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OfflineMello KittyS
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E*llen M*ust C*ry
    #14207908 - 03/30/11 05:40 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

but her Tear Ducts are too tired :crying:
:goodmorning: good morning PUB. its good to be back
i wish was under better circumstance

i didnt get any sleep last nite. its 7:37am
my BF still in Jail. this is so horrible
i have been waiting for the call

im so glad my BFF'r came to my rescue
or i would have crumbled under the circumstance
and possibly made things worse
and Yes he went to the same Hospitol as me.

it feels like it mite be a nice day outside today
how are things going for everyone else





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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14207910 - 03/30/11 05:41 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Aw, I'm sorry. :frown: I hope things work out for you two.

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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14207913 - 03/30/11 05:43 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Is your bf alright?:sad:

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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: lucas_southoz]
    #14207918 - 03/30/11 05:48 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

:frown: im sorry shit is horrible.


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14207923 - 03/30/11 05:50 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

love you, Ellen. :heart:


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: lucas_southoz]
    #14207929 - 03/30/11 05:56 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

yes thank u thank u thank u for your positivity :peace: :love: :flowers:
he is alrite. i just know "stable condition"
that makes me feel a lil better
now i just wait by the phone.

because its the same hospitol i just got back from. do you think thats
why the police basically threw me out? and are really thinking he took drugs?

they are not allowed to blame me or disclose my information
to use against him. but it does look bad :sad:


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Le_Canard] * 2
    #14207931 - 03/30/11 05:57 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Good morning. Although your post title could be a little more depressing. :shrug:
Not trying to be a dick here but you might consider focusing on something besides depression and drugs for a while.
I seriously think that you need some help.
I'm not judging you but if you are for real and aren't a troll of epic proportions, then you really should choose to try and change your way of looking at and coping with the world.
Drugs can be fun and even helpful sometimes but it is obvious that your use is out of control and is no longer cute or funny.
They are going to continue to lead you farther into depression and there is no likely outcome that involves cute kitties.
I don't know how old you are but you sound like an underage goth kid.
If you are a troll, you may see yourself as a great performer or actor but that's not the case either because you only have one line.
If you aren't a troll then there are all sorts of resources to help you through addiction and depression.
All of them suck however because they require you to do something besides elicit pity.
I hope that you find some answers and that you have a good day.
This isn't an attempt to flame you either because it is the same advice I would give someone close to me.
:peace:


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Epilson Lyrae]
    #14207937 - 03/30/11 06:01 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

We gota know more about the situation and details of what happened to tell you and him to know what really happeeed


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14207939 - 03/30/11 06:02 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Glad you're alive but it's been early morning for a while: http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/14207646/page/1 :lol:


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Doc_T]
    #14207945 - 03/30/11 06:06 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

Doc_T said:
Glad you're alive but it's been early morning for a while: http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/14207646/page/1 :lol:





oops :facepalm: just lock me then..
please dont mis interpret me. im not looking for "pity party"
im simply stating the facts of my life
just like everyone else on here
i apologize if i am to melancholy for u
u can choose not to click into my threads


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14207967 - 03/30/11 06:19 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)



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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: I AM SWIM]
    #14207977 - 03/30/11 06:24 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

One day soon Ellen is gonna roll into the pub to tell us some great news about something great that happened to her. I can feel it. And all the villagers will rejoice!

Also....


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: biff]
    #14207982 - 03/30/11 06:25 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

i LoL 'd but i dint actualy see that moviee :hehehe:

eww bad ratings for no reason :crying:
dont mess with ME!
Prisoner#1 is my posse and he will kixx ur butts
im pretty sure i have a crush on him :loveeyes:


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14207985 - 03/30/11 06:27 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

You are not too melancholy and I genuinely care about my fellow human beings. It's just that for the last month or so you have been glorifying heavy use of dangerous drugs and making obvious cries for either attention or help. :shrug:
I don't post in your threads but I see them and just want to encourage you to DO something instead of just TAKE something.
By do something, I mean something positive. Try to cheer up and stop thinking that glamorizing the mixing of booze and benzo's is cool.
What if you make it through all this silly shit (as many of us have) but then some dumb fucker gets all down and out and thinks, "Hey, I'll do what she did." and dies?
I'm not trolling you or flaming you because I have been in your shoes and all of the "poor me" shit didn't do a goddamn thing but make it seem ok for me to slowly kill myself or flat out try to kill myself.
Make it your goal to become a hero of sorts here on the shroomery. The one who was at the very edge of oblivion and yet somehow managed to come back and get things somewhat together. :shrug:
Life may never be exactly what you want it to be and get over the idea that it will ever be fair because it won't and you will simply remain discouraged with that mindset.
Show them how it's done. Have this be the part of the Ellenalien story where you say, "Enough of this shit, I'm not getting anywhere but down."
Put away the stick that we all use to beat ourselves up for all of our mistakes both real and perceived and start focusing on forgiving yourself and others.
It's a long road but goddamn is it beautiful.


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14207986 - 03/30/11 06:27 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

I feel ya girl. I've been going through some hard times lately too.
It's cool to have somewhere to vent where you feel safe and anonymous.

I've also been awake all night, just sitting here watching TV for hours.
Finally got sick of it and got out of bed.

Having a LOT of trouble finding a job due to a disability, but on the bright side
it's forced me to slow my drinking and get a little healthier. Which is pretty gay.
Turns out I can't sleep without some sort of chemical to make me tired.
:feelsbadman:

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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: biff]
    #14207993 - 03/30/11 06:30 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

biff said:
One day soon Ellen is gonna roll into the pub to tell us some great news about something great that happened to her. I can feel it. And all the villagers will rejoice!





Definitely.

Rubber-band analogy:
The further back you pull a rubber band towards :feelsbadman: the further and faster it will shoot towards :feelsgoodman:


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Epilson Lyrae]
    #14207994 - 03/30/11 06:30 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

Epilson Lyrae said:
You are not too melancholy and I genuinely care about my fellow human beings. It's just that for the last month or so you have been glorifying heavy use of dangerous drugs and making obvious cries for either attention or help. :shrug:
I don't post in your threads but I see them and just want to encourage you to DO something instead of just TAKE something.
By do something, I mean something positive. Try to cheer up and stop thinking that glamorizing the mixing of booze and benzo's is cool.
What if you make it through all this silly shit (as many of us have) but then some dumb fucker gets all down and out and thinks, "Hey, I'll do what she did." and dies?
I'm not trolling you or flaming you because I have been in your shoes and all of the "poor me" shit didn't do a goddamn thing but make it seem ok for me to slowly kill myself or flat out try to kill myself.
Make it your goal to become a hero of sorts here on the shroomery. The one who was at the very edge of oblivion and yet somehow managed to come back and get things somewhat together. :shrug:
Life may never be exactly what you want it to be and get over the idea that it will ever be fair because it won't and you will simply remain discouraged with that mindset.
Show them how it's done. Have this be the part of the Ellenalien story where you say, "Enough of this shit, I'm not getting anywhere but down."
Put away the stick that we all use to beat ourselves up for all of our mistakes both real and perceived and start focusing on forgiving yourself and others.
It's a long road but goddamn is it beautiful.




Well put sir. Great advice that everyone could follow at some point.

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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Mello Kitty]
    #14207995 - 03/30/11 06:30 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

"If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you've always gotten"

Ive never seen G.M.V...is it any good?

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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: lil_demented]
    #14208004 - 03/30/11 06:33 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

lil_demented said:
Turns out I can't sleep without some sort of chemical to make me tired.
:feelsbadman:





I'm in da same boat.

gotta be either ambien or klonopin.

dependency is a :feelsbadman:


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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Epilson Lyrae]
    #14208036 - 03/30/11 06:47 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

Epilson Lyrae said:
Have this be the part of the Ellenalien story where you say, "Enough of this shit, I'm not getting anywhere but down."




hey! i thought i was the only one who narrated my own autobiography to myself. :crazy:


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