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OfflineHerbalJunkie
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Heroic Dose
    #14274013 - 04/11/11 06:16 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Hello fellow Funghi Lovers.

I would like to share the experience of my first heroic dose which was done mckenna style. In silence, in the dark, in a room, alone.

First off i would like to make it clear that a couple of weeks ago.. I took a tab of acid that had gone completley wrong. My mind and ego took over and it was all self-destruction from there. I have done quite some acid in the past 4 years, maybe a a bit too much. Lucy is not something to abuse, i have learned that the hard way. The impact of this 'bad' trip was so intense, it kept crawling with me after the trip... and it only got worse.. I was feeling depressed, disconnected.. and wanting to be away from everyone and everything.. I was suffering. That's when the universe shaped my path into having a good friend that gave me what he called 'medicine'. 5 grams of dried Golden Teachers.

I thought, at this stage.. i have nothing to lose. can't say I wasn't scared in the state I was, yet i belive in the Mushroom. And i know for fact that if used rightly. It can heal you on every level. So enough chit-chattering and let's get to the trip report.

(PS, it was very hard to put all the experience into words, i just scribbled down what I could gather aftex the experience)

So... I take a deep breathe, Im in my room. I eat the heroic dose in 2 bites. Prepared a spliff and a bong for later. and went to stare outside the window, smoked the spliff, and at the 1 hour mark i could feel it coming.. and i knew it was big. it was very big. I felt that for the start of the trip it already felt intense, and that there's no turning back. This is it, the infamous heroic dose.. I was a bit scared. for a second, i was about to fight it, and wishing to go back. But no, I switched off the lights, and sat on my bed. First, i faced myself, my flaws. my wrong doings. i embraced it all and accepted it.I travelled back thru time until i was a kid, and relived memories of my childhood uptill i grew up to be who i am now, mostly the negative aspects that showed me where the gremlin(ego) of my life was moulded in and became the gremlin of today. that... in itself. taught me  alot about my negative aspects... and where it initially came from,  I was surpassing the stage of ego. Understanding it more like, being the observor, without it controlling me.

Suddenly... this wooshing sound.. like a gust of wind.. that makes my whole room tremor.... comes in.
and its so intense... its as if reality is breaking apart... i open my eyes wide open when this wooshing sound comes, because it vibrates every pore of my existance... its fucking shaking my room! It was so real it's crazy.

I was scared for  a second... but i said Eff it. ''This is what i wanted.. Im all yours.. heal me.'' and suddenly a presence shows up.. this translucent, yet vibrant warm presence... which i cannot find any words to it but call it god.

It shows me its there.
and that its gonna guide me along the way.
That i'm not alone, not one second of this experience. I kept speaking to it, and thanking it for what it is, and for what its doing to me, for guiding me.

Then the wooshing sound comes back in wwoshhshsshshshshshshshshshs.. my rooms shaking again.. the trip is showing me im going to the other side.
its just showing me its power and that there is a presence in my room.
i come back for some seconds.. im lying on the bed.. everythings morphing...
Dude a tree is growing out of my fucking ceiling!
I start envisioning animals mostly a lion.(im a leo)
The lion was representing me. I was the lion. Pharaos, Greys, and tons of other visions at high speed flip infront of my eyes.

I close my eyes, and theres an owl with many eyes opened looking at me. Looked like an Alchemy Art.

It felt like i closed my eyes... but at the same time, i had them wide open... it was crazy.. i come back to assure myself im still alive at this point.. i pass the stage of vision. and enter the stage of healing. My body is sourrounded with crystalized energy healing every single pore of my being, physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually. I felt good, to say the least.. real damn good!

WOOOSSHSSHSHHSHSSHHSH!!
The intense windish sound comes in again, stronger than ever.. it almost sounds like flipping pages at a fast rate..

This sound is ripping reality infront of my wide open eyes!

But it all feels good. because i wanted this, and the presence that greeted me in this dimension.. was with me all the way. and i could trust it with my eyes closed. Without any doubt. i let it guide me, i offered myself to its energy.

I come back for some seconds... astonished at whats going on.. i called out other entities.. i called the little green men.
and indeed they showed their presence.
I called for them. and suddenly. i hear music coming from behind me.. far away.. it was coming closer and i knew it was them.. and that this shit is not a joke. But i wasnt scared. it all felt in its place, in its own dimension. nothing to be scared of. when there's the higher presence looking out on me. The music keeps getting louder and louder. I hear them talk, play the flute, and other pandemensional instruments.
Their language was sims'ish.

At first they gave me the chance. They were gentle, playful. they only came cos I asked, yet they just wanted to show their presence, they're there. They didnt come in front of me to shock me or anything. Maybe cos I was choosing to coming back to reality for some seconds..

!WOSHSHSHSHSHSHHSH! my room's damn shaking again!

My mind flipping physically. I called them again...
My room started changing forms and shapes.. they came. and eveyrtime they came. reality never stayed the same again.. it would totally change into a different dimension.. their music and sounds, and language.. defined the laws of this illusion.

They took over my body
and made it dance to their sounds and vibrations.. at this stage my body is out of my control. I'm all theirs. I see their silhouettes.. yet felt their presence more.
I was making weird short sounds too, kind of chanting
I was in their control yet it all felt good. far from scary, they're very playful and gentle in their own fascinating ways.
They come, cos you call them so its like they give you a show of their dimension. its a ride.

They leave. i come back for some seconds..
the wooshing sound no longer exists.
im in bed. in awe.. staring in the dakrness at my door.... i feel im drowning in my own body. layer by layer.. and each layer, made me feel lighter. i was transcending, every state of my being, mental, emotional, psychological, physical, spiritual. until i got deattached from it all.

and became Light
My door became a tree, my room didnt exist anymore, my body neither. I died, im no longer in my body
and what happened then.. i will not even try to explain
this whole experience. It felt like what happens after death and the transition between being born again
It was Unbeleivable.

I had many realisations from this trip.. especially the fact that most of my apathy comes from the computer, that i was boxing me in my own cell, I now feel way better, no longer depressed, and live life in a better state, I also am spending less time in the digital world, and not let it consume my soul.

Mushrooms Healed me. Heroic dose all the way. I reccomend it fully. In the dark, in silence, by yourself. I yet have to try it with my girlfriend, she'd love to, but would make her feel comfortable if i was doing it with her.

This was a life-changing experience for me. I love mushrooms and what they can provide to us. :smile:

Boom.


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InvisibleDawks
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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: HerbalJunkie]
    #14274064 - 04/11/11 06:25 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

:yesnod:

This is what shroomin's all about - great report.


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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: Dawks]
    #14274102 - 04/11/11 06:31 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Yeah dude get RAD


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OfflineMedici_head
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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: Dawks]
    #14274139 - 04/11/11 06:38 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Dawks said:
:yesnod:

This is what shroomin's all about - great report.





agreed - great to hear about your awesome journey - these kinds of experiences are the essence of life medici


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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: Love2trip]
    #14274147 - 04/11/11 06:40 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Awesome. Loved the way your transfered your visions and feelings into letters and words.



:thumbup: :thumbup: two thumbs up!


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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: HeiligBoomerz]
    #14274255 - 04/11/11 06:58 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

It was an awesome trip report, and I thoroughly enjoyed your descriptions. Glad it worked out for you!


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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: Tritium]
    #14275392 - 04/11/11 10:25 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

5 grams is not a HERO dose of cubensis, but it is quite a HEFTY ONE!
I would say 8+ is HERO.... I have seen people dose 14+
I wouldnt recommend dosing more than a half ounce unless your wearing an adult diaper.

I really enjoyed your trip report OP.
Thank you for posting in intricate and exact detail.
See you on the other side.....


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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: shroomie_glen]
    #14275639 - 04/11/11 11:08 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

That is heroic to me

Great read

Inspires me to take that leap
I'm still not ready I don't think, it might be a while.


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OfflineHerbalJunkie
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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: drr]
    #14276398 - 04/12/11 02:48 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Thanks for the feedback guys. I'm glad you appreciate the trip report.

shroomie_glen. I understand what you mean. and I'm sure 8 grams would be called heroic rather than 5 grams.. but it was very heroic to me, i'm a light, small person and in no way i expected that coming :smile: but maybe when I hit the 8 gram mark, I might double check the meaning of heroic :wink: hehehe!


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OfflineDivinity
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Re: Heroic Dose [Re: HerbalJunkie]
    #14276418 - 04/12/11 03:04 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Any amount a person hasnt taken before and decides to do so should be considered heroic in their own eyes despite what others think.
Great report op


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