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Most insane experience of my life, 48hours of tripping madness ( DOx ?)
    #14291089 - 04/14/11 04:17 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

This is a 10 years old report. I have written it on 4 pieces of paper one week after the experience. It will be a translation, and I will try to keep it as close to original as possible.



Prefix written in 2011:


This was a celebration on new year of 2001. I have talked my parrents to allow me to go with friends to our cottage. So I talked to my men P and S, they had met some 3 girls downtown and talked em to accompany us to the cottage, so it was all lookin good.

Great cottage with very big garden, cca 2 kilometres from the closest village. P bought some acids, seller was a person who he known before. He told him, that they are soaked in something I dont remember, but generally that they are not ordinary. P just sayed something about it, I will ask him in person soon as I meet him and will add that info here.

So this was for setting (forgot a LOTS LOTS LOTS of beers and alcohol, crazy ammounts :laugh: ) and we ready for the translation of that report, however its written in slang, so it will be impossible for me to translate 100%.


Enjoy - it is a real down crazyness, 1 of 2 most intense shit I have EVER met, top drug inducted ride of my life, 100hours of psychedelic experience is described below...





> > > > TRIP 2001 < < < <





At first we drink one 20 x 0,5L packet of beer, than we buy the second and enter the train. I drink Vodka, I drink beer and a smoke quite enough weed. So what?

I devour 3/4 Hoffman soaked in some Coke or what the. I drink the acid down with Vodka and next beeries. And in that time, I already feel very cool. In next two hours we depart the train. We buy the 3rd 20pack of beers and smoke weed all the time.

I start so see and percieve fairly trippy. With P we scrape through some hut, and than we want to climb some pylon. Hmm. The voyage to cottage beggins, I drink that goddamned 3rd pack of beers and that Vodka man!

We are there!
Quite cool succes man!

Well, 1st thing I do, is that I go to cellar and take 2 whole dryed plants of skunk and place em on the table in the biggest room. Joints are burned like on fire, I drink Vodka, barrel of beer, Jelcin, Fernet and slowly, No Im kidding, fast - Im beggining to get to the state, when man is in some kind of "just a little bit other world".


With P we digest the rest of that paper (last 1/4). And already in this point, I really "dont know". During next one hour, it was about 8:00 evening, are very strange things happening to all of us. I dont know exactly how to describe it. I remember just a "flashes" of this time. We all have - for next 3 or 4 hours - gonnne completely INSANE.

(oh shit almost gettin little flashback for a seccond as I read it, deffo bringin up memories)

Nobody was ABLE to say a fair sentence, almost not even a fair word. Some girl (they took like 1/4 of "acid") read a question from a IQ test, but none of us was able to comprehend a word! Not a single.


Supersharp chemical shit.


Than in next moment, we were all standing by that table and we were tearing appart those weed plants. Nobody didnt know shit. At all.

P had gone crazy the most of us. I cant describe the things he was doing. He didnt knew about himself and he looked like a death again. Those chicas have understood the situation and at 10:00evening they sayed they go to pub. We were looking upon em like on some revelation, we didnt understood nothing. (and they left)

Than, the unbelievable chaos has emmerged, in which we shouted some pieces of sentences all at once. And wasnt able to communicate.
Not even a sentence. (that doesnt sound like clean LSD as I read it, Or it was the strongest mutherfckn dose of all doses. )

In next one hour, we have somehow communicated we go to pub too. (mean mofos :laugh: ) I dont remmber the way, it was more like a teleport. I just appeared on the toilette of the pub out of the blue.



--- End of page 1/4 ---



I try to piss, and it surprisingly works. Small moment of relief in this insane trip.

Than I go to wash my hands, and I dont understand the watter. I dont feel it on my hands, it looks like it is living and Im beggining to "stuck" on this. Im unsettled by crazy P that I should go to the table. I order the beer, the vaiter looks at me, turns his head from side to side (like he despise me) and he sayes something. I dont understand a word. Than he resignates and fills that mine muthrfckn beer! Succes. (welcome to the Czech)

I sit down to the table with girls and for a moment, I feel rather normal. I can finally speak a little. We drink and after some time we decide to go back to cottage, its something after 11:00evening. Teleport to cottage works the back way too. In there, Im still drinking. I remember SHIT.

Than one girl starts to count the last few seconds of year. I remember, that it was at only 8 seconds to 12:00 and thus new year celebration and than I remember nothing again. (basicaly we guys havent been able to celebrate a shit I guess :laugh: )

All my thinking is significantly twisted. We are, somewhat, different people.I must breathe it up continuously.


Im rolling on the most ugly cun.. I have ever seen (sorry girl didnt ment it like that) and it is completely ok with me. Than I dont know. At 4:00morning - all of sudden - everyone dissappears.

I go to sleep, and unfortunatelly Im not alone. (I tryed to fuck her, she didnt wanted to, and when I touched her cunt, she was hairy as hell, I pulled back and...) I somehow fall asleep.


Chemical dreams and MORNING.


Its about 11:00.

I lie for a while and I dont understand the world around me. I dont understand and know absolutely NOTHING. I stand up and look in one such a small personal mirror. Im swollen. I have only some cracks instead of eyes. Eyelids are covering dark tunnels (full retina)and red "whites". (great morning I tell you :thumbdown: )

I look from the window and get stuck. After one hour of absolut emptiness and gazing, P invades my room, than turns around and runs away. I in that moment realize, that we are almost on same lvl as before sleep. I go to mainroom. Everybody knows nothing.

Than comes the girls. We all sit, gaze, I dring excessive ammounts of some watter. P is INSANE. Hes mad like a MOFO! (he ate the biggest ammount, 1/4 or 1/2 more than me :smile: )He all the time goes somewhere, then he stands in a strange pose, tryes to say something or do somethng. Than he all of suddens "switches" and he fast goes somewhere else. And there the same, all again and again.


It is a chemical morning.



To the utmost. We are messed up as a crazy and it is not nice.




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Those girls are leaving at 12:00 afternoon. We accompany em and dont talk almost at all. When we pass around the pub, we say goodbye to them. Or at least we try. Than we go to pub. (we were clever even as a teenagers :smile: )

Bartender turns his head around in a same manner as night before and we fuck it. We dont give a fuck about anything no more. Everyone stutters his order for a meal and beer. P is really a "cinema" (we all are for sure) Than we eat our meal, and we are - for a while - in a really good shape, considering how we looked hour before.

Than we go to cottage, and agree to go sleeping, very exhausted. We smoke alot of blunts and lie in beds. I cant fall asleep for a long time and just lie on bed. Laters, in the darkness of the room, visions big faces start to appear. They are just a little bit brigher than the darkness around, yet they are maximally detailed. They look monochromatic and 3D. They turn around in various ways and they are changing their facial expressions all the time.


Finally, I understood that the my sleeping is not gonna happen.


Everyone seems to be sleeping. Its ugly "gray" outside the windows and I am in the dark room. There is a deathly hush. I start to feel unpleasant comedown. I have deppresion as a fuck and I dont know what to do about it. (I havent had deppresions during drugs or normal life before and after this) So I just stare out of the window, on the ugly weather and dissappearing sun. That comedown is like after some speed freaking. I must try to breathe it out again! I go almost naked and without a boots outside (snow everywhere, temperature well below zero :laugh: ) and I smoke a cig. Its better.

There is a complete silence you wont get near any city. Its killing me, my thaughts were the only thing that I heard for a too long time. To destroy the silence, I whistle for few times. Now its ok. (man, you need to know how to help yourself up :smile: ) I tell to myself: "I must get myself relaxed somehow". I take the wood, and make fire in a fireplace inside the house, I make coffee, than I sit down, smoke a cig and think about what happened in night.

After next 3 hours, Im too fed up with being alone and in silence. So I somehow managed to wake up P. It takes at least one hour before he realizes what the fuck is going on around. Than we smoke blunts and he tryes to learn to speak again at least to the way, he was able to talk before (was few years after heavy addiction on Pervitin and his speach was distorted a bit). He dont succeed on this all day long.

We smoked next 7 blunts together ( :laugh: )

After each one, the trip was building up again stronger and stronger.
After the 7th one, I wasnt able to withstand it anymore. It was like on 1/2 of another "Hoffman" like this :X I go to wake up S. It was hard, but I have managed it. Suddenly he vigorously sat up on the bed, and he opened his eyes to total open, like he sees something more than extraordinary. His facial expression was a very big surprise. For around hour, he also didnt understood anything around him. (this was around 32+ hours after digesting that trip)
Was a wild wakeup for both of my friends, eventhough I wanted to prevent it :/

Than we all sit by the fireplace at night, smoke blunts all the time (resources were almost unlimited) and we are all considerably tripped up. And we have spoken about that previous shit for a 1st time.

We all knew, that we have became insane for a some time.




--- End of page 3/4 ---




Than we became anxious about being insane forever. That feeling has ended as late as the 4th January 2001 afternoon. (so about 100 hours after digestion of that blotter ) Than we got to sleep again. At that time, I was REALLY TIRED A LOT (cca 36 hours almost without a rest, bodyload was ofcourse intense during the trip). At night, unpleasant things were happening to me.

I had unpleasant halucinations in the darkness around me. I still had seen some dark shade which was approaching me in a endless loop of fear for a long time on and on.(I wasnt able to stop it, it started like 5 metres far from me, floated upon me, and than it was again 5 metres from me and floated upon me....)



Than I passed out and had millions of dreams.



I wake up all of sudden and I dont know why, even almost in a dream I reach out my hand to S. (was like 1 metre in between our beds). When I open my eyes finally, I get scared like a FUCK!!

In front of me, I see S - as he does the same shit with his one hand trying to reach me out! SPOOK! SPOOK! I lie back on my bed fast and we both dont say a word. Than Im really affraid, and everytime I have my eyes closed for a longer moment, I open em up fast - to check out if anything isnt infront of me.



Just another edgy chemical night!




The morning is a little bit better, we eat a bit, we still dont know nothing while doing that and are affraid of being mad. We are not able to clean up and travel back to city. Still brainless. So we at least decide, that we gonna depart next day (no duty on world was important enough, to weight out the problems on a way, in a city and at home with parrents)

At night we get drunk with the rest of the Vodka, Fernet and a bottle of delicious brandy. We are fucked up again. S has beaten up P with a pole, because he was sure P has smoked his last cigaret which he has hidden on a parapet of window. (wasnt some bloodly attack, so I just checked whats goin on - not very nice of me)

Than we play games for the tasks, P has lost a game and the task in stake was the most heavy we could made up. He must go to the dungeon, dark wet cellar made of stones without any light. Some chains are descending from the top of the vaulting. (ex-Most ugly place, is used as a wine archive today. That task was mad, but we knew it and decided that we all gonna play)



We agreed on 15 minutes of dungeon without a light.
(muahhaha)



But we were scummy drunken bastards and decided that we will not come down to tell him time has passed, and that we let him sit there for as long as he decides :laugh: His doors to exit the dungeon were free. But than there were other doors to the mainroom, where we were sitting with S. We decided to lock em up (I know its all bad, but we were all after thorough lobotomy and drunk as hell). After half an hour, P realized we dont gonna pick him up, and found the locked door in his way. He told us to open, we were laughting and saying that no way, that he has been a ugly boy and belongs to cellar and such shit. So he kicked that door up, I imagined the problems it will cause me to explain it to parrents, and it has pissed me up unbelievably and I have physicaly insulted him (but nothing big IMO, no punch in a face or such, I think in final I somehow immobilized him).

I was already pissed up with him, because he was a stupid fool (and I was a psycho...)


Than we all fall asleep.


Next day we managed to somehow repair and clean the cottage and left. (but after parrents came there, their told me that it was EXTREME MESS, and banned my parties there. Never happened be4 and I couldnt say a shit, because there was forgotten vomit in one of the beds blankets, destroyed doors, the torn chandeliers we repaired have fallen down after we left, dirt everywhere etc...) We managed to get to rail station and boarded the train to city. We were fucked up, I thaught people still looked upon us.

Than we needed to change a train and a very fatal thing happened. We stayed on the platform, and our new train was approaching, the long interstate one. It was slowing down more and more, and than the wagons were passing infront of us. It slowed even more, stopped, and right before us there was our piece we made with S some time ago on this train! (we made like 30 trains total). We were like what the fuck! This was fucking the most impropable thing on world to happen, and we were very excited about that. It was nice, we were proud, and it has returned us a bit from the heights back to reality. Something real, we created before, was delivered right before us, to remind us our previous actions before the trip. (I call this kind of "luck" as a "worlds language" and I believe it works)

We boarded the train and arrived to the big city. At first, we were severly confused and it was great chaos. We were really completelly dull.



Home.

Sleep without a talk.

Wakeup to the skool.




I have already missed a day of school while recuping on the cottage. In school with normal sober friends I have became a little bit normal, but still felt the effects and had to be carefull to not say some bullshit or to behave strange. And still got a bit of paranoia and fear of being revealed inside me. And the next day in school (friday) I was completely ok. (so finally, the 5th day after the digestion (!!!) the madness was completely over, was about time!)

I am really very gratefull for that. It has took something from me, but It also gave me something back.


How many people on the world will experience, that they will go insane big time and than they recover from it and know, how does it look and feel for a person, which they couldnt understand at all before? Not too much I guess.



--- End of page 4/4 ---





Appendix from 2011:


This seems it was really some DOx or smthng else than LSD, I remembered it wrong, and considered it was pure but strong LSD. Because I didt know in that time, that when I use fammiliar looking Hoffman trip, it can be something else. So we didnt realized even the possibility of this to happen. Thanks to comments from shroomery man "lasdR" and others, I now see it as a case. Clearly the report doesnt sound like LSD, maybe just some megablast concentration dose, but I doubt it.

Nevertheless, it was a psychedelic drug, more powerfull than any shit I have ever met, it almost got us (even girls on 1/4 had their life time TOP im sure, were spaced out), and as I read it with the distance of 10 years, I cant stop wondering. And Im also glad those girls didnt eat more than they did, could end up real bad I guess.

It reminded me a freaking lot, almost sitting there on that couch 10 years back unable to comprehend nothing in that INSANE state of mind. I felt faint moments of various feelings I had 10 years back while writing this report here, was out of this world completely, you really really hardly can be more fucked up and still remember it in reality when u get "sober". Cant get any further, only different way, but not any further, in a meaning of "drug yourself up" without loosing consciousnes or ending up death or "damaged" :X Not that we intended to do so...






PEACE & SILENCE, and I hope, If you ever meet monster TRIP like I describe here, that you live through that/those night(s) without any longterm damage, like we all - thanks to all saints - did. Amen :smile:




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Re: Most extreme & insane experience of my life (DOx overdose?) [Re: Network23]
    #14291310 - 04/14/11 04:52 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

That sounds pretty crazy man, also fucking hilarious the way you write.  Teleporting to the pub and back, I know about that shit.


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Re: Most extreme & insane experience of my life (DOx overdose?) [Re: Luman]
    #14291837 - 04/14/11 06:28 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Thanks, im glad you find it funny same as me, eventhough it was - in that days we were in that - the most :confused: and :eek: and :syringe: and :thumbdown: moments. I cant imagine if the description can show you the power of that stuff, but it was extreme even in my scales.


-We lost the ability to speak and understand.

-Events were moving in flashes, time distortion was heavy and hours were dissapearing like you passed out but you didnt.

-The mind alteration was total. The lost of understanding and speech was apparently only the most visible part of it. Other parts of brain have been altered with the same power. Everything was so strange, more than on my all LSD trips. Everything felt crazy, every move anybody made, every attempt to speak, any action. And I realized it all the time. This was caused by my mindfuck and schizofrenia on my side of perception in that moments but also was real because we really did crazy insane nonsense stuff all the time. The stuff which was in our heads was worst than the worst cases in bedlam. Like someone put a mixer in your brain, plus gets 220+ V in it.

-I remind some visuals, while we were standing by that table, tearing those plants appart. Was comletely different reality, like I saw just us by the table and dark around. Strange various coloured moving reflector-like lights and fog like a green smoke was curling through the place. It looked very dark, deppresive,colours like dark yellow, brown, dark green all looking sick. Everything was altered, not in some fantastic ways, but the whole picture was reminding the real view only in basic things and everything else was mind construction. Was looking and feeling like some perverse fairytale.

No spirals, no patterns, no fractals, colours etc. Just a steady vision and perception of completely different world but based on reality. But I havent seen any demonic faces, hell, doom etc, so it wanst that kind of stuff. I dont remember the visuals from the most of the time, I was just hallutinating like a crazy and I have ignored it, because I didnt know that it shouldnt look like this most of the time.

-Events were very confused, I havent felt speed up, but it was somehow hectic. I wasnt able to say: STOP!!! and think for a minute. No. Nonstop unstopable flow of insane events. At least in the peak which took cca 10 hours.

-To get your mind together after this shit, took another 3 days, so 5 days from ingesting that trip. We lost the knowledge of time, day, I FORGOT that I must go to school, that it has fucken already started days ago. We werent able to leave that place. Still questioning our sanity without a joke. That was a real problem I considered, that we have all gone seriously crazy. Thats was unpleasant and uneasy feeling.

-There was still strong sense of insanity present in everything (heavy toxic psychosis I guess, or maybe last functioning parts of brain were telling me something is wrong - or both combined)
This was one of defining parts of that acid trip. It didnt seemed like I was the only who have this problems. We were all fucked up same way, just more or less.




I must add that it was a very luck idea to wrote that tripreport on a paper next week after it happened. I realized in that time, that I will slowly start to forget it, no matter how extreme it was. And I was right. I have forgotten big majority of important details during those 10 years and this has reminded me that beautifully.


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Re: Most extreme & insane experience of my life (DOx overdose?) [Re: Network23]
    #14292870 - 04/14/11 09:41 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

it was probly the combo of the alcohol and whatever the fuck chemical was in that acid


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Re: Most extreme & insane experience of my life (DOx overdose?) [Re: Led Zeppelin]
    #14293871 - 04/15/11 01:48 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Exactly, alcohol played major part in that resulting experience for sure. Happened to me one time prior to this too, and the result was a horror trip, but that was relly LSD I took that time. Will write about it too soon, it was the 2nd strongest trip in my life :smile:

Be carefull about excessing drinking before getting high on acid. When I was drinking alot during the trip, I havent had any problems like this at all. But dont be drunk as a fuck before you come up on the acid. Wont make any good, at least to me, it didnt in both cases.


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Re: Most extreme & insane experience of my life (DOx overdose?) [Re: Network23]
    #14294855 - 04/15/11 10:13 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Final two pages of the original trip report were translated and placed in the opening post.


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