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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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junky
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whats everyone been upto lately? i am healing, & trying to manage a sober living. lots of cigarettes and a little bit of alcohol to bring the nite to a close. if anything. tons of stress, i feel like i am holding it all inside, bottling it all up. im worried about the time when it all explodes, and i self destruct.
but i must keep composure & be supportive thru all this. put all my problems on the backburner for now. i am doing a good job putting them off but it feels like im just hiding them behind a mask, that permanently has a smile.
havent had much time to relax at all. or to post. in my free time i have been reading..
i just started reading " Junky " by william s burroughs. anyone here read this..?

it is very well written, i love it so far. laugh/cry, either way it hits pretty close to home, for those who have ever had a "junk" habit. i highly recomend it.
PS~ miss u guys
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Equipto


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I don't have any experience with your situation, but it sounds like if you've already been sober for multiple days in a row you should be good to go. I'm sure its a bitch and I know nothing about it, but I'm a strong believer in mind over matter. You can definitely do this and stay off that shit, good vibes all the way    
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28064212
Special Agent Dale Cooper




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I love William!
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Cyclohexylamine
Turn on, Tune in, Drop out



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Yay 

Thats good to hear. Keep up the good work!
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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28064212 said: I love William!
when i got the book i was under the impression that it was a fictional story about a character, but the more i read it seems more like a biography of the author's junkie days. i saw the movie Naked Lunch, im sure the book is better
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thissongis
Stranger Danger



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Im glad you're helping yourself, no one likes to see someone with a hardcore opiate addiction. Especially a hello kitty loving female lol, just dont make sense. Just think about how much money you are going to be saving, and years of your life.
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biff
Boom



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lil_demented
Loner will lone


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 Here ellen, you can borrow some of my willpower. I seem to have a little extra here lately.
Is this the same book in it's entirety? http://www.epubbud.com/read.php?g=VK9PYZER
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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yes im pretty sure its the same book just different cover. its the 50th anniversery edition or something i think it has an extra chapter in it or something. i saw that one at Borders for 15$. u should pick it up if u can
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ifoundwaldo


Registered: 09/28/10
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Loc: Denver, CO
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I was gonna make a post about where the heck you were.
These Perique blend cigs were very disappointing.
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propensity
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ifoundwaldo said: I was gonna make a post about where the heck you were.
These Perique blend cigs were very disappointing. 
Perique Amspirs?
The best Amspir imo
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ifoundwaldo


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propensity said:
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ifoundwaldo said: I was gonna make a post about where the heck you were.
These Perique blend cigs were very disappointing. 
Perique Amspirs?
The best Amspir imo
Yeah. I prefer the organic blend actually...
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Takura001
Stranger than strange



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good hear your doing better.I know it must be hard with everything you are going through right now, but I believe you can do it
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Burroughs is my favorite author... You should check out THE Place OF Dead Roads.... Its my fave. by him...... Its about a time-traveling murderous homosexual cowboy.... I know, sounds badass no?
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propensity
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ifoundwaldo said:
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propensity said:
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ifoundwaldo said: I was gonna make a post about where the heck you were.
These Perique blend cigs were very disappointing. 
Perique Amspirs?
The best Amspir imo
Yeah. I prefer the organic blend actually...
Organics are brutal. I dig em.
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TranscendingLife
I Don't Need a Life to Live



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ellenallien said:
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28064212 said: I love William!
when i got the book i was under the impression that it was a fictional story about a character, but the more i read it seems more like a biography of the author's junkie days. i saw the movie Naked Lunch, im sure the book is better
The movie is more about how the book was written. & yes, Junky is semi-autobiographical. I sent ya a about it. Enjoy
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ifoundwaldo


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propensity said:
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ifoundwaldo said:
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propensity said:
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ifoundwaldo said: I was gonna make a post about where the heck you were.
These Perique blend cigs were very disappointing. 
Perique Amspirs?
The best Amspir imo
Yeah. I prefer the organic blend actually...
Organics are brutal. I dig em.
More of a natural tobacco taste to my palate. I do use a filter so they're not too brutal. 
idk. I could've gotten a shitty bag of Perique too.
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propensity
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Haha the unfiltered ones are quite an experience. Good for after a big meal.
Ever had Bali Shag?
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ifoundwaldo


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propensity said: Haha the unfiltered ones are quite an experience. Good for after a big meal.
Ever had Bali Shag?
For sure I have. The Halfzware is nice, but I def prefer American Spirits. I've smoked the Organics unfiltered too- not something I would want to repeat.
I like to melt JWH on the tobacco so that it gets me high at the same time.
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13.step
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Junkie is a great book, and an easy read, which is great because you can read it two or three times without getting bored, which reminds me...
Do cigarettes help getting off of stuff? I've been thinking of getting an e-cigarette and starting a hardcore habit, to quell the need for when it comes...
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