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morning un-mindfulness?
    #14240544 - 04/05/11 07:37 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

I love the way I am thinking right now, my general state of mind at the moment.
I have been on a little journey over the last couple of months,
and have significantly changed my outlook on life, and the way I think about things.
I've been reading alot of philosophy, meditating often, mindfully going about my everyday business.
I feel like my whole world has changed, and I have a renewed love of everything
compared to a few months ago where I hated everything and was quite depressed.

I still, however, struggle immensely with mornings.
At night time, I look forward to the mornings so much, everything that I can achieve tomorrow
Everything that I want to get done and read and experience, starting the day off right you know?

I have been trying, and trying, everything I can.
I've changed my diet and meal times around,
Researched alot about how sleep works
I know I have improved my quality of sleep,
but I still feel like I've been shoved in a time machine back 4 months every morning.
I am cranky, stay in bed way past my alarm even tho I am not tired,
am un-mindful, lazy, and even some mornings straight out hateful.

Rest-of-day-me is starting to get a little frustrated by this.
I waste so much time every morning, and get down on myself because of this even more.
Yet half way through the morning, I pick up and back to my now, normal self and mind-set.

Anyone else have this problem or advice on struggling with morning un-mindfulness?


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Re: morning un-mindfulness? [Re: thebehnjamin]
    #14240568 - 04/05/11 07:45 AM (12 years, 9 months ago)

ha, when i have just woken up i dont even consider what i do my own doing. im just straight retarded until im fully awake.

yesterday when i woke up at 9pm (livin the dream! :lol:) i saw that it was raining outside so i grabbed my umbrella and made my way out the door. my roommate saw my umbrella and asked "yo is it raining outside?"

to which i replied ... "i have no idea" ... with genuine lack of knowledge. its like in the time it took me to process his question and think of an answer i had completely forgotten the fact that i KNEW it was raining.

but i guess my mind was in "i dont have a clue, im still asleep technically" mode and i just kinda made myself look like an idiot. i realized this about 20 feet out the door but by then it was too late to go back and redeem myself.


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