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realfuzzhead



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fucking Heroin
#14239196 - 04/04/11 10:45 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Little brother is 16 now, has struggled with a heroin addiction since 14, he was just a dumbass and didnt know what he was getting into. Was "supposedly" clean for the last 5 months, tonight he ended up getting arrested with a former really good friend of mine shooting up in his car.
I hate people who are all "my dr0ogz are better than you're dr0ogz", but i hate this drug so fucking much. I see my little brothers life crumbling before my eyes, and being the older brother it feels like the responsiblilty all falls on me for getting him off, since im on a different communication level with him than my parents are, but just like talking to any addict, it doesnt go anywhere unless the addict wants to quit.
i just have this sinking feeling were gunna get a call that he's dead one day.. so young and he is just dampening his oppurtunities so much its ridiculous.
/rant. know you guys dont really care but i have no other place to vent this stuff
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bummer bro...
at least hes still alive.
maybe this will wake him up.
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Re: fucking Heroin [Re: rackem]
#14239230 - 04/04/11 10:52 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Smack some fucking sense into him. Show him Erowid.
Hell, send him over to the Bluelight forums and make him read the Dark Side subforum. That will scare him straight when he reads post after post of people whose lives have been utterly obliterated by this piece of shit drug.
Drop 'cid with him and talk some sense into him. Or share a blunt and have a heart to heart talk with him. He shouldn't be going through this shit at that age, nor should he ever have to.
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Re: fucking Heroin [Re: rackem]
#14239237 - 04/04/11 10:54 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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That sucks, rehab? A ton of my friends became junky losers, one just got out of a one year prison sentence and that cleaned him up. Another was a functioning junky until one day he stole 2k from his old man and skipped town only to come back broke 2 weeks later and sent to rehab. Crappy addiction when you're stealing from your parents but heroin'll do that to ya.
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realfuzzhead



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i have tripped with my brother, he's been to rehab twice, ive beaten the shit out of him, threatened his friends and litterally ignored him for a month to try and get him to stop. Its all up tohim, i try to help and shit just backfires.
fuck mang.
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rackem



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heroine addiction is a bitch
dont give up and him bro.. keep doin what you gotta do.
its family.
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There's nothing you can do. I offered my friend to come stay with me for a semester at college for free just pay for food, easy girls, drink for free, live the fucking LIFE. no classes and etc. and he turned it down to sit at his house and do heroin
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Quote:
realfuzzhead said: Little brother is 16 now, has struggled with a heroin addiction since 14, he was just a dumbass and didnt know what he was getting into. Was "supposedly" clean for the last 5 months, tonight he ended up getting arrested with a former really good friend of mine shooting up in his car.
I hate people who are all "my dr0ogz are better than you're dr0ogz", but i hate this drug so fucking much. I see my little brothers life crumbling before my eyes, and being the older brother it feels like the responsiblilty all falls on me for getting him off, since im on a different communication level with him than my parents are, but just like talking to any addict, it doesnt go anywhere unless the addict wants to quit.
i just have this sinking feeling were gunna get a call that he's dead one day.. so young and he is just dampening his oppurtunities so much its ridiculous.
/rant. know you guys dont really care but i have no other place to vent this stuff
So young.
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I know exactly how that feels OP. Happened to my dad, my cousins, and my uncle.
You should really just do what they do in the show intervention. Get all your family together in a room with him. Seriously and if he's only 16 he's still sensitive you know?
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Quote:
realfuzzhead said: Little brother is 16 now, has struggled with a heroin addiction since 14, he was just a dumbass and didnt know what he was getting into. Was "supposedly" clean for the last 5 months, tonight he ended up getting arrested with a former really good friend of mine shooting up in his car.
I hate people who are all "my dr0ogz are better than you're dr0ogz", but i hate this drug so fucking much. I see my little brothers life crumbling before my eyes, and being the older brother it feels like the responsiblilty all falls on me for getting him off, since im on a different communication level with him than my parents are, but just like talking to any addict, it doesnt go anywhere unless the addict wants to quit.
i just have this sinking feeling were gunna get a call that he's dead one day.. so young and he is just dampening his oppurtunities so much its ridiculous.
/rant. know you guys dont really care but i have no other place to vent this stuff
has he ever tripped man? maybe you could introduce him to the better side of life..
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Re: fucking Heroin [Re: The_Ghost]
#14239317 - 04/04/11 11:07 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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i know its family man.. i just cant stop imagining me, my other brother and two sisters all doing well and enjoying life and having decent jobs, and my one brother who could never quit the fix, got kicked out, lives on the streets.
idk man. I want to disembowl my friend and hang him from a lightpole but he just had a kid and has been struggling with H for 4 years now and it wouldnt help at all.
fuck mang. Drugs are fun but not when its a brothers life at stake..
and we;ve done the whole intervention thing before.. just seems to restart the cycle.
thanks for the kind words though guys
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PreparationH said: There's nothing you can do. I offered my friend to come stay with me for a semester at college for free just pay for food, easy girls, drink for free, live the fucking LIFE. no classes and etc. and he turned it down to sit at his house and do heroin 
Ill be your friend i want college chicks and free beer, Im poor i missed out on that scene. Wow your buddy was trippin out.
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realfuzzhead



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and yeah he has tripped both with and without me. Ive fed him shrooms and lucy and i get him bud from the clinic all the time, i got hiim edibles for free when he had tonsilitus so he could still get high and play video games but no matter what he just goes back to H
fuck man. Me and my sister are such postiive psychedelic influences on him and he just doesnt go with it.
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that's tough man. i don't know what your guys' relationship is like, have you tried tougher love at all..?
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Re: fucking Heroin [Re: owls]
#14239338 - 04/04/11 11:11 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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How did he get into Heroin in the first place, and at such a young age?
Also, off-topic: that's pretty awesome that you trip with your siblings.
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realfuzzhead



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well basically there was a massive "group" of stoners in our area that all new eachother, basically, half got into heroin,and the other half knew better than to do that. He hid it from me really well for a long while, until he was really addicted. I found out, punched him in the stomach. gave him tough love, than we both took a tab and spent the day blazing together and hiking and he said he would stop but a few weeks late rhe's back at it
and yeah ive fed acid and shrooms to all my brothers and siters except my younges sister who's a HS frwshman this year, she'll join the clan soon though.
damn, my sisters a burner, im a shroomerite and my other brothr is just getting into the psychedelic scene... i dunno how this brother went wrong.
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Rough stuff man. Best of luck
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Yeah fuzzhead best of luck man. I lost a really good friend to heroin. And he was younger than me. I saw his life deteriorate before my eyes. Its quite a fucked up drug.
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I too wish you nothing but the best of luck... and to your brother too, I hope he realizes that he may love this drug.. but the drug will never love him. It will only destroy everything he truly loves.
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still fully stand behind legalization across the boards.
thanks for the love guys. needed it. Back to optimistic realfuzzhead
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