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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shro [Re: namesash]
    #2605712 - 04/27/04 08:35 AM (19 years, 9 months ago)

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jonnywax hows the medicine going? u said u have dissociative feelings? wat exactly do you mean by this?




the meds are going good. there was nothing spiritual, new age or life changing about my problem, it was a simple chemical imbalance. i plan on staying on zoloft for maybe 6 months and then weaning back off of it. being a slave to meds doesn't bother me at all, because my life is so much better than it was 2 weeks ago.

i had dissociative feelings, yeah. basically what i meant by that was that my mind felt like a separate entity from my body. it's a hard feeling to explain, but it was very unsettling and it really prohibited me from performing my everyday activities well. someone earlier in the thread described it as "being stuck in the middle of ego loss." all my thoughts were in the form of one very loud voice (similar to my own), and most every thought i had was negative. not fun stuff. i felt like that voice was driving me, and i could NEVER get it to shut up. i thought i was going to go insane if it kept up.


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shro [Re: lukeboots]
    #2609151 - 04/27/04 10:22 PM (19 years, 9 months ago)

so did the dissociative voice sound evil. like an evil version of yourself. good ash, bad ash. that kinda deal. cuz thats what i feel is goin on in my head. feels like bad ash is trying to take over. i do have that ego loss thing too..


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    #2610731 - 04/28/04 08:42 AM (19 years, 9 months ago)

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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shro [Re: lukeboots]
    #2612049 - 04/28/04 03:19 PM (19 years, 9 months ago)

that's messed up!! are u sure it is the medication!


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: namesash]
    #4284706 - 06/11/05 09:00 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

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where has lucid disappeared to neways




Hey namesash, I realize that u posted this a year ago, but
I've been away for quite some time. I can't believe that
people even remembered me  :sun:
Unfortunately I have to report that I'm in even worse a state  :sad:
wish I had something more positive to say...  :frown:


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: lucid]
    #4285914 - 06/12/05 07:26 AM (18 years, 8 months ago)

What is so bad about the state you are in now?


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: tomk]
    #4286070 - 06/12/05 09:12 AM (18 years, 8 months ago)

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What is so bad about the state you are in now?




I've been suffering with chronic physical pain for quite some
time now and there is no medical treatment for it. I have
horrifying temprature dissociation where my whole body feels
like it's on fire and ice at the same time (hard to describe
to someone who hasn't experienced it). It's incapacitating and
it's a struggle to get through the seconds of the day... :sad:


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: lucid]
    #4286371 - 06/12/05 10:56 AM (18 years, 8 months ago)

Oh, I remember hearing about this. Have you been seeing any other doctors lately? Last I remember, you said even your mom gave up on finding you a doctor and she works in the medical field. Has anything happened since then?


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: lucid]
    #4286636 - 06/12/05 12:07 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

:sad:

I'd feel safer injecting heroin than doing mushrooms after reading this.


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: tomk]
    #4286967 - 06/12/05 01:35 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

From time to time I am appalled at the number of people that are using psychedelics in an unsupervised environment, without any kind of deeper knowledge on the nature and possible consequences of their use. I am also appalled at the irrational suggestions of some members of the psychedelic community, who encourage the use of high dosages of psychedelics, with a naive idea that everything will be fine if a user just let's go and accepts the experience. Leary and unfortunately even McKenna, who I still admire greatly, are both guilty in this regard and have probably done more damage to the people by advising this, than good.

Psychedelics are great tools that can do a world of good to a person and then again they can also destroy him. I have witnessed in people around me severe complications after short and long term usage of psychedelics. The doctors don't know what to do with them so they are just keeping them heavily sedated.

If you're thinking I'm against the use of psychedelics, you are wrong. I encourage their responsible use, in a supervised environment with a clear goal in mind. In this regard they are not just the panacea for most of the mental illnesses and disorders that are plaguing western society but also the tools that can help us resolve the traumas we are inflicting upon each other and the planet.

I suggest every serious psychonaut and those of you that have been afflicted with post-psychedelics complications to dive into the profound book written by Stanislav Grof: LSD psychotherapy (published by MAPS). You will find your long searched for answers and more there.


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: redtailedhawk]
    #4286974 - 06/12/05 01:38 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

Stanislav Grof
LSD psychotherapy

A few lines from the chapter Complications of LSD Psychotherapy

LSD psychotherapy involves activation of deep unconscious material, its exteriorization, and conscious integration? The risk that the integration of a session will be incomplete and will result in real clinical complications seems to be directly proportional to the degree of preexisting emotional problems in the subject and the negative circumstances in the session that prevent consistent introspective work. The extreme examples of this are intensification of the original symptoms, emergence of new forms of psychopathology, prolonged reactions, psychotic breaks, and reoccurrence of LSD symptoms at a later date ("flashbacks").

Essentially, any aspect of an activated dynamic matrix or specific unconscious material that remains unresolved can persist after the session for an indefinite period of time, or recur at a later date. Most frequently, these are various emotional qualities, such as depression, a sense of inferiority, suicidal feelings, affective lability or incontinence, a sense of loneliness, anxiety, guild, paranoid feelings, aggressive tension, or manic elation.

An activated and unresolved gestalt can also specifically influence the subject's thought-processes. Certain ways of thinking about various issues such as sex, men women, marriage, and authority, or philosophical speculations about the meaning of existence, the role of religion in life, suffering, injustice, and many other problems can be direct reflections of the underlying unconscious material.

Major or minor tranquilizers should be avoided, since their effect is contrary to the basic strategy of any uncovering approach and psychedelic therapy in particular. By inhibiting the process, blurring the experience, and obscuring the nature of the underlying problem, they prevent its resolution.


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: tomk]
    #4287434 - 06/12/05 03:38 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

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Oh, I remember hearing about this.  Have you been seeing any other doctors lately?  Last I remember, you said even your mom gave up on finding you a doctor and she works in the medical field.  Has anything happened since then?




Hi tomk :sun:
yup, my mom is a doctor herself and even she has given up on me.
I managed to get a job about 3 weeks ago, but realistically it's
going to end soon... I can barely make it to work on time, let
alone do anything  :sad:
In quite a bit of pain. It's a struggle to make it through the
next few minutes let alone know how I'll make it through the next
hour/day.


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: redtailedhawk]
    #4287830 - 06/12/05 04:53 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

I believe somewhere I read that shrooms can cause the Kundalini to start rising. In people who are not spiritually  ready for this it can wreak havoc on them. Especially if they don't really want to open up or face hidden material in the psyche. The hot and cold pain sensations, can be a symptom of this.  :mushroom2:


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: Icelander]
    #4289652 - 06/13/05 12:22 AM (18 years, 8 months ago)

What sorts of things have you tried on your pain?

Have you tried the headache medicine Ergotine (or something like that?). It's used for migranes. It does the same thing as 5-HT psychedelics to help people with migranes. Maybe it would help. How about Neurontin? That is used for nerve pain.

If your doctors gave up on you, you should find some new doctors. There are 100s of docs out there, maybe only a few of them are capable of helping you.

Since you have to live with chronic pain, what steps have you taken to better deal with it?


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: tomk]
    #4290661 - 06/13/05 10:20 AM (18 years, 8 months ago)

Hi lucid I sent you a private message.... Good luck!

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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: tomk]
    #4292840 - 06/13/05 07:27 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

Speaking of migrain headaches. There is an over the counter product in Health Food stores called Pedadolex from Enzymatic Therapy. It is an extract of Butterbur Herb. It relaxes smooth muscle. It has a money back on it. I have seen it work wonders on cronic migrain sufferers. It might be worth a try if you don't like the docs drugs.


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: Icelander]
    #4317068 - 06/20/05 12:56 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

hola lucid. sorry to hear your dilemma.. here's my take. the weird sensations, chronic pain are all symptoms from your deteriorating mental health. i can empathize with you as I been in a similar situation, except ontop of the depression i was totally insane for months, probably from insomnia. anyway, i experienced a lot of weird physical crap throughout my depression , and had what I think were migraines where my body would go numb, and I had never had migraines before my trip. but anyways, my advice for you is to try every antidepressant out there. johnnywax and me got on zoloft after our horrific trips, and now we're much better, i suggest you start with that shite. what you're experiencing is clearly a lack of neuron stability. i could go deeper into my experience if you'd like me to... it was the worst experience of my life, but i learned a lot about myself through it, but even then I don't wish this kind of mental torment upon anyone. and hell there's always shock treatment, Hah.


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: namesash]
    #4317927 - 06/20/05 05:13 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

Dude.. If it coul not get any worse than this, why don't you do some more shrooms? :P


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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: lucid]
    #4336446 - 06/25/05 03:47 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

Yah the hot cold sensations definately sounds like kundalini. Actually, I had a little bit of K today. Meditation usually keeps my kundalini in check, but for others it increases it. There's a lot of resources out there, google kundalini support for instance. I wish you the best.

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Re: Desperately need help :-( Freaked out a month after shrooms [Re: salviadog]
    #6299860 - 11/19/06 05:24 PM (17 years, 3 months ago)

IF ANYONE HERE STILL REMEMBERS ME
JUST AN UPDATE... ALMOST 4 YEARS LATER...
THINGS R EVEN WORSE THAN BEFORE  :sad:
ADRENAL GLANDS R DEAD, PITUTARY GLAD IS MESSED
UP, WENT INTO A COMA...ON HEAVY MEDS. CONSTANT
PAIN.
LOST MY RIGHT HAND IN THE COMA  :sad:
CANT TYPE MUCH ANYMORE...
:sad:


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