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trekie
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14168918 - 03/23/11 09:34 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I have deflowered many a muslim girl hell and even one of them was willing 
If its not in English it doesn't count as no right
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: withoutawire]
#14168919 - 03/23/11 09:34 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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think i should start a taper asap? stop taking 3-4 mgs of xanax daily stop buying them? & try tapering with the ones i have? maybe 1mg a day if needed? or 0.5 if i do that, im going to need to get blasted high a few more times so i can be ready
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: trekie]
#14168924 - 03/23/11 09:37 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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trekie said: I have deflowered many a muslim girl
thank u for that T.M.I. trekie. i will try to stay on topic
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14168937 - 03/23/11 09:41 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Aww is your vag all sandy cause you tired to play the race card and then deleted the post awww

Saying Iraq war vets hate Muslims is
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withoutawire
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14168938 - 03/23/11 09:41 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Detox only when you want to. Don't taper with Xanax because it's short half life is a clusterfuck. Just go to sub doctor and ask for Valium taper and they will do it. Overestimate your usage because it helps alot first month. Like I said. When you are ready to do it, I can't tell you when. Don't forget about doxepine and don't let doctor tell u trazadone or ambien or seroquel is better. I did NIDA/FDA GABA withdrawal trial for doxepine and it was amazing stuff.
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: trekie]
#14168945 - 03/23/11 09:42 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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i was joking pulling the race card i ghost-edit like its a hobby  im medicated now, i deleted it cus i thought it was poor its ok trekie lets hug it out 
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: withoutawire]
#14168962 - 03/23/11 09:47 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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withoutawire said: Detox only when you want to. Don't taper with Xanax because it's short half life is a clusterfuck. Just go to sub doctor and ask for Valium taper and they will do it. Overestimate your usage because it helps alot first month. Like I said. When you are ready to do it, I can't tell you when. Don't forget about doxepine and don't let doctor tell u trazadone or ambien or seroquel is better. I did NIDA/FDA GABA withdrawal trial for doxepine and it was amazing stuff.
ok, i did not admit my benzo habit when i went to my Sub Dr i was trying to get her to give them to me but she wouldnt budge maybe i will admit it to the therepist today and she can tell me something to take? or should i not admit my usage to her..? i was just going to let her ask the questions since its the 1st visit so i can feel her out
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14169029 - 03/23/11 10:05 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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this new dealer No Love for Me. he say he wont come to my house for just 5$
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14169040 - 03/23/11 10:08 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Whatever you are comfortable with, but if your doctor is being hard head about benzo taper or wants to do it too fast then find a new doctor. They aren't hard to come by and getting frustrated or sick (literally) with one doctor when you aren't ready isn't worth the stress. I say feel out therapist first but if you feel comfortable go for it. Therapist can't divulge info to doctor unless u consent or life is in danger
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14169041 - 03/23/11 10:08 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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ellenallien said:
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withoutawire said: Detox only when you want to. Don't taper with Xanax because it's short half life is a clusterfuck. Just go to sub doctor and ask for Valium taper and they will do it. Overestimate your usage because it helps alot first month. Like I said. When you are ready to do it, I can't tell you when. Don't forget about doxepine and don't let doctor tell u trazadone or ambien or seroquel is better. I did NIDA/FDA GABA withdrawal trial for doxepine and it was amazing stuff.
ok, i did not admit my benzo habit when i went to my Sub Dr i was trying to get her to give them to me but she wouldnt budge maybe i will admit it to the therepist today and she can tell me something to take? or should i not admit my usage to her..? i was just going to let her ask the questions since its the 1st visit so i can feel her out
...the purpose of going to see a therapist is so they can feel you out, not the other way around....
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: withoutawire]
#14169046 - 03/23/11 10:10 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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withoutawire said: Therapist can't divulge info to doctor unless u consent or life is in danger
i like this rule, but who says they dont conversate in passing, wouldnt u if u had their job?
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14169052 - 03/23/11 10:11 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Shit, I been up since yesterday. Got that strung out feeling going on. Still drinking too for no apparent reason.. it's not doing shit to me anymore. Haha.
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: eris]
#14169070 - 03/23/11 10:14 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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You'll stop drinking. I tried to get high on opiates while I'm on vivitrol and it was a huge tease. I got so frustrated I gave up.
Yeah Ellan which is why I say wait until you feel comfortable yourself
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14169078 - 03/23/11 10:15 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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ellenallien said:
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withoutawire said: Therapist can't divulge info to doctor unless u consent or life is in danger
i like this rule, but who says they dont conversate in passing, wouldnt u if u had their job? 
they dont share info. at least quality doctors/therapists dont. they have their own lives to live, they dont dwell on their patients and their patients issues when they talk to other people.
my one sister (A) works as a psych ward, and after my other sister (K) and her husband got divorced her husband tried to kill himself.
he ended up in the psych ward A works in, and A wont even tell K anything about the whole thing. K knows her ex husband tried to kill himself, but thats all she knows. and she only knows because he was taking care of her daughter when he tried to kill himself, so the police brought her daughter back to her.
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: eris]
#14169096 - 03/23/11 10:18 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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same!
i have a speech tomoro 4 uni that i havent started. thinkin of improvising it in my zombie like state
should be fun
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that is good reassurance  i have a natural distrust for "the Coats" but i'm out of options, trying anything/everything
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14169174 - 03/23/11 10:32 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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ellenallien said: that is good reassurance  i have a natural distrust for "the Coats" but i'm out of options, trying anything/everything
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ellenallien said:
If you want to taper with benzos just make sure you have PLENTY of them so you don't have to stress yourself to fix more, then write out a journal with dosages you will be taking every day, slowly decreasing each day.
Be honest with yourself and remain on "schedule" or keep true to that journal
cheers ellen 
edit: smoking weed helps me a lot with cravings for other drugs
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14169294 - 03/23/11 10:54 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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ellenallien said: this new dealer No Love for Me. he say he wont come to my house for just 5$ 
yeah, delivering for $5 doesn't sound too common
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: DrMambo]
#14169318 - 03/23/11 10:58 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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DrMambo said:
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ellenallien said: this new dealer No Love for Me. he say he wont come to my house for just 5$ 
yeah, delivering for $5 doesn't sound too common
he is a "new guy" if i made a phone call to "the Boss"  he would FLAME that "foot soljah"   & give me some for free "hello kitty" is their number#1 customer  but i dont need them that bad  still have some, i just like having Xtra
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Re: E*llen M*akes C*ookiees <3 [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14169364 - 03/23/11 11:08 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I just grinded 15 hawaian baby woodrose seeds and theyre now soaking in water :P
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