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R.J. Schiffler
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Feeling shitty right now
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I cant find a fucking a job I am just too nervous to show up every time I get an interview. I am such a scared little bitch all the time. I had bad anxiety when I started high school I didnt know what to do about it so i started drinking every morning before school. I just didnt know what else to do. im 24 now and i still have the same fuckin problem. everyone knew i was drunk in school and nobody ever said anything to me. I cant take this shit anymore. Whats the point
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R.J. Schiffler
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then after high school i started mixing klonopin and alcohol thats when things got worse. i would pass out and fall and hit my head and the ground then eventually i crashed my truck into a tree going about 50 ever since then i havent been right. my personality changed and my friends just stopped talking to me that didnt like the fact i was a different person it hurts so bad
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Anonymous #1
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Create the future you want to be/see.
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R.J. Schiffler
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Anonymous said: Create the future you want to be/see.
I know ive been there I cant seem to get back to it.
I started my own vending machine business but its just falling apart now I was going strong for about a year
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R.J. Schiffler
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I just want to go back to myself in highschool and tell that faggot to stop drinking and deal with emotions that were coming up. I wish somebody would have slapped me or something and said YOU R GOING THE WRONG DIRECTION!
I didnt mature right I drank every day senior year. Im like a child now.
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R.J. Schiffler
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my dad just walked in and saw me balling my eyes out. he said dont worry u will find a job which felt good. keep trying he said. feels great to get some encouragement hes a good guy
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Well you are still young, just stop your bad habits. If you can't let go of the past and move on, then you're stuck. Try making new habits for yourself that actually make you more lively in person, such as exercising or making different friends. Buddha said you have to surround yourself with the type of people that benefit you instead of staying where you are comfortable. If you don't get out there and do something, where is the change? You can still turn this around easily, just get out of your rut and do what you want to do! If drugs affect you bad enough, that just means you don't need to do them.
Prioritize, make better arrangements for yourself to occupy your time away from bad habits. You can't change your state of conscious using the same state of conscious. You have to have the willpower, if there is a will, there is a way. Love your body, look around the world and see how many people would gladly hand over their life and blood for yours because of their situation, and hell they'd probably treat the body better than you did, but that's your choices you are allowed to make.
Discern between choices and priorities, making LIFE decisions or making death decisions. Don't lose hope because you aren't where you want to be - start NOW! There's no other time than now.
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R.J. Schiffler
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Anonymous said: Well you are still young, just stop your bad habits. If you can't let go of the past and move on, then you're stuck. Try making new habits for yourself that actually make you more lively in person, such as exercising or making different friends. Buddha said you have to surround yourself with the type of people that benefit you instead of staying where you are comfortable. If you don't get out there and do something, where is the change? You can still turn this around easily, just get out of your rut and do what you want to do! If drugs affect you bad enough, that just means you don't need to do them.
Prioritize, make better arrangements for yourself to occupy your time away from bad habits. You can't change your state of conscious using the same state of conscious. You have to have the willpower, if there is a will, there is a way. Love your body, look around the world and see how many people would gladly hand over their life and blood for yours because of their situation, and hell they'd probably treat the body better than you did, but that's your choices you are allowed to make.
Discern between choices and priorities, making LIFE decisions or making death decisions. Don't lose hope because you aren't where you want to be - start NOW! There's no other time than now.
good solid advice
I am completely against drugs and alcohol but sometimes i do use them like today but i appreciate u taking the time to give me ur advice it helps
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