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the full ex-ex-experience (third mushroom trip)
    #14243529 - 04/05/11 06:38 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

i experimented with shrooms for the third time yesterday. my friend gave me little under an eighth, or an eighth, of his mushies in exchange for me bying him a beer. good trade. i was way too excited to try them.

i went to my girlfriends house around 2pm, and i started breaking up my mushies into little pieces, i would put them in my mouth and chew them down with orange juice to kill the taste. worked fine. i had only taken half an eighth before, so i contemplated not eating all the mushies, but at the very end i went for it.

  we put on a movie, Oceans by disney. like about the ocean. and they kicked in almost immediately.

i closed my eyes and felt as though i was being rocked back and fourth in and ocean. tingling in my face and arms. a breeze swept across my feet like water. it made me smile and feel comfortable. the sound of the narrator from the movie annoyed me.

i asked my girlfriend to turn it off and play music instead so she did. as she put the music on i started feeling really trippy. my girlfriends clothes were melting through her closet walls, and colors where exploding off of surfaces. i thought it was beautiful, the colors look so pronounced and the room looked so big.

i tried to ease into what i was feeling. it was a powerful feeling coming over me. i started thinking big thoughts. and its like i would slip into my mind then slip out. i heard if that sort of thing is freaking you out you should try to distract yourself.

i started thinking of what people write on shroomery about their trips and i get stuck thinking about how im experiencing the same thing. its really annoying. the colors and patterns. so i asked my girlfriend to tell me about her day. as she started talking i would hear her voice melt into my thoughts. like i couldnt tell the difference between what she was saying and my own internal dialogue, it was very confusing.

so i asked my girlfriend to have have be closer to me. and she started touching me, as she moved i could see what looked like a million tracers behind her arms and hands and feet.

at one point my thoughts started seeping back into themselves. i started becoming overwhelmed by my mind. so i wanted an even bigger distraction. so i put on my clothes and we walked to the park around her house. on the way the floor seemed to be bowing out, and the sun was so intensely bright. it felt eternal, the walk.

my sister was going to come over and hang out with is. this is where the experience BARELY STARTED to get intense. i started feeling like my girlfriend was my sister walking next to me. and i was thinking my girlfriend was both of them together.

when we got there i took my shoes off and walked into the grass. and i thought i had stepped on poop. but i hadnt, some people were laughing about something, but i thought they were laughing at me. the whole time i sat under a shade they kept laughing and laughing. at this point i dont think i was even peaking yet.

this is where i started getting severely confused. i started thinking about acid. and i forgot what i had taken. i kept thinking about what acid came in, then paper, then im thinking about spores. then spores on paper. and i forgot what i had taken. i think i was talking like i was mixing up words together. very incoherent. it didnt scare me but the confusion did. i was severely confused. so i wanted to lay down.

we started walking back and i forgot to put my shoes back on. i wasnt wearing socks so i got blisters on my feet. on the way back, EVERYONE was staring at me. or so it felt like. every idea is was just a mumble now. i couldnt remember what we were doing, every concept seemed really abstract. but i was being attacked by it. i forgot what hanging out was or the point of it, or being in cars, and it felt like the scene kept changing on me. it was too abstract, i couldnt keep up. the ideas kept coming, i would say idea wise that was the most intense part.

while talking it felt like everything i said was stuttered or mutated. sounded like "he-hey youuu-you wananan gooo bababbback" and when my gilfriend would talk it sounded the same. distorted and jumbled.

upon arriving i peaked. i felt like i forgot who i was, every thought was confusing me. it was very annoying not being able to think straight. and i kept mixing up my thoughts and words. i started getting into loop talking. i kept repeating sentences. and i asked my girlfriend to remind me of a time when i hadnt taken shrooms. and i kept reminding myself. it was so intense.

i would loook up at the walls where there are posters and pictures and every person or animal or drawing looked like it would grow 5 eyes. at this point i felt like i had slipped into a dream.

it felt like i was in another place. a place where its i knew everything. i felt like i could do anything. it felt good. i started talking very openly to my girlfriend. about drugs and how i should tell my family about drugs and our college professors about drugs. and i felt good about myself. i started telling her about other girls i am attracted to and my feelings towards them. and she understood that i was just pouring myself out. it felt free.

in this dream i felt like everything was possible and i had infinite wisdom. i kept telling my girlfriend we could go to china right then and learn to carve and that the beatles were awesome. and that i hated certain people. i told her we could solve the earthquake in japan. and i felt we had grown old in that moment. then i got up and i punched a wall, cause i thought it would have no backfire.

oh god was i wrong. that whole dream sequence jumped back into reality. when i looked at my girlfriend, she looked really scared and said "what are you doing?" i snapped back really quick and apologized. i couldnt remember why anything was happening.

at this point i had a culmination of everything. i had a vivid vision of everyone who talked about growing psychs or taking them. all of them had set everyone up for a joke. the joke was that once you took the drug you would lose yourself in your mind. and it was funny cause you reacted as though it was reality but you just ended lost in your mind.

any one who smoked pot. anything, it was just a way to get to the end faster. the dream came to an end. i felt as though i had lost myself. i stopped tripping.

but that end joke vision was so real that i thought i was in my head even though i could seem my gilfriends room, and her face and hear her voice. it was dark outside by then. she told me everything was ok, but i though she was in my head. i felt like i would continue existing in my consciousness only and never die.

my sister finally called me after the mess and after hearing her i felt ok. it was crazy how the whole experience culminated that way. most definitely one of the most intense experiences ive ever had. it wasnt scary or terrifying, just severly confusing and dream like, im not sure if i was ready for that, but i think i will be ready for it next time. those were some potent mushies.

if you got this far, thank you for reading.


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today i realized people are animals with the special gift of self-awareness and complex thought.


Edited by cheo (04/05/11 07:15 PM)


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Re: the full ex-ex-experience (third mushroom trip) [Re: cheo]
    #14257896 - 04/08/11 10:37 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

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the joke was that once you took the drug you would lose yourself in your mind




It's true! :scaryshroom:

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i kept telling my girlfriend we could go to china right then and learn to carve




:ilold:

That's completely random. Welcome to shroomworld.

I like your descriptions of the strange, confusing thoughts of a shroom trip. They don't call it a mindfuck for nothing! :peace:


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Re: the full ex-ex-experience (third mushroom trip) [Re: Aldebaran]
    #14258298 - 04/08/11 12:18 PM (12 years, 9 months ago)

Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed it!


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