key pipe ready to go:deemsters:

I have some acetone but have yet to get some caapi for changa. Any other herbs you have used to make changa that are preferable?

Depending on where you live you could go grow some weed in the forest, while your at it make some shroom patches; psilocybe cyanescens:drooling: .

Man I just wish I could make 2C's, thats the dream. Well that and engineering/discovering a chemical capable of efficiently inducing lucid dreams states night after night, one of these days:shakingfist:

Heres wishing it was all a lucid dream


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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Wise Toad]
    #14313429 - 04/18/11 07:34 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Im still thinking on the door issue...dono if i laugh or just stare at this topic...

Solutions? everyone here gave some pretty good ones, although very different opinions they are all very valid to me...
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Re: My door keeps freaking me out [Re: Lola]
    #14315300 - 04/19/11 01:13 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Im still liking the shotgun idea, just imagine trying to explain that to a friend: "So wait, why did you blow your door to pieces with a shotgun?", "Well it had six squares on it, intimidating me, so I did the only logical thing and killed it"


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