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Poid
Shroomery's #1 Spellir




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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Mello Kitty]
#14144686 - 03/18/11 06:26 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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ellenallien said: i belong nowhere and i never have i am nothing
-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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Envix
Avoidant Disorder



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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Poid]
#14144695 - 03/18/11 06:27 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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why do we feel the need for other people to validate our existence
no one is living your life but your self
-------------------- smack a hoe out this dimension continue my ascension -bhad bhabie rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b
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Poid
Shroomery's #1 Spellir




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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Envix]
#14144777 - 03/18/11 06:40 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Because we're social creatures and we're programmed that way.
I know, it sucks ass.
-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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I_was_the_walrus
eggshells



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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Poid]
#14144878 - 03/18/11 06:59 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Poid said: Because we're social creatures and we're programmed that way.
I know, it sucks ass. 
Yeah pretty much. That, and a recent break up. I went from living with a "soul mate" for 5 years, dog, and a 9-5 job....to single, sleeping alone, waking up alone, quit my job, sold all my shit and moved to places where I know pretty much nobody. Its just a drastic lifestyle change. I feel like I need to do it though. I fucking have to do this. I need to learn to be happy by myself, being completely independent. Im just having a hard time adjusting.
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Poid
Shroomery's #1 Spellir




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How old are you?
-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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I_was_the_walrus
eggshells



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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Poid]
#14145204 - 03/18/11 07:57 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Only 26. I left home before 18. Lived with room mates. Partied, played in bands..that kinda shit. Met a girl at 21 and ended up in a 5 year relationship. Ive always lived with somebody, or had somebody to fall back on/help me out in tight situations. Ive never been out there all alone before. Nothing but a tent, a sleeping bag and some clothes. Guess its time to learn...
Leaving vegas for a florida farm on monday..
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Poid
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I_was_the_walrus said: Ive never been out there all alone before. Nothing but a tent, a sleeping bag and some clothes. Guess its time to learn...
I did this when I was like 19 (I'm 22 now), it was pretty fun.
-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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Envix
Avoidant Disorder



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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Poid]
#14145243 - 03/18/11 08:04 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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ive been alone my whole life
fuckin sucks man
-------------------- smack a hoe out this dimension continue my ascension -bhad bhabie rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b
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Poid
Shroomery's #1 Spellir




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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Envix]
#14145253 - 03/18/11 08:06 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Foster children, LOL
-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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Envix
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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Poid]
#14145301 - 03/18/11 08:14 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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i have a bunch of half-siblings but i never see them
and my mom i see from time to time but we dont really have a lot to talk about because we've never lived together
my dad is cool but we have a weird relationship too i haven't seen him in years. i used to visit him on weekends as a kid but stopped going when i was a teenager so i could attempt gaining a social life.. which failed miserably
-------------------- smack a hoe out this dimension continue my ascension -bhad bhabie rip. todcasil, acid sloth, st1llnox, zappaisgod, big worm (sketch), tim b
Edited by Envix (03/18/11 08:16 PM)
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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Envix]
#14145306 - 03/18/11 08:15 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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well envix sounds like suicides all that's left  can i have your stuff?
-------------------- koods said: Young male going by the name "Bassfreak" entered Worcester General complaining of a sharp pain in his buttock region after attending EDM event. Attending physician considered a possible diagnosis of acute rave anus, but upon further investigation it was determined there was nothing cute about patient's anus. Life-long trip report
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I_was_the_walrus said: Only 26. I left home before 18. Lived with room mates. Partied, played in bands..that kinda shit. Met a girl at 21 and ended up in a 5 year relationship. Ive always lived with somebody, or had somebody to fall back on/help me out in tight situations. Ive never been out there all alone before. Nothing but a tent, a sleeping bag and some clothes. Guess its time to learn...
Leaving vegas for a florida farm on monday..
dont forget about the shroomery
i enjoy reading your posts
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Poid
Shroomery's #1 Spellir




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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Envix]
#14146643 - 03/19/11 12:44 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Envix said:

i have a bunch of half-siblings but i never see them
and my mom i see from time to time but we dont really have a lot to talk about because we've never lived together
my dad is cool but we have a weird relationship too i haven't seen him in years. i used to visit him on weekends as a kid but stopped going when i was a teenager so i could attempt gaining a social life.. which failed miserably 
I'm sorry to hear that, hope shit works out for ya.
-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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1tokeovrtheline
life=painfully beautiful



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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Poid]
#14146675 - 03/19/11 12:55 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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damn respect dude, I've felt like doing that, but don't have the money and am just too stressed and concerned over the pressure to finish college, have an apartment, have a job, etc. Goddammit I hate societal pressures
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Music, business as usual Mi' spliff and Guiness as usual Highgrade we puffin as usual Fight down the system as usual The system fight we down as usual The cops dem a watch we as usual And a we a watch the cops as usual
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Poid
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1tokeovrtheline said: Goddammit I hate societal pressures
Me too, that's why I'm glad to be at peace in my own free apartment, which I'll have for life BTW.
-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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Internetvirus



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California will always be waiting for you all. Well not always. And not all.
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Poid
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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Internetvirus]
#14146766 - 03/19/11 01:28 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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God I love this state, I'm so glad to live here and not some shitty-ass state like Montana or something.
-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Poid]
#14146776 - 03/19/11 01:32 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Poid
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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Internetvirus]
#14146787 - 03/19/11 01:36 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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-------------------- Well I try my best to be just like I am, but everybody wants you to be just like them. -- Bob Dylan  fireworks_god said:It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.
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Re: Who else here belongs nowhere? [Re: Poid]
#14147060 - 03/19/11 03:19 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I envy your freedom.
Sometimes having too many ties can be incredibly suffocating... Knowing that you have so many people that you are in one way or another responsible for. After a while, you stop living for yourself and start living to meet their expectations. I feel lost too, but in a different way. I wish I could leave everything behind to discover what it is that I really want/need.
-------------------- "Afterwards, the compromise. Bodies resume their boundaries. These legs, for instance, mine. Your arms take you back in. Spoons of our fingers, lips admit their ownership. The bedding yawns, a door blows aimlessly ajar and overhead, a plane singsongs coming down. Nothing is changed, except there was a moment when the wolf, the mongering wolf who stands outside the self lay lightly down, and slept." -Maxine Kumin
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