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Dunno
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Just Lost It
#14288897 - 04/14/11 08:47 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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im not coming for advice and im not here to get any sort of support. im only here to type this shit out to further along my cooling down process.
im a hard person to push, now, but when you do get me to that point i fucking lose it. it hasnt always been like that either. a few years ago i could be pushed into a fucking rampage over the dumbest shit, but through the years ive learned to control it.
about an hour ago my chick and i got into an argument over work. i received an email from one of my references letting me know that they were called in regards to me. which is good because i am in desperate need of a job. anyway, some how this conversation turned into an argument and she started taking shots, verbally.
the fight starts to take a more serious pace and now we are both heated. this goes on for about 5-10 minutes and she starts taking shots at my family and she says the following...
"now i know why your grandmother killed herself!"
this is a very fucked, sensitive subject and her saying this is fucked up on so many different levels. with in secs i go from frustrated to fucking NUTS!!! the first 100 thoughts that ran through my head was, "HIT THIS BITCH!!!". it took so much for me not to do anything, but i was able to get a handle on myself and instead took that anger and threw my computer chair at the wall, threw the mouse in her general area, and destroyed a few other things. once i realized what i was doing i took myself to the room and locked the door. i could not calm down for shit. i was in there for a good 30 minutes before i could even think straight.
looking back now, i know it was childish of me to throw shit, but it was either that or get into it with her. ive never once laid a finger on a female and i never will, but for her to push me to that point is fucking ridiculous.
im just glad i have some control.
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Dunno]
#14288912 - 04/14/11 08:52 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Yeah... words are only words...
You really should work on your anger management. I've been verbally attacked with the most insulted things in my life, but it never got me to throw shit around or break stuff.
Perhaps you need to channel this anger in another way.
Hope you get the job!
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Patlal]
#14288919 - 04/14/11 08:54 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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"im just glad i have some control."
lol
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I AM SWIM
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u should just listen to rebecca black's song 'friday' next time, or just turn the volume up all the way and blast that shit, so it overpowers the words she says 
that will show her
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As someone with a family member that committed suicide I understand why you would lose your shit.
I can't even believe she would bring that up in an argument. That's low.
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Flowing]
#14289037 - 04/14/11 09:32 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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at the replies...
yea dude, that shit is really fucking low. i cant believe she would even try and throw shots like that. i know deep down she didnt mean it, but what pisses me off more is she was saying it to intentionally hurt me.
next time i think im going to have to run to the woods, throw some rebecca black, and fist punch my anger out.
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Patlal]
#14289158 - 04/14/11 10:08 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
Patlal said: Yeah... words are only words...
You really should work on your anger management. I've been verbally attacked with the most insulted things in my life, but it never got me to throw shit around or break stuff.
Perhaps you need to channel this anger in another way.
Hope you get the job!
lemme ask, have you had a family member commit suicide, and then have someone talk shit about it especially in such a condescending way as in OPs story? cause something like alone is reason enough for a roaring rampage.
OP ive been there before and you definitely handled the situation better than i would've. i probly woulda just grabbed the bitch the second she started throwing punches and took her ass out the front door and locked her out. but i really can't handle it when someone mentions my dads suicide in an offensive way and are serious about it. that's the kind of disrespect that deserves a beating, maybe not against a female but holy shit i would flip the fuck out if my gf were to do that.
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: blazenn]
#14289165 - 04/14/11 10:12 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Whenever I got into arguements with my gf I would always go for a drive.. to bad last Thursday she told me not to come back.. but nevertheless, I think you handled it like a champ! That was a low blow, and you kept your cool.
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dude praise you. god only knows (as if he exists) what i would do if i was in that situation. i wouldnt hit her. but she would deffinatly be out of my life.
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Dunno]
#14289220 - 04/14/11 10:26 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Id leave that bitch ASAP.
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Edited by mattman (01/07/12 02:41 AM)
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Dunno
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Dunno]
#14289541 - 04/14/11 11:31 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
Dunno said:
at the replies...
yea dude, that shit is really fucking low. i cant believe she would even try and throw shots like that. i know deep down she didnt mean it, but what pisses me off more is she was saying it to intentionally hurt me.
next time i think im going to have to run to the woods, throw some rebecca black, and fist punch my anger out.
not sure yet. im leaving here in a sec to help a friend out and from there i will decide whats going to happen.
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Dunno]
#14289562 - 04/14/11 11:36 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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You should do some porno. Then give her a copy of it. That'll show her. Send me one too...
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Dunno
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Dunno] 2
#14289615 - 04/14/11 11:47 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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uh... gtfo of that relationship
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nooo shit, I dont care how good the sex is that sounds dysfunctional as fuck.
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: Dunno]
#14289634 - 04/14/11 11:49 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
Dunno said:

Thats the lames't porno ever.  I do not approve.
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micro8gb
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yeah seriously dude. DUMP HER ASS on the sidewalk bro.
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: micro8gb] 1
#14289658 - 04/14/11 11:52 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Think about it... if I said that shit to a girl her family may come jump me and I'd understand completely. Your girl is either retarded or just a piece of scum
Edited by PreparationH (04/14/11 11:53 AM)
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Re: Just Lost It [Re: micro8gb]
#14289678 - 04/14/11 11:55 AM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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micro8gb said: yeah seriously dude. DUMP HER ASS on the sidewalk bro.
anybody that would say that is fucked up. LEAVE HER. plenty of fish my friend.
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