Me and my frient roll a joint about couple inches long of a mix of 4 powerful blends; XXX, Cloud, an d Red Magic, we both smoke the whole joint in about 3 minutes. After this I felt very wierd, like my body wasn't really communicating with my mind, my body was just kinda doing everything on instinct, it felt pretty odd.
We both layed down to listen to some psychedelic trance music and my mind completely melted. First, I layed down and about 2 minutes into the song I see a CEV of my friend over by his dresser, but his dresser wasn't a dresser it was a tool table for doctors, or someone with scalpels and such, well I find out very soon my friend is a serial killer, he moves over to another operating table, not quite sure what he did there, then I imagined him right above me with a scalpel going to take my eyes out. I got a little freaked out by that point and I opened my eyes and he was RIGHT FUCKING THERE! I took the biggest breath in the world and was like "oh my god!" I decided by that point John William Henry (JWH) was leaving my body so I smoked some more. This time I layed down, more trance music, and it felt like my body was flying through space just twirtling and twirling around in a vast plane of nothing, I kept hearing quotes about life and the universe spoken by myself that were just genious. One of them said "you can't control the world on a planetary basis" meaning the universe controls everything, so if you control the world it would be obselete because your choices will be overthrown by the universe, so in order to control the world you must control the universe. But controlling the universe may require control of something even higher then that. So that left me with the question, where does the chain end? also, space and time are just observations of energy.
After a few other crazy quotes and advice from myself about life, I felt a couple sensations like my mind was leaving my body, they only lasted for split seconds, it was incredible. Focusing on your body is at the very least intoxicating. The amount of fear and peacefulness is astonishing. one thing I also remember is feeling this powerful entity behind me giving me advice about the universe, I couldn't understand it but I understood the concepts in which he was speaking of. The entire time I was laying down, I felt like I was in a total peace meditative state, as of though I was asleep, every time I opened my eyes it was if I were to wake up, when the music ended, I made songs of my own in my head. The next day, we woke up, I'm treating this like an LSD experience, leaving the entire day open to relax. During my experience I visualized myself criticizing my own life. "Ryan, what are you doing.. what are you doing with your life? you need to be free, don't be enslaved." then I was telling myself what I need to do in life, alligning all priorities I should have. This is why I'm treating it as of though I were on LSD. I have never experienced anything like what happened last night on JWH, this is one of the most incredible experiences with JWH I've encountered thanks to the psychedelic trance music + obscene amounts of JWH.
In my previous thread about trying to reach level 3 I said I was using a bit of alcohol, I wish that would've went through. I have no clue what level I was on but damn.. that was the most spiritual I've ever felt while hanging with John William Henry XVIII.
I sound crazy.. but this was just off JWH. I am really wanting to have some small amounts of alcohol next time (it hightens the psychedelic part of JWH for some reason [for me at least]).
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