So the first time i took booms, i took approx 1.5 of a gram. This time i took double that amount and the experience was unimaginable. I will do my best to remember every detail but i seem to have soaken up that entire trip inside my head. I took 3 grams at once, with out eating much all day, just a bowl of cereal, took em at about 1. Took about 45 minutes to start feeling them. At first i turned on some pink floyd, last song i played before i fell asleep was Time. Me and my friends were completely aware of what was going on, we took some mushrooms and were tripping in Dustin's basement. We all took the same amount and started visualizing the patterns on the wall moving and shit, my friends bong start changing shapes and colors, everything got really bright and really dim, everything was just moving and looked like a lava lamp even peoples faces. About ten minutes later i took a hit off the bong, and decided to close my eyes, before i know it i guess i fell asleep. And that's when i became completely unconscious, i literally took a step into a different world. I was not aware of what was going on, my friends said i got up and started screaming out TIME. I kept experiencing 3 different trips at the same time. One was me pacing back and forth, having a discussion with God, in my mind i realized God existed and there was some sort of extra-terrestrial being, (not like aliens in movies and shit here to take over the world) but a force was around me. I acknowledged it but was frustrated. I looked at my friends, and they weren't talking but i could read their minds, and they were telling me they are Gods creation, and they took me with them, through many different life times and universes, but it all occurred in the same setting. And everything was moving really fast, kept having the same thoughts over and over again, and each time i was a different person, but part of my conscious was still thinking about the last trip, and it was a trip within a trip. God made me experience life over and over again, he told me "Your mind is a very powerful thing, only you know how to control it" So my body started acting on its own, and i was able see life in "Gods" powers, i took a trip all the way back to my childhood, up to the point in my life right now. It felt like God gave me hundreds of years worth of knowledge into my brain all at once, and told me this is just one life of many universes, and everything started rapidly flipping like a page, i had images of dinosaurs and plants in my mind, just flowing into my head, evolution just kept happening over and over again. That's when i started freaking out, i thought that it was going to stay like this forever. I thought my life was over, and God was going to take me. God kept telling me to accept it, and i did, and he told me that its all over now, you knew this entire time, Eric you know your life wasn't meant to be this way. When i asked him why, he kept telling me, tiiime will solve all your problems, just give it some time. Then when i finally convinced my self this was real, everything turned black, and my teeth felt like they were falling out, and my arms fell apart, and my body felt like running water, blood just melting. Next thing i know, i regain some consciousness, im on the floor, eating pizza, and i noticed everything felt different again, and i couldn't tell if this was real life or not, so i tried talking to my friends but i was just way to confused. I had no consciousness for 4 hours, and my life felt completely different after that. I was up for a few hours reflecting on what just occurred, then fell back to sleep. I had many dreams about feeling of love i've felt for women, and past friendships. I took those booms yesterday, and now i feel like i appreciate life more, and am looking forward to what the future brings. I feel normal now thats its been a whole day, but i will never forget this insane trip, and will definitely take some more in the next few months. I'll be sure to eat plenty of food that day, and take shrooms with time and moderation. Also btw, i meditate, frequently, i enter meditation within a few minutes, and could control many of my emotions, i lucid dream all the time, i can create images in my mind. But perhaps when i fell asleep i entered a mind state of unexplored parts of my brain, where meditating cannot get too. I just created hundreds of things in my brain in just four hours. That whole trip felt like hundreds of years, and my mind just took in a bunch of knowledge or a more understanding of how the natural world works. I will have to meditate maybe now that i have experienced such a trip, my meditation will be much stronger. One of my friends told me his seen people have this bad trips, and he thought i was permatriping, but i don't feel like that at all. I feel completely normal and function just like anyone else. I was just mind boggled because i was unconscious the whole time, and i had no clue what i said or did in real life. My friends said i was yelling at the top of my longs, and starred at people the whole time, even threatened to stab someone...idk, i don't recall any of that. If you guys wanna share a similar trip or have something to say post a comment. I just felt like sharing this insane experience because one of my friends trip was not as intense as mine, he said he visualized but neither of them lost consciousness like a did.
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