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Biggest mistake of my life
#14242300 - 04/05/11 02:46 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Ok so I tripped on LSD last September for the first time. The first 8 hours of my life were the best 8 hours, the last 4 hours were the worst. I found out that the guy gave me 5 hits when I asked for 2. Why? idk... the next month I took a hit and was very disappointed. December I found around 100 hits of acid at a concert. With in 2 months me and friends used it all. I gave away about 30 hits but I kept about 70 for myself. (these aren't exact numbers) just my best guess. Maybe 2-3 times a week. usually 2 hits each time. Biggest mistake of my life. I dont feel normal anymore. The first week off LSD I felt like I was tripping on and off.I quit smoking weed for the first time in 2 years because I cant enjoy it without feeling out there. That helped a lot but not enough. I get minor headaches now. Ive always been shy but now talking to strangers makes me panic a little. Each week I feel slightly better but just enough to notice. I haven't tripped in about 6 weeks. Does anyone know when I'll feel completely fine again?
Edited by Anonymous (04/05/11 02:56 PM)
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Re: Biggest mistake of my life [Re: Anonymous #1] 2
#14242331 - 04/05/11 02:53 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: The first 6 hours were the best 8 hours of my life
-------------------- [quote]destructo_low said: February fourth will be my one year anniversary of having my dick pierced. This will be interesting if your prediction plays out. [/quote] [quote]c1dh3d said: If I had known that saying Needlepoint would make all you women ovulate at once, I would have just said acid,[/quote]
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Re: Biggest mistake of my life [Re: hesus321]
#14242583 - 04/05/11 03:46 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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LSD has revealed to you that you have major, fundamental conflicts at the core levels of you beliefs. LSD is good at providing "constructive insight" into such things. If by fine you mean, like you felt before, likely the answer is never. It is likely an improvement. Really try hard to integrate what you experienced lest it slip away and you be relegated once again to the role of "domesticated primate".
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You said you were tripping 2-3 times a week, with only 2 hits at a time? You would not barely be tripping at all unless you were upping your dosage x2 each time.
-------------------- [quote]destructo_low said: February fourth will be my one year anniversary of having my dick pierced. This will be interesting if your prediction plays out. [/quote] [quote]c1dh3d said: If I had known that saying Needlepoint would make all you women ovulate at once, I would have just said acid,[/quote]
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Re: Biggest mistake of my life [Re: hesus321]
#14242651 - 04/05/11 04:07 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Sometime I did 3... one time I did 5 because it was the day after tripping. And one of my friends that has been trying acid for awhile now said it was the best stuff hes ever had.
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I tripped like you for a while. It took a summer of moving back in with my parents doing nothing but taking a calculus course and smoking a shit ton of DMT with real friends to get my mind set on straight again. Then I moved out again and have been doing waaaay better.
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Ya man these things happen. Gotta be careful when you take these weird ass chemicals. It should be far removed from everyday ongoings (not only for a positive experience, but to avoid a feeling as if being sucked back there). To this day whenever i walk into a super market or start up the car and head down the road, i cant help but feel that deep vibration twinge a bit.
Makes sense if you think about it. Your branding the way you interpret your environment when you take psychedelics in certain settings (especially for long periods at a time). Its a theory i guess
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Been there. Could take weeks or months (or years) but you'll get back to baseline. Stay of all drugs for a while, eat grounding foods, Google "Vata diet and lifestyle" and follow that for a while, avoid stress and take good care of yourself. And good luck.
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Anonymous said: Been there. Could take weeks or months (or years) but you'll get back to baseline. Stay of all drugs for a while, eat grounding foods, Google "Vata diet and lifestyle" and follow that for a while, avoid stress and take good care of yourself. And good luck.
Thanks. I'm already feeling better. Just a matter of time before I'm back to normal.
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Re: Biggest mistake of my life [Re: Third i]
#14292800 - 04/14/11 09:28 PM (12 years, 9 months ago) |
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Did anyone ever tell you that you will never be the same?
What i mean is when you do drugs like X, lsd, mushrooms, basically drugs that can alter your personality. Yea you will never be the same. You think you will, you arent. In fact you think you remember what you were like, but you dont actually know anymore, your not 100% sure...
Its kinda interesting. .. accept what you have done, let time roll on and that reality you had and the one you have now will coincide. it will merge and you wont even know what was and what is..
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Re: Biggest mistake of my life [Re: dshow]
#14381214 - 05/01/11 03:39 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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i have a lot of thoughts about this, but i'll share one thing on my mind, which i'm kinda reluctant to share cuz i know it's not comprehensive, but anyway?
"when will i feel better again?!" when you stop wondering about feeling better / the future
there may be more to it but it's at least part of the healing.
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Re: Biggest mistake of my life [Re: csrpj]
#14381526 - 05/01/11 07:06 AM (12 years, 8 months ago) |
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Yeah, I've recently realized that dwelling over stuff just makes it worse. Sometimes its hard not to think about it though.
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