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Asante
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Baby_Hitler]
#14300478 - 04/16/11 11:32 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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To each their own Baby_Hitler, I had one hell of an experience and have to integrate it into my life.
The God talk is gonna come down in some days as I get back in my routines one enormously intense experience richer, but right now its essential.
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some invisible old man in the sky.
You've been skimming havent you? 
Thanks man, happy to be back.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14300484 - 04/16/11 11:34 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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yeah man, i only believe in god when i think im about to die or go to jail.
if hes real im sure hes smart enough to know he created us to be smart enough to doubt him.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Psychoslut]
#14300495 - 04/16/11 11:40 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Its all as it should be, I feel.
If you doubt the existence of God, its ESSENTIAL you do. As I was told, we can't really owe God anything and no worship of any kind is desired from those who at that time don't feel compelled to do so.
If you're doing it - thats how it should be (whatever "it" is) If you're not doing it, or questioning it, accepting, rejecting, whatever.. its all good just how it is.
And that happens to be a lot more constructive POV for someone who just almost died than "omg why me? will it happen again? can I ever feel safe?" Even if my "insight" is entirely illusory, and I'm entirely open to that being the case, it sure is helping me a LOT in getting over this thing.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Psychoslut]
#14300709 - 04/16/11 12:41 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Psychoslut said: yeah man, i only believe in god when i think im about to die or go to jail.
Thats why i consider myself agnostic. I believe sometimes, but i have my doubts a lot of the time.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Legend]
#14301066 - 04/16/11 01:36 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Well if occasional belief helps you through rough times when you need it most.. Hey you know what I'm gonna say, thats just the way it should be for you. Its all in the balance.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14301096 - 04/16/11 01:41 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'm learning more and more everyday. My spirituality grows, and so does my mind. Who knows, maybe some day i will come face to face with god and be a firm believer. God means different things to different people, so i suppose that could mean a lot of things.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14301193 - 04/16/11 01:56 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Wiccan_Seeker said: You're going to hear me go on and on about God a lot in the coming days cause he's really cut me a break here, against all odds.
no one gives themselves credit especially to the resiliency of the human body. If a MMA fighter wins a match the first thing he does is thank god. No, god didn't do it, you did it.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14301210 - 04/16/11 01:58 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Glad you're okay! With all of the saves I've had, it's hard to believe in death.
Get well and stay!
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Mr.Pink]
#14301216 - 04/16/11 02:00 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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No, god didn't do it, you did it.
thats not a duality. Its the SAME THING. The big guy and lil ole you, thats all you.
Thats at least what I believe
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14301228 - 04/16/11 02:01 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Ignore my blessings then. DONT CARE.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: shadyy]
#14301231 - 04/16/11 02:02 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'll acknowledge you , Shadyy
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: shadyy]
#14301236 - 04/16/11 02:03 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I wasnt replying to you 
Thanks
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14301240 - 04/16/11 02:04 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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No, god didn't do it, you did it.
thats not a duality. Its the SAME THING. The big guy and lil ole you, thats all you.
Thats at least what I believe 
thats the prevailing sentiment, religion will be obsolete in 5 generations.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: sunset_mission]
#14301254 - 04/16/11 02:06 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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If it will be, something even more awesome will replace it.
It won't be science. It may be something produced by science (a drug or virtual reality) but can't be science as a dogma system because it has to be direct experience. I think :P
To me taking a psychedelic brings me much closer to That One Thing than leafing through the paperwork of any religion or science book.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: shLong]
#14301283 - 04/16/11 02:10 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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He talked to me.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: shadyy]
#14301293 - 04/16/11 02:11 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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one time my friend asked me for ketamine and I was very very close to giving him the wrong bag of 2ce, he easily could have died doing a fat line of it thinking it was ketamine
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14301296 - 04/16/11 02:12 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Wiccan_Seeker said: If it will be, something even more awesome will replace it.
It won't be science. It may be something produced by science (a drug or virtual reality) but can't be science as a dogma system because it has to be direct experience. I think :P
To me taking a psychedelic brings me much closer to That One Thing than leafing through the paperwork of any religion or science book.
I think you are alluding to DMT or isolation tanks
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: Asante]
#14301345 - 04/16/11 02:20 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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OMG! I am glad the little teddy bear did not die. I would miss you in here. Glad to see you made it. I always go low on these RC's. I made the mistake of letting a friend of mine try some AM2201 and they had a bad reaction. It is the second person I ever gave it to, and the first one was fine. I put it away for my use only. I don't usually share these things because of the subjective nature. I won't do that again.
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#14302064 - 04/16/11 04:43 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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i've honestly always thought of psychedelics (this includes cannabis, of course) as my religion
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Re: I almost died last week - accidental massive drug OD [Re: tyrannicalrex]
#14302090 - 04/16/11 04:48 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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OMG! I am glad the little teddy bear did not die. I would miss you in here. Glad to see you made it.
Thats just awesome man thank you
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