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StaleShrooms
human after all



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: danlennon3]
#14212207 - 03/30/11 09:43 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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danlennon3 said:
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StaleShrooms said: I get into weird headspaces sometimes. My thoughts race and I have terrible self control and I show my self centered side, as well as my self conscious side. I think it has something to do with serotonin because it always happens when I take 5-HTP and other serotonin related drugs (talkin non-recreational here)
Just a minute ago I noticed a note someone wrote on facebook that contains a line from a painting I did. Without thinking I commented on it saying, basically, "Hey I really like this. I also noticed you used that line from my painting. Good use of it!" with a link to a picture of my painting. Basically I wanted to piggyback off the attention her note got and claim to have inspired it or something sometimes I'm such a dick . I realized this immediately and probably deleted and reposted the comment 5 times to rephrase it. Now my comment is just the link to the picture (which I think is acceptable). but if anyone noticed i reposted my comment like 5 or 6 times they'll probably think i'm crazy. fuck. 
not sure if that pertains to what larryrex was getting at but I needed to post it to feel better about it 
/social anxiety disorder
I'm in the same boat, Bad social anxiety. I too started taking 5htp about a month ago and find it helpful. Almost everyone I know talks about having some levels of social anxiety, maybe its something in the air! My best advice is to DO YOGA! It is the best way to get back in touch with yourself and everyone around you. I do it almost every day now and at least 70% of my social anxiety has gone away.
its a bitch, ain't it?
5-HTP seems to make me worse. it makes me really obsessive. but i have OCD too...(not bad at all nowadays but when i was 14 i was a fucking wreck because of it)
I've been thinking about getting into yoga. I'm just too self conscious to go take a class. I feel like eeryone there would be all fit and stuff. I'm kinda fat. I recently started running though, and that seems to help a lot. I did three miles in 24 minutes this morning
-------------------- Kick is seeing things from a special angle. Kick is momentary freedom from the claims of the aging, cautious, nagging, frightened flesh. Maybe I will find in yage what I was looking for in junk and weed and coke. Yage may be the final fix. ~William S. Burroughs
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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: XUL]
#14212213 - 03/30/11 09:44 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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tooth paste to fap..
that is desperate if ive ever heard it..
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StaleShrooms
human after all



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: XUL]
#14212216 - 03/30/11 09:45 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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XUL said:
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Larrythescaryrex said: Come on, tell me your secrets...
I once used toothpaste to jack off.
It was like mount everest in a snow storm.
-------------------- Kick is seeing things from a special angle. Kick is momentary freedom from the claims of the aging, cautious, nagging, frightened flesh. Maybe I will find in yage what I was looking for in junk and weed and coke. Yage may be the final fix. ~William S. Burroughs
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danlennon3
LivingIsEasyWithEyesClosed.....



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: StaleShrooms]
#14212242 - 03/30/11 09:50 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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StaleShrooms said:
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danlennon3 said:
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StaleShrooms said: I get into weird headspaces sometimes. My thoughts race and I have terrible self control and I show my self centered side, as well as my self conscious side. I think it has something to do with serotonin because it always happens when I take 5-HTP and other serotonin related drugs (talkin non-recreational here)
Just a minute ago I noticed a note someone wrote on facebook that contains a line from a painting I did. Without thinking I commented on it saying, basically, "Hey I really like this. I also noticed you used that line from my painting. Good use of it!" with a link to a picture of my painting. Basically I wanted to piggyback off the attention her note got and claim to have inspired it or something sometimes I'm such a dick . I realized this immediately and probably deleted and reposted the comment 5 times to rephrase it. Now my comment is just the link to the picture (which I think is acceptable). but if anyone noticed i reposted my comment like 5 or 6 times they'll probably think i'm crazy. fuck. 
not sure if that pertains to what larryrex was getting at but I needed to post it to feel better about it 
/social anxiety disorder
I'm in the same boat, Bad social anxiety. I too started taking 5htp about a month ago and find it helpful. Almost everyone I know talks about having some levels of social anxiety, maybe its something in the air! My best advice is to DO YOGA! It is the best way to get back in touch with yourself and everyone around you. I do it almost every day now and at least 70% of my social anxiety has gone away.
its a bitch, ain't it?
5-HTP seems to make me worse. it makes me really obsessive. but i have OCD too...(not bad at all nowadays but when i was 14 i was a fucking wreck because of it)
I've been thinking about getting into yoga. I'm just too self conscious to go take a class. I feel like eeryone there would be all fit and stuff. I'm kinda fat. I recently started running though, and that seems to help a lot. I did three miles in 24 minutes this morning 
dude, I was fat too! but after 2 months of yoga and other physical activities, im in better shape than I have ever been. I started doing yoga twice a week. and within weeks I was doing it almost every day. With the 5htp... It makes me a little over-emotional. Sometimes Im overwhelmed with joy, other times I am overwhelmed with sadness... but yoga gave me the tools to let go of negative emotions that would normally overwhelm me. So the 5htp goes well with yoga in my book.. but I know exactly how you feel brotha
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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: danlennon3]
#14212263 - 03/30/11 09:53 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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So as far as late night confessions go..
I have a crush on the girl on Sons of Guns
Edited by LbDub (03/30/11 09:54 PM)
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rackem



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: LbDub]
#14212265 - 03/30/11 09:54 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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call sign charlie?
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rackem



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: rackem]
#14212269 - 03/30/11 09:55 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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i see the edit...
im stil trying to decide what it is about her
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collie man
Jai guru deva om



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14212276 - 03/30/11 09:56 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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ellenallien said: hi L N C 
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Larrythescaryrex said: Come on, tell me your secrets...
i like hello kitty

I was in my LHS a few days ago and one of the blowers was there. She showed me this wicked hello kitty bowl. Youd like it.
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LbDub


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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: rackem]
#14212279 - 03/30/11 09:57 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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rackem said: i see the edit...
im stil trying to decide what it is about her
you better see the edit.
what is there not to like about her?
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rackem



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: LbDub]
#14212289 - 03/30/11 10:00 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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dunno if it her accent which i usually dig for the most part, her teeth, or her superior knowledge on firepower..
still dunno..
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Samuel L Jackson
Bad Motherfucker


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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: LbDub]
#14212290 - 03/30/11 10:00 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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kari byron > sons of guns girl
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: collie man]
#14212298 - 03/30/11 10:02 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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collie man said:
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ellenallien said: hi L N C 
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Larrythescaryrex said: Come on, tell me your secrets...
i like hello kitty

I was in my LHS a few days ago and one of the blowers was there. She showed me this wicked hello kitty bowl. Youd like it.
zomgz!!! 
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Salomon
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my hamster died today. i guess i'm lucky i found out she was when i did.
i held her in my palms for three hours while it happened. natural death is not a pretty thing
then i had to dig a grave in the snow
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LbDub


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SamuelLJackson said: kari byron > sons of guns girl

She's always been on my wishlist as well. She can hold her own as a MILF, too.
edit: sorry to hear, Salomon
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Samuel L Jackson
Bad Motherfucker


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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: LbDub]
#14212309 - 03/30/11 10:05 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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LbDub said:
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SamuelLJackson said: kari byron > sons of guns girl
She's always been on my wishlist as well. She can hold her own as a MILF, too.
true dat.
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StaleShrooms
human after all



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: danlennon3]
#14212311 - 03/30/11 10:05 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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danlennon3 said:
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StaleShrooms said:
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danlennon3 said:
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StaleShrooms said: I get into weird headspaces sometimes. My thoughts race and I have terrible self control and I show my self centered side, as well as my self conscious side. I think it has something to do with serotonin because it always happens when I take 5-HTP and other serotonin related drugs (talkin non-recreational here)
Just a minute ago I noticed a note someone wrote on facebook that contains a line from a painting I did. Without thinking I commented on it saying, basically, "Hey I really like this. I also noticed you used that line from my painting. Good use of it!" with a link to a picture of my painting. Basically I wanted to piggyback off the attention her note got and claim to have inspired it or something sometimes I'm such a dick . I realized this immediately and probably deleted and reposted the comment 5 times to rephrase it. Now my comment is just the link to the picture (which I think is acceptable). but if anyone noticed i reposted my comment like 5 or 6 times they'll probably think i'm crazy. fuck. 
not sure if that pertains to what larryrex was getting at but I needed to post it to feel better about it 
/social anxiety disorder
I'm in the same boat, Bad social anxiety. I too started taking 5htp about a month ago and find it helpful. Almost everyone I know talks about having some levels of social anxiety, maybe its something in the air! My best advice is to DO YOGA! It is the best way to get back in touch with yourself and everyone around you. I do it almost every day now and at least 70% of my social anxiety has gone away.
its a bitch, ain't it?
5-HTP seems to make me worse. it makes me really obsessive. but i have OCD too...(not bad at all nowadays but when i was 14 i was a fucking wreck because of it)
I've been thinking about getting into yoga. I'm just too self conscious to go take a class. I feel like eeryone there would be all fit and stuff. I'm kinda fat. I recently started running though, and that seems to help a lot. I did three miles in 24 minutes this morning 
dude, I was fat too! but after 2 months of yoga and other physical activities, im in better shape than I have ever been. I started doing yoga twice a week. and within weeks I was doing it almost every day. With the 5htp... It makes me a little over-emotional. Sometimes Im overwhelmed with joy, other times I am overwhelmed with sadness... but yoga gave me the tools to let go of negative emotions that would normally overwhelm me. So the 5htp goes well with yoga in my book.. but I know exactly how you feel brotha

damn...maybe I should look into yoga. I've always wanted to get into it. and recently a couple people have told me that they started. Maybe its time
-------------------- Kick is seeing things from a special angle. Kick is momentary freedom from the claims of the aging, cautious, nagging, frightened flesh. Maybe I will find in yage what I was looking for in junk and weed and coke. Yage may be the final fix. ~William S. Burroughs
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danlennon3
LivingIsEasyWithEyesClosed.....



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: StaleShrooms]
#14212387 - 03/30/11 10:23 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I would try it for at least 1-2 months You will see a HUGE difference on all levels of life
-------------------- "Psychedelics should be used not to escape reality, but to embrace it"
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citricacidx
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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: StaleShrooms]
#14212390 - 03/30/11 10:23 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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damnit... watching makes me want to grill a burger on my propane grill..
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Anthony917
why dont we do it in the road



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SamuelLJackson said: kari byron > sons of guns girl

Dude yes
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StaleShrooms
human after all



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Re: Late Night Confessions.... [Re: danlennon3]
#14212505 - 03/30/11 10:49 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Wow, I found a pretty sweet place in detroit that's donation based. Sounds pretty un-yuppie-ish too
first lesson is tomorrow 
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Salomon said: my hamster died today. i guess i'm lucky i found out she was when i did.
i held her in my palms for three hours while it happened. natural death is not a pretty thing
then i had to dig a grave in the snow

sorry about your hamster man.
-------------------- Kick is seeing things from a special angle. Kick is momentary freedom from the claims of the aging, cautious, nagging, frightened flesh. Maybe I will find in yage what I was looking for in junk and weed and coke. Yage may be the final fix. ~William S. Burroughs
Edited by StaleShrooms (03/30/11 10:49 PM)
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