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bholzer
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Tripping. I need help. Freaking out.
#14283705 - 04/13/11 12:39 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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okay guys, so i took some aya. something around 15 grams worth. More than I bargained for
So Im freaking out a bit. Just need some calming down i guess
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: bholzer]
#14283719 - 04/13/11 12:43 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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If it hasn't fully kicked in you can try deliberately puking some out before it takes effect.
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: bholzer]
#14283723 - 04/13/11 12:43 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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bholzer
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: Eminence]
#14283724 - 04/13/11 12:44 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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frylock91 said: If it hasn't fully kicked in you can try deliberately puking some out before it takes effect.
Too late unfortunately. Its in full effect
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: Eminence]
#14283725 - 04/13/11 12:44 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Put on some good music, and go lay down. Everything's going to fall into place.
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bholzer
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: ifoundwaldo]
#14283728 - 04/13/11 12:45 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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awesome, just reading all this is really helping. Please keep it up
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mellowparty
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: mellowparty]
#14283729 - 04/13/11 12:45 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Watch this video to get you into the happy tripping mind state 
EDIT: fixed it
Edited by mellowparty (04/13/11 12:49 PM)
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Fisherman
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: mellowparty]
#14283744 - 04/13/11 12:47 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: Fisherman]
#14283777 - 04/13/11 12:54 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Just breathe deeply and let go with every breath
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Mad River
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: Fisherman] 2
#14283778 - 04/13/11 12:54 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Everything's going to be great, man. We all love you. Your friends love you. Relax. Everything will be okay. You're confused but you will be okay and everything will make sense later. Stay where you are. It's a safe place, a good place. 
Let us know how you are feeling!
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bholzer
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: Fisherman]
#14283786 - 04/13/11 12:55 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'm really perking up now guys. Thank you all so much, thank god I finally got out of it. Not a fun experience, but now it's gettin there.
For a while, I was getting worried about the person I was and if I was gonna change after this trip. But I think I'm very happy now.
Thanks again!
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bholzer
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: bholzer] 1
#14283872 - 04/13/11 01:12 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Wow, it was crazy how fast things just changed. I was so freaked out and scared for a bit, but now I realize that It was also just a really good experience. I saw faces and demons, and even saw some of my friends dead. It was really creepy. BUT, it just made me realize that I need to really hold on to them and appreciate them.
This has been a very significant trip. Not life changing, but a trip I can look back on and just be in awe and wonderment, and I think I'm better for the experience.
I know I've said it a thousand times, but thanks.
This community really is a great place. It'a a common bond for all of us, and I would venture to call 99% of you my friends.
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: bholzer]
#14284010 - 04/13/11 01:34 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Good to hear it smoothed out for you!
..enjoy the rest!
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bholzer
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: bholzer]
#14284029 - 04/13/11 01:37 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Also, It was a very fast trip. I dont know how to explain it, maybe because I waited an hour after eating my MAOI.
But it lasted a total of two hours. Almost completely baseline now.
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: bholzer]
#14284107 - 04/13/11 01:48 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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glad it turned good for you
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Black_Sunset
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: bholzer]
#14284112 - 04/13/11 01:49 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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In the future, what helps sometimes is remembering that many of the drugs you are taking have been taken by peoples for up to thousands of years.
If you're taking something and you are unsure of the safety, make sure you do your research prior to taking the drug concerning what are safe doses, possible interactions with other chemicals you may be taking, and the history of hospitalization occurrences and deaths.
Erowid is a trusted source for information and the Experiences section of any drug is one of the best ways to prepare yourself.
Not saying you didn't do any research at all, just reiterating Shroomery advice. Just having the knowledge beforehand can make things easier for you and for when you need to calm someone else down who is having a difficult time.
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: Black_Sunset]
#14284180 - 04/13/11 02:02 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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that user, Mad River sent you a TON of love/positive vibes. well, everyone that cared sent some love, but i felt a lot from him inparticular.
you just needed a spark bro, that vibe u got to with the help of a little support is the feeling you want to never forget so u can tap into it SOLO next time you take a journey within.
a little bit of love is the medication, a little bit of love, all we need is loooove.
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bholzer
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: Black_Sunset]
#14284185 - 04/13/11 02:03 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Black_Sunset said: In the future, what helps sometimes is remembering that many of the drugs you are taking have been taken by peoples for up to thousands of years.
If you're taking something and you are unsure of the safety, make sure you do your research prior to taking the drug concerning what are safe doses, possible interactions with other chemicals you may be taking, and the history of hospitalization occurrences and deaths.
Erowid is a trusted source for information and the Experiences section of any drug is one of the best ways to prepare yourself.
Not saying you didn't do any research at all, just reiterating Shroomery advice. Just having the knowledge beforehand can make things easier for you and for when you need to calm someone else down who is having a difficult time.

Yea, I'm actually a pretty involved in the world of psychs. I've done some pretty heavy dosages of both acid and shrooms. I always do thorough research before I take new drugs. I have even been known to give myself a waiting period, so that I can make sure I'm confident in doing it.
I knew that what I was going to be taking was pretty big dose, and I thought I would be ready for it. But I haven't really done aya enough to be able to take a dose that big. It was slightly irresponsible, and I won't ever take its power for granted again. Aya is much more powerful than any psychedelic I've ever had experience with. Even when I take the others in high doses.
I'm extremely happy with how it turned out though. I don't regret it in the slightest bit.
And when it comes to the calming someone down, I'm always that guy. My girlfriend doesn't have all that much experience in helping those through a rough trip, but she really did a very good job. Love that girl
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bholzer
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: LSDilocybin]
#14284200 - 04/13/11 02:07 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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LSDilocybin said: that user, Mad River sent you a TON of love/positive vibes. well, everyone that cared sent some love, but i felt a lot from him inparticular.
you just needed a spark bro, that vibe u got to with the help of a little support is the feeling you want to never forget so u can tap into it SOLO next time you take a journey within.
a little bit of love is the medication, a little bit of love, all we need is loooove. 
Yea, I was actually thinking the same thing towards the end of the trip, and I hope I can hold on to it next time. Aya is a different monster, man. I've never had a problem being mentally prepared for high doses of other psychs. But this really did me in for a bit. haha
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joemolloy
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Re: Tripping. I need help. Freaking out. [Re: bholzer]
#14284279 - 04/13/11 02:23 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Dosing MAOIs and DMT is always a probabilistic endeavor for me when trying to predict the intensity and length of a trip. 15 grams is a heavy dose, probably the equivalent of 150mg of freebase in addition to other Mimosa Hostilis goodies. I've never dosed higher than 145mg of freebase - it's just too overwhelmingly nutty. Over time, my dosage curves gradually changed where I would take 75mg of freebase DMT with some harmalas and have full blown breakthroughs for hours at a time. These were breakthroughs that were identical to the smoked kind. It's strange that 75mg now can take me where 145mg used to.
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bholzer said:I would venture to call 99% of you my friends.
Oh, that's just the afterglow talking. Don't make any marriage proposals until after tomorrow.
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