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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: TrustYourSelf]
#14295541 - 04/15/11 01:05 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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WC, just curious...What is this "drug of choice" you now have a lifetime supply of?
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: shLong]
#14295547 - 04/15/11 01:07 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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he turned down the offer.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14295566 - 04/15/11 01:12 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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That sucks man, sorry to hear that you had to go through that. Glad that your here to post!
What are these drugs? Are they legal or what?
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Patlal]
#14295577 - 04/15/11 01:16 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Wiccan_Seeker said: I figured I'd post it here too since I post in the Pub a LOT and many here dont go in ODD often.
Long story short, an RC vendor messed up drug identities, I failed to assay the new batch of my drug and ended up taking 300mg MDPV, a hardcore stimulant that should be taken in 5mg doses.
Sixtyfold OD of a hard stimulant, in a cardiac patient, youch.
Its great, GREAT to be alive guys, I'm elated. You're going to hear me go on and on about God a lot in the coming days cause he's really cut me a break here, against all odds.
Here's the story
Sue them, make millions, thats the only way to go...
Yes sue someone because he consumed a chemical labeled for non-human consumption. See how that works out...
Glad you are alright WS. ODs are never fun for anyone around them.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Tangerines]
#14295584 - 04/15/11 01:17 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Did you shit your self at any point during all this?
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14296464 - 04/15/11 04:24 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Wiccan_Seeker said: A lifetime supply of my drug of choice was a nice and unexpected bonus.
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SamuelLJackson said: he turned down the offer.
Ahh, I dont see where, but anyhow...What is your D.O.C, WC?
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14296468 - 04/15/11 04:25 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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SamuelLJackson said: he turned down the offer.
No I don't think he did. He said it was considered a gift didn't he
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14296474 - 04/15/11 04:27 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Wiccan_Seeker said: When he mailed me the warning I went in graphic detail as to what happened, forgave him his error and waived any compensation. He insisted I'd take the equivalent of 333 walloping doses of my psychedelic of choice as a gift to make amends.
I consider all karmic debts paid in full as far as I'm concerned, mistakes happen and hes been great about it.
right there.
the offer was 333 doses of his D.O.C. and wiccan declined.
(of course, this is all assuming my reading comprehension is on par)
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14296501 - 04/15/11 04:32 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I disagree, but I like ya still...
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14296505 - 04/15/11 04:33 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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He also made it sound as if he had taken up the offer. Anyway, if you would have what would be your drug of choice Wiccan?
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: shLong]
#14296508 - 04/15/11 04:33 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Where's the horse's mouth when you need it?
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14296518 - 04/15/11 04:35 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Wiccan_Seeker said: Karma goes both ways saxx, this vendor (who happens to be a wholesaler) has been a great guy throughout it and just gave me an offer for what amounts to 333 walopping doses of my drug of choice on his list and this even after his disclaimer holds him harmless and I waived need for compensation. Very very groovy
Seems like he took it, unless I'm wrong here
I mean I guess the wording is kind of ambiguous
It also says in the post your quote that he insisted he take 333 doses
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14296574 - 04/15/11 04:47 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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SamuelLJackson said:
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Wiccan_Seeker said: When he mailed me the warning I went in graphic detail as to what happened, forgave him his error and waived any compensation. He insisted I'd take the equivalent of 333 walloping doses of my psychedelic of choice as a gift to make amends.
I consider all karmic debts paid in full as far as I'm concerned, mistakes happen and hes been great about it.
right there.
the offer was 333 doses of his D.O.C. and wiccan declined.
(of course, this is all assuming my reading comprehension is on par)
WCs lucky having a vendor that actually seems to care for the customer. But seriously, its good news that youre ok. You're a good guy who knows his stuff, and it would have sucked for all of the Shroomery to have lost you. I hope you take that extra care next time man.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14296687 - 04/15/11 05:12 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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SamuelLJackson said: Quote:
Wiccan_Seeker said: When he mailed me the warning I went in graphic detail as to what happened, forgave him his error and waived any compensation. He insisted I'd take the equivalent of 333 walloping doses of my psychedelic of choice as a gift to make amends.
I consider all karmic debts paid in full as far as I'm concerned, mistakes happen and hes been great about it.
right there.
the offer was 333 doses of his drug of Choice and wiccan declined.
(of course, this is all assuming my reading comprehension is on par)
Nono, I waived all need for compensation and he still offered.
Then its impolite to refuse, thats just rude 
Its my drug of choice of the ones he had, not THE drug of choice (Mescaline) which he obviously didnt carry.
Of his list, most definitely Methoxetamine, which is a more potent Ketamine analog that can be taken sublingually and lasts a whopping 8-12 hours.
A week after my OD I needed psychological closure for almost dying. The near-death experience a dissociative provides seemed the obvious choice to me. Its very easy on the heart and voluntarily choosing a simulated near death experience is the ultimate defeat of all the fear I had a week earlier - after havinmg fought and conquered biologivcal death, actively choosing to psychol;ogically/symbolicvally "die" seemed a sane choice, a slap in the face of all the (real) death anxiety I had to endure.
When you had THAT KIND of fear you cant just stop being scared and move on. It will come back to haunt you. I Feel you then have to defy it and sweep it aside in one bold move to send it on its way to have it not linger.
The ER (bless em) cheated me out of a real Near Death Experience from my OD, and its NDE's that have a great effect putting a cap on all that anxiety. So, a week later I went for the safe, dissociative psychedelic version of the potentially healing NDE.
So, after all that fear I had had about dying, a week later and phyisically safe, I took my MXE and laid myself down to "die" symbolically to get closure.
Long story short, I had a very intimate moment with God, He then showed my I in fact AM God, just like everyone and anything else is, and that every single thing in fact is 100% OK for all eternity no matter what happened and that if I had died, everything would have been totally OK.
When He told me I am in fact a God I proceeded to see if there would be a limit to my power in that guise. I grew larger than life itself, a kind of minotaur-like creature that was both God and Devil in one, the width of one of my hairs was lightyears across, I proceeded to create two Universes, one by spreading my arms and another by the force of my primal scream, teeming with life and light, galaxies and stars, and still felt no limit to my power.
God then politely reminded me that I am to be but a human this time around and I snapped back into human form, but having seen Eternity and Infinity, and being assured my soul is Immortal. He then cushioned my mindstate to ease me back to sobriety and sleep to assure I wouldnt overexert myself.
After that I feel grand, whether the experience was a powerful symbolic dream or "real" is entirely unimportant, I had my psychological closure and all my death anxiety residuals were extinguished.
I've felt awesome ever since, I do believe the artificial NDE erased most negative psychological effects of the death struggle just like a "real" one would have.
Courage is beside the point, I had to do it for my mind. My heart attack in 2002 left me with lingering anxiety issues for years and I wasnt about to let that happen again this time. The drug was taken in full defiance of my fear of death and as a medicine against it, and I do believe it worked as such. I have been reassured on a level no human or concept could have. I'm safe no matter WHAT happens, thats how I feel. If I die the journey will go on, death has no dominion, of that I am convinced now.
So yea, Drug of Choice 
I wont choose it for a long long while but if I need some exploration in the realm of Dreams, it will be there for me in ample supply.
I had barely returned from my dissociative journey when the vendor made the offer to set me up with that very same stuff for life as a way of apology. Hey, how could I refuse? Way too much synchronicity in that offer to turn it down.
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Guys, if you ever find yourself in a similar position like I was, DO NOT DO WHAT I DID. Taking a near K-hole dose of a long-acting dissociative anesthetic a week after a near fatal stimulant OD is really fucking DETERMINED behavior that might well end in tragedy in another case than mine. You are not in the same position as me so for you the outcome might be entirely different. This kind of risk taking is nothing I recommend to anyone so thats why I was reluctant to tell about it. I do not endorse anyone doing what I did here.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14296701 - 04/15/11 05:15 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I win!
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14296720 - 04/15/11 05:17 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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i love reading your experience reports.
that sounds 
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14296736 - 04/15/11 05:19 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Edited by shLong (04/15/11 05:26 PM)
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14296923 - 04/15/11 05:49 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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this kind of stuff is more common than you think, regardless of what various medical authorities predict, as to whether or not you should have lived, remember, they are just guessing. had you taken a lethal dose of the substance, you'd be dead - no accidents, no miracles about it. i say this as one who is entirely hip to trascendental, mystical experiences. consider rather than being elated (there is no need for any dogmatic self-importance) to be humble about this, and learn to take better care of yourself in the future. i'm glad to hear you're ok.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: CosmicJoke]
#14297222 - 04/15/11 06:30 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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That's beautiful Wiccan.  I had my first LSD trip today and I love reading others and seeing connections and learning from each other.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: 28064212]
#14297324 - 04/15/11 06:46 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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glad to hear OP's still alive and kickin'
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