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Re: feeling empty all the time. rambling. [Re: elliev]
    #14304085 - 04/17/11 12:05 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

what is it you want to do?

or what do you want to be happening that isnt happening already


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Re: feeling empty all the time. rambling. [Re: Envix]
    #14304114 - 04/17/11 12:15 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

elllev


You and I are in a similar position.  I feel held back from living with my mom, and I've had a gloomy outlook on life for the past year or so but.......

I just found out I have to move out by the end of June because my mom and sister are moving to florida, I could go but I would rather go to school and live on my own, because if I moved there I would live with my mom, my sister and her four kids. 

So now I have to make some money because I have like 25 dollars to my name and need to find out where i'm going to live in a couple months. 


It's kind of exciting, because I know everything is going to work out, as it will for you too :thumbup::heart:


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Re: feeling empty all the time. rambling. [Re: Envix]
    #14304121 - 04/17/11 12:17 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

things that i want to do?

move out to a decent city (love, love san francisco. i go there alot) where having a car isn't really needed; i don't mind the bus or riding a bike

don't care where i live. i'd be fine with an empty room and a bed

not give a shit about much

go to college/school

get a job to earn $ to get by life

multitask (anything)

be occupied/not be at home or future house or appt

live happy

walk the city (i live in a shitty town atm)

have friends that i can actually relate to

find a guy friend/find a partner in crime that i can share beds with, without worrying that he'd be a fucking creeper and touch me

go out and eat locally or fine dining

travel

meet someone/people with an entrepreneurial spirit

make my mark on the world

help people out/volunteer (family thinks its a waste of time)

go to the zoo for no reason

eat gelato every fucking week

get a macbook laptop just cuz

stay out all night

ride a bike everyday

meet someone who can hold a conversation


sorry i just rambled. everything is based off $. pisses me the fuck off and frustrates me

edit: i dont know if i mentioned this or not- i don't have much friends here. i was enrolled in independent studies when i was 15 (when i moved out of my hometown), i've been a loner most of my life up until i was 15. i had a boyfriend and a decent amount of friends, but that got cut off. i got really depressed and shit and started getting anxiety when i moved to a different city. meh. probably my fault. i should have stayed in a public school i guess.


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Re: feeling empty all the time. rambling. [Re: elliev]
    #14304128 - 04/17/11 12:20 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

thats a pretty long list


riiiighhht noww.... i want some icecream  :awetongue:


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Re: feeling empty all the time. rambling. [Re: Envix]
    #14304136 - 04/17/11 12:23 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Quote:

Big Worm said:
It's kind of exciting, because I know everything is going to work out, as it will for you too :thumbup::heart:




thanks! i'm hoping it will too. i know it will in the end! (: good luck to ya as well  :lifesaver:

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Envix said:
thats a pretty long list


riiiighhht noww.... i want some icecream  :awetongue:




:squirrelnut:

forgot to add that i'd like someone to do drugs with u_____u heh.. eh.. heh....


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Re: feeling empty all the time. rambling. [Re: elliev]
    #14304163 - 04/17/11 12:31 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

me too. all anyone ever wants to do around here is get drunk but drinking makes me sleepy :yawn:

my nxtdoor neighboor is cool i smoked dmt w/ him out on the roof but i hardly ever see him any more hes always out having fun and im stuck inside with no friends :sad:


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rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b


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Re: feeling empty all the time. rambling. [Re: Envix]
    #14304176 - 04/17/11 12:36 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

i don't like drinking with other ppl z__z

but when i do it (which is rarely) by myself, i do it wrong cuz i find myself puking in my bathroom???

:foreveralone:


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Re: feeling empty all the time. rambling. [Re: elliev]
    #14304190 - 04/17/11 12:42 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

i think thats whats supposed to happen :shrug:

:hangover:

u must be doin' somethin right tho cuz at least youre able to make it to your bathroom


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