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Anonymous #1

i hate living at home
    #14147479 - 03/19/11 08:52 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

i just have to get it out somewhere.  i am getting sick of living at home even with my nice bed and everything.  if i could get a well paying steady good job id take it in a second, but im just tired of being the odd person out.  everyone around me is ffucking programmed as fuck,its absurd.  the way some people here praise god makes me want to slice my head off.  it sickens me though.  i see adults here get drunk on a saturday night and everything is god this god that, bla bla bla.  it sound stupid to read it but its a whole nother game living with it, it does disturb me though and after all this im the one who looks psychotic cause i think theyre all fucking delusioned. im just sick of being the one singled out and it doesnt help i have a lot of anxiety about getting into new social situations so a part of me feels trapped but i may throw out some postings on craigslist for serious bands. 'maybe' that can be my saving grace .  i also have some other personal shit but i take it all one at a time.


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Re: i hate living at home [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #14147487 - 03/19/11 08:54 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

anyone else here go through some shit like this??  also ps, just for more info i am finishing up college-liberal arts degree while i am at home . and i do enjoy the free rent while i have it definetely


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Re: i hate living at home [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #14147497 - 03/19/11 08:57 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

I'm stuck in a situation I'd rather not be in as well...

Just remember, home is where the heart is.

Follow your heart & be happy.


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Re: i hate living at home [Re: shthd]
    #14148432 - 03/19/11 01:33 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

good words man.


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Re: i hate living at home [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #14155032 - 03/20/11 05:37 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Just accept the situation and have some fun with it. After all we are all programmed. Your reaction to their  programmed mind is a program. You can not escape it. Experiment on you programmed reaction. And see what's happening. Just take it as a game. And in the same time make a get way plan to escape it if you really feel that is not your place. Remember there are only 3 acceptable actions in life: accept, change or run! Resisting is the worst action. You will know which is better for your situation.


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Re: i hate living at home [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #14157699 - 03/21/11 02:24 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Ya, I feel ya.

Always get this shit out.
Communicating it has always 'fuckin helped me.

Finding peace with it is the biggest thing for me that helps me through that shit.

If need be I take it moment to moment, day to day, piece by peace.:wink:
It can be difficult when you have an anger problem.

There is no 'perfection' in our humaness, so I find peace in solitude, nature. And I don't mean any offense by this, applying it to you, but. I feel it a shame to let myself get jaded about the external hells and chaos I find myself in. It's disempowering...
You have control of your reality. Ultimately it is you who has the final say in how you internalize and let the external world affect you internally.

I'd from personal experience encourage spending time in nature, or just walking in general. Remove yourself from your daily patterns or the patterns in the world that disturb you the most and be alone, or with someone real, if you have that.
Solitude can be a mans best friend when the company of others creates a sense of isolation and displeasure.

Another thing for myself was finding an outlet for self expression and using that outlet when the world has got me jaded, I write, play music, wood/stone/bone carve, make plant medicines and even diddle my dick, I mean fuck, might as well blow a load and feel good if nothing else seems o.k. and on that note, if you have a girlfriend you can easily channel those emotions into sex, always healthy.:thumbup:

But ya,I sincerely hope things get better for you.
One of my late friends would always say "Just cope... Just cope..." Lots of hard times under our belts...

Hope what I said helps you in one way or another.:thumbup:


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