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MLDSMDA
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Yes. It makes me sick I knew this kid. He killed his grandparents with a dull machete after binging on meth for three days. I always knew he was crazy, but not like THAT crazy. He has absolutely no remorse in his eyes in any of the videos after he got arrested, AND he made a fucking video of the crime scene. Heres a link. http://www.kfor.com/news/local/kfor-news-two-bodies-shot-head-burned-house-mwc-story,0,3167955.story
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Envix
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sleep paralysis is the key to astral projection
when you can learn to accept this particular state of being and MAKE IT YOURS and fully integrate it into your being
you will find yourself soaring through infinite space, with the ability to manifest anything and everything
-------------------- smack a hoe out this dimension continue my ascension -bhad bhabie rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b
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MLDSMDA
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Re: Pure evil [Re: Envix]
#14250139 - 04/06/11 09:37 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Indeed. When I had a fear of projecting I never was able to get out of my body.
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JesusGoneRogue


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Re: Pure evil [Re: Envix]
#14250162 - 04/06/11 09:43 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Envix said: sleep paralysis is the key to astral projection
when you can learn to accept this particular state of being and MAKE IT YOURS and fully integrate it into your being
you will find yourself soaring through infinite space, with the ability to manifest anything and everything
how can i induce it? you have to understand that i was a very young child when this happened to me. i was not ready. but i am now!
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Envix
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it's been a while since i was able to experience it.. but it seems to come when you fall asleep on your back with no pillows
to increase your chances take some 5-htp before sleep and maybe some melatonin on top of it..
and if you're feeling dare-devilish add some caffeine to the mix
-------------------- smack a hoe out this dimension continue my ascension -bhad bhabie rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b
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eastcoastremedy



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crush videos are pretty twisted.
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twighead
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Re: Pure evil [Re: Envix]
#14250188 - 04/06/11 09:47 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Envix said: sleep paralysis is the key to astral projection
when you can learn to accept this particular state of being and MAKE IT YOURS and fully integrate it into your being
you will find yourself soaring through infinite space, with the ability to manifest anything and everything
The two states are very different to me.... I am usually emotively neutral and empty minded and relaxed as possible for astral projection...
Sleep Paralysis, I'm completely in my body (I've been able to move before though so perhaps its not sleep paralysis?) and my eyes are open thinking fearful and racing thoughts.
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eastcoastremedy



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agreed. I've never experienced sleep paralaysis, but have had several lucid dreams/projections
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MLDSMDA
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The method that used to work best with me was to start with my feet, and relax every part of my body starting with my feet and moving up to my head. After I was completely relaxed I would let the normal process of falling asleep happen, but while retaining a thread of consciousness until I got the "vibrations". The vibrations are exactly what they sound like, when you experience them you will know. When I got them, If I focused on them more instead of on my body they would get intense enough for me to have an OBE.
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sunset_mission
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Re: Pure evil [Re: Envix]
#14250206 - 04/06/11 09:49 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Envix said: sleep paralysis is the key to astral projection
when you can learn to accept this particular state of being and MAKE IT YOURS and fully integrate it into your being
you will find yourself soaring through infinite space, with the ability to manifest anything and everything
First off, happy birthday dude. Secondly, I'm aware of this and I may just have to give it another shot tonight. An awesome member on here sent me the entirety of Robert Bruce's "Mastering Astral Projection" manual which I have not gotten to yet but I will begin reading tomorrow seeing as how I finally have free time. I used to induce the sleep paralysis state almost at will before... it's been almost a year since I've experienced it.
Maybe this will change tonight. Gonna head to sleep now.
Let's hope I don't come back tomorrow with an story to share.
Also yes Envix, whenever I would lay on my back I'd 9 out of 10 times run into sleep paralysis sooner or later in that night. Haven't slept that way for a while...
Time to venture into the unknown  
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Envix
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the reason you feel fear is because of a belief that it's a force outside of you
but it is all happening in your mind
when u come to realize this and make the experience yours (*this is key*) instead of trying to push it aside or avoid it or ignore it or fight it somehow
when you MAKE IT YOURS, you OWN it. and can therefore change it
you can not change something you do not own
-------------------- smack a hoe out this dimension continue my ascension -bhad bhabie rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b
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masterfluffypants
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JesusGoneRogue said: once when i was very little i woke up in the middle of the night paralyzed. suddenly a larger number of hooded shadowy apparitions came into my room(floated i think) and gathered around me. i dont remember what they did to me. but i do remember the fear i had for them. almost like a feral fear. i would describe the energy per say that they emitted as pure evil. they were of a truly malevolent nature. i still think about what they were doing till this day. it felt very ceromonial, or ritualistic.
Sleep Paralysis. I have experienced it many times and there was a short period in my life when I would willingly induce it upon myself. Once it happened 5 times to me IN ONE NIGHT.
I would try to yell out but... no words would come out. Once I was paralyzed and the thought in my mind was "Ahhh I'm not going to be afraid, it'll pass"
Then I heard a roar. An extremely low-pitched, loud, growling, almost demonic roar. For a minute straight, but it felt like eternity... Every second it intensified in volume and in closeness.
Never again will I fuck with that phenomenon.
As for people who have truly been overcome with evil to the point of no remorse, I am curious as to what the hell goes on in their minds? Do they somehow try to justify it? Or do they simply not care? It kind of gets hard to maintain the "we are all one consciousness" notion when you think about those in the depths of true insanity, but everyone has their role to play in this world I suppose.
Ive had this before. Youre completely conscious and aware of your situation but you cannot move or speak or yell. Its fucking terrifying. I havent had entities come to me but just the feeling of being trapped is fucked. What causes sleep paralysis?
-------------------- "You ever have that feeling where you're not sure if you're awake or still dreaming?" "Mmm...All the time. It's called mescaline, it's the only way to fly."
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Envix
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sleep paralysis is the conscious mind awakening before the body does
-------------------- smack a hoe out this dimension continue my ascension -bhad bhabie rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b
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sunset_mission
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Re: Pure evil [Re: Envix]
#14250263 - 04/06/11 09:57 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Or the body falling asleep before the mind does?
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JesusGoneRogue


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well guys imma try and induce a lucid dream. wish me luck
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twighead
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Re: Pure evil [Re: Envix]
#14250282 - 04/06/11 09:59 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm aware of this now, I haven't experienced sleep paralysis since before I did psychedelics or any drug so imagine being 10 and opening your eyes and seeing demons and shit it was scarrwwwy.
I don't know how I'd react now... but basically what you described is what I did with DXM visuals to achieve accidental astral projetction... It felt and -looked- almost as if there is was door in the back of my mind, and as I willed myself quicker and further into this expanding space, it began to effect my other senses, my sense of balance, motion, hot cold, time, all fluctuated until I was through which - as it first struck me - felt as if I we're ridding a magic carpet through my imagination
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Envix
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i've never been able to experience that before. all of my out of body experiences have happened by chance when i would wake up to sleep paralysis.. and then i would just take it from there
many many attempts to try and enter the out-of-body state directly through conscious meditation have never seemed to work. i would get to the point of very intense vibrations and then they would just fade away
this was when i was 16~18 years old i was realllly into this sorta stuff back then.. my interests seem to have shifted more into wayyypsyches dr00gz as they are easier for accessing these dimensions
but nothing really can compete with a full-blown out of body experience
i remember i used to lucid dream all the time as a kid. i remember a dream i had when i was like 5 years old of walking around an abandoned city trying to figure out how to wake up. i'd be walking up to random people asking them how to "wake up??" and they told me "just look at the sky "
so i stared at the sky and saw a bunch of twinkling stars even though it was seemingly daytime and i woke up
...or so i thought
-------------------- smack a hoe out this dimension continue my ascension -bhad bhabie rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b
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masterfluffypants
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Thats some crazy ass shit.
Im trying to think of some pure evil shit that has happened in my life.
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masterfluffypants said:
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sunset_mission said:
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JesusGoneRogue said: once when i was very little i woke up in the middle of the night paralyzed. suddenly a larger number of hooded shadowy apparitions came into my room(floated i think) and gathered around me. i dont remember what they did to me. but i do remember the fear i had for them. almost like a feral fear. i would describe the energy per say that they emitted as pure evil. they were of a truly malevolent nature. i still think about what they were doing till this day. it felt very ceromonial, or ritualistic.
Sleep Paralysis. I have experienced it many times and there was a short period in my life when I would willingly induce it upon myself. Once it happened 5 times to me IN ONE NIGHT.
I would try to yell out but... no words would come out. Once I was paralyzed and the thought in my mind was "Ahhh I'm not going to be afraid, it'll pass"
Then I heard a roar. An extremely low-pitched, loud, growling, almost demonic roar. For a minute straight, but it felt like eternity... Every second it intensified in volume and in closeness.
Never again will I fuck with that phenomenon.
As for people who have truly been overcome with evil to the point of no remorse, I am curious as to what the hell goes on in their minds? Do they somehow try to justify it? Or do they simply not care? It kind of gets hard to maintain the "we are all one consciousness" notion when you think about those in the depths of true insanity, but everyone has their role to play in this world I suppose.
Ive had this before. Youre completely conscious and aware of your situation but you cannot move or speak or yell. Its fucking terrifying. I havent had entities come to me but just the feeling of being trapped is fucked. What causes sleep paralysis?
Sleep paralysis is definitely the best jumping off point for inducing OBE's, and HELL YES it can be terrifying. My first memory of it was very similar to JesusGoneRogue's experience, except that it was three stereotypical aliens surrounding my bed and leaning over me...thankfully they didn't DO anything that can I recall. MLDSMDA's technique is good stuff but for those of you who are lazy like me try Gnaural. It's a Binaural beat generator that puts you into that state and keeps you from falling completely asleep with periodical spikes in frequency - works wonders.
As for pure evil:

Dr. Shirley Turner.
Those of you who have seen the documentary Dear Zachary know what I'm talking about, and I recommend it to those who haven't. You may read the synopsis and think "Meh...run of the mill murderer" but it's really far worse than that.
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KrishnaDreamer
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encountered some evil shit during sleep paralysis and dreaming. once during sleep paralysis i had something gnawing on my hand, and it hurt like fucking hell.
had a bad trip on ayhuasca once that i would not like to repeat.
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