I tried to keep a log throughout my experience but time got very distorted, here's what I wrote down:
22:48 35 mg AMT in capsule 00:55 Give up on it working and go to bed, can't sleep though I'm very tired. 01:10 Feeling a bit of nausea 02:00 Feeling light headed, pupils dilated. 02:48 Feeling very good 03:00 Feeling very cold 03:10 slight visuals Feel clear headed and in control, I want more though. 03:20 Music is very good 03:48 music is very good, slight visuals still very clear headed. 04:00 drank the mushroom tea (3g cubes), the tea had been sitting soaked in lemon juice, I used Lapacho tea, I downed the whole thing in one go. 04:10 Feel very hot and light headed. 04:15 Visuals starting, feel very cold. 04:20 hot and cold 04:45 made some more lemon mushroom tea, didn't measure properly as was a bit off my face but it was a handful, at least three grams. Visuals are very three dimensional. 05:00 stuck in a loop, time doesn't seem to exist, can't remember who I am or where I am, trying to work out what day it is. 07:24 want to sleep but can't, trip very introspective at this point, all of the things I've been trying to forget about are coming to my attention, I came to the conclusion that if I wanted to sleep I had to solve what was being shown to me. 07:48 Feel shit, I'm worrying about what I did but can't remember, checking through my email accounts. 12:48 Feel back to normal, all is well.
Looking back on things I'm glad that I had this experience although the second load of mushrooms were not really needed.
At the peak of the experience I seemed to be in one of three modes, either I was in myself and enjoying the experience, or I was like an observer, I also noticed a kind of self protection mode coming into play, I kept automatically walking around the house checking that the doors were locked and cooker was off etc.
I loved listening to music and eating chocolate, everything became very physical, at one point though I began to get a bit annoyed because I couldn't remember how to put my headphones on. I also remember watching loads of youtube videos about tripping, it's amazing how much stuff people are trying to sell me, even having youtube film previews is strange, I remember having to sit through some horror clips just to watch videos about mushrooms.
I think that any negative parts of the experience was about not being able to remember what exactly had happened before and worring about it.
I still have 65mg left and I'm looking forward to using it again. By itself it's ok and quite fun, music sounds good and the visuals are there but It didn't really take me anywhere which is why I did the mushroom tea as well.
It did feel a little like MDMA I suppose but not as strong, it's not speedy but it did give me energy, I usually find that with mushrooms I get quite tired but when doing the two together I had a lot of energy without being amped up if you know what I mean.
I noticed that my mood became more positive, I was so happy when I found an easter egg in my fridge!!!
The mushroom visuals were very 3D, being on my computer at the time was great, they came on strong about 15mins after drinking the tea. The mushroom had been soaking in lemon juice for about an hour.
I had 3D CEVs as well but I was more interested in my OEVs.
Time dilated in a big way, infact I forgot what time was, I got stuck in a kind of loop when thinking about things...like 'when exactly is tomorrow?' after getting a text message from someone saying 'I'll see you tomorrow'.
Sleeping after the experience was very difficult.
Edited by hungrygoldfish (04/13/11 08:10 AM)
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