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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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E*llen M*ust C*ry
#14207908 - 03/30/11 05:40 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Edited by ellenallien (03/30/11 05:45 AM)
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Le_Canard
The Duk Abides


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Aw, I'm sorry. I hope things work out for you two.
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lucas_southoz
Adelaidian



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Is your bf alright?
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withoutawire
hi


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im sorry shit is horrible.
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Acidic_Sloth
Acidic poly-Sided Di-slothamide


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love you, Ellen.
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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yes thank u thank u thank u for your positivity  he is alrite. i just know "stable condition" that makes me feel a lil better now i just wait by the phone.
because its the same hospitol i just got back from. do you think thats why the police basically threw me out? and are really thinking he took drugs?
they are not allowed to blame me or disclose my information to use against him. but it does look bad
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Epilson Lyrae
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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Le_Canard] 2
#14207931 - 03/30/11 05:57 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Good morning. Although your post title could be a little more depressing.  Not trying to be a dick here but you might consider focusing on something besides depression and drugs for a while. I seriously think that you need some help. I'm not judging you but if you are for real and aren't a troll of epic proportions, then you really should choose to try and change your way of looking at and coping with the world. Drugs can be fun and even helpful sometimes but it is obvious that your use is out of control and is no longer cute or funny. They are going to continue to lead you farther into depression and there is no likely outcome that involves cute kitties. I don't know how old you are but you sound like an underage goth kid. If you are a troll, you may see yourself as a great performer or actor but that's not the case either because you only have one line. If you aren't a troll then there are all sorts of resources to help you through addiction and depression. All of them suck however because they require you to do something besides elicit pity. I hope that you find some answers and that you have a good day. This isn't an attempt to flame you either because it is the same advice I would give someone close to me.
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withoutawire
hi


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We gota know more about the situation and details of what happened to tell you and him to know what really happeeed
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Doc_T
Random Dude




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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: Doc_T]
#14207945 - 03/30/11 06:06 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Doc_T said: Glad you're alive but it's been early morning for a while: http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/14207646/page/1 
oops just lock me then.. please dont mis interpret me. im not looking for "pity party" im simply stating the facts of my life just like everyone else on here i apologize if i am to melancholy for u u can choose not to click into my threads
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I AM SWIM
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biff
Boom



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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: I AM SWIM]
#14207977 - 03/30/11 06:24 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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One day soon Ellen is gonna roll into the pub to tell us some great news about something great that happened to her. I can feel it. And all the villagers will rejoice!
Also....
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: biff]
#14207982 - 03/30/11 06:25 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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i LoL 'd but i dint actualy see that moviee 
eww bad ratings for no reason  dont mess with ME! Prisoner#1 is my posse and he will kixx ur butts im pretty sure i have a crush on him
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Epilson Lyrae
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You are not too melancholy and I genuinely care about my fellow human beings. It's just that for the last month or so you have been glorifying heavy use of dangerous drugs and making obvious cries for either attention or help.  I don't post in your threads but I see them and just want to encourage you to DO something instead of just TAKE something. By do something, I mean something positive. Try to cheer up and stop thinking that glamorizing the mixing of booze and benzo's is cool. What if you make it through all this silly shit (as many of us have) but then some dumb fucker gets all down and out and thinks, "Hey, I'll do what she did." and dies? I'm not trolling you or flaming you because I have been in your shoes and all of the "poor me" shit didn't do a goddamn thing but make it seem ok for me to slowly kill myself or flat out try to kill myself. Make it your goal to become a hero of sorts here on the shroomery. The one who was at the very edge of oblivion and yet somehow managed to come back and get things somewhat together.  Life may never be exactly what you want it to be and get over the idea that it will ever be fair because it won't and you will simply remain discouraged with that mindset. Show them how it's done. Have this be the part of the Ellenalien story where you say, "Enough of this shit, I'm not getting anywhere but down." Put away the stick that we all use to beat ourselves up for all of our mistakes both real and perceived and start focusing on forgiving yourself and others. It's a long road but goddamn is it beautiful.
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lil_demented
Loner will lone

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I feel ya girl. I've been going through some hard times lately too. It's cool to have somewhere to vent where you feel safe and anonymous.
I've also been awake all night, just sitting here watching TV for hours. Finally got sick of it and got out of bed.
Having a LOT of trouble finding a job due to a disability, but on the bright side it's forced me to slow my drinking and get a little healthier. Which is pretty gay. Turns out I can't sleep without some sort of chemical to make me tired.
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I AM SWIM
doin' thangs



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Re: E*llen M*ust C*ry [Re: biff]
#14207993 - 03/30/11 06:30 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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biff said: One day soon Ellen is gonna roll into the pub to tell us some great news about something great that happened to her. I can feel it. And all the villagers will rejoice!
Definitely.
Rubber-band analogy: The further back you pull a rubber band towards the further and faster it will shoot towards
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biff
Boom



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Epilson Lyrae said: You are not too melancholy and I genuinely care about my fellow human beings. It's just that for the last month or so you have been glorifying heavy use of dangerous drugs and making obvious cries for either attention or help.  I don't post in your threads but I see them and just want to encourage you to DO something instead of just TAKE something. By do something, I mean something positive. Try to cheer up and stop thinking that glamorizing the mixing of booze and benzo's is cool. What if you make it through all this silly shit (as many of us have) but then some dumb fucker gets all down and out and thinks, "Hey, I'll do what she did." and dies? I'm not trolling you or flaming you because I have been in your shoes and all of the "poor me" shit didn't do a goddamn thing but make it seem ok for me to slowly kill myself or flat out try to kill myself. Make it your goal to become a hero of sorts here on the shroomery. The one who was at the very edge of oblivion and yet somehow managed to come back and get things somewhat together.  Life may never be exactly what you want it to be and get over the idea that it will ever be fair because it won't and you will simply remain discouraged with that mindset. Show them how it's done. Have this be the part of the Ellenalien story where you say, "Enough of this shit, I'm not getting anywhere but down." Put away the stick that we all use to beat ourselves up for all of our mistakes both real and perceived and start focusing on forgiving yourself and others. It's a long road but goddamn is it beautiful.
Well put sir. Great advice that everyone could follow at some point.
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shLong



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"If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you've always gotten"
Ive never seen G.M.V...is it any good?
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I AM SWIM
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lil_demented said: Turns out I can't sleep without some sort of chemical to make me tired.

I'm in da same boat.
gotta be either ambien or klonopin.
dependency is a
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quinn
some kinda love


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Epilson Lyrae said: Have this be the part of the Ellenalien story where you say, "Enough of this shit, I'm not getting anywhere but down."
hey! i thought i was the only one who narrated my own autobiography to myself.
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