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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: igwna]
#14140912 - 03/18/11 12:32 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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gl with detox bro... shit's tough.
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: zSDMF]
#14140927 - 03/18/11 12:35 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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zSDMF said: gl with detox bro... shit's tough.
yeah its far from fun and its been my first real tango with it. i imagine it can be a LOT worse than it is for me right now as i really try to limit myself.
last few weeks i got kinda too into the nasty devil
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: igwna]
#14140937 - 03/18/11 12:37 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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the worst pain I have ever experienced was detoxing from about a 25-30x 30mg roxi habit a day. I was using like that for I think 13 months. it felt like every bone was rotating inside of me and simultaneously puncturing every organ/muscle in my body.
opiates ftl ... but oh how I love 'em so......
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: igwna]
#14140940 - 03/18/11 12:37 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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iboga
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: zSDMF]
#14140948 - 03/18/11 12:38 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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zSDMF said: the worst pain I have ever experienced was detoxing from about a 25-30x 30mg roxi habit a day. I was using like that for I think 13 months. it felt like every bone was rotating inside of me and simultaneously puncturing every organ/muscle in my body.
opiates ftl ... but oh how I love 'em so......
yeah, i already kinda have more on the way.. 
i kind of wanted one more chance to see if i could moderate myself to a safe amount and frequency before giving them up entirely.
its almost too fun to give up.
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: clown133]
#14140951 - 03/18/11 12:39 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Ibogaine sucks.
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: withoutawire]
#14140952 - 03/18/11 12:40 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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from experience?
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: igwna]
#14140960 - 03/18/11 12:41 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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theMERRYiguana said:
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zSDMF said: the worst pain I have ever experienced was detoxing from about a 25-30x 30mg roxi habit a day. I was using like that for I think 13 months. it felt like every bone was rotating inside of me and simultaneously puncturing every organ/muscle in my body.
opiates ftl ... but oh how I love 'em so......
yeah, i already kinda have more on the way.. 
i kind of wanted one more chance to see if i could moderate myself to a safe amount and frequency before giving them up entirely.
its almost too fun to give up.
thats whats so bad about opiates.. once you figure out that you love 'em, the reality it seems most of us come to realize is that we'd rather live with them than without them.
I'm using OC 2-3 times a month and I just cant seem to totally stop. its no problem for me to NOT use for say a week, but once that 8th or 9th day rolls around all thats on my mind is scoring and getting high. don't quit fantasizing about the shit til I get my fix, either.
dirty, dirty stuff.
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: zSDMF]
#14141005 - 03/18/11 12:49 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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zSDMF said:
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theMERRYiguana said:
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zSDMF said: the worst pain I have ever experienced was detoxing from about a 25-30x 30mg roxi habit a day. I was using like that for I think 13 months. it felt like every bone was rotating inside of me and simultaneously puncturing every organ/muscle in my body.
opiates ftl ... but oh how I love 'em so......
yeah, i already kinda have more on the way.. 
i kind of wanted one more chance to see if i could moderate myself to a safe amount and frequency before giving them up entirely.
its almost too fun to give up.
thats whats so bad about opiates.. once you figure out that you love 'em, the reality it seems most of us come to realize is that we'd rather live with them than without them.
I'm using OC 2-3 times a month and I just cant seem to totally stop. its no problem for me to NOT use for say a week, but once that 8th or 9th day rolls around all thats on my mind is scoring and getting high. don't quit fantasizing about the shit til I get my fix, either.
dirty, dirty stuff.
yeah thats where i'm at myself. except my 2-3 times a month usually has the potential to last a week each time.
being a lightweight does seem to have its advantages. (until the tolerance gets even higher)
i remember quitting everything for a month before this. it was awesome for that month, i felt GREAT. but more and more the desire for the opiates returned and.. here i am.
i wonder if i truly live less all doped up and happy as a zombie, opposed to being full of dissent sober.
i feel like i'm lacking that "spark" of passion that is required to stay sober and get shit done.
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: igwna]
#14141024 - 03/18/11 12:54 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I like opiates, they feel nice, but I don't think I love them like some people do. I'd much rather eat some acid and smoke a little herb.
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: Frost]
#14141028 - 03/18/11 12:54 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I love opiates about as much as I love anything else in this world =\
sad but true
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: zSDMF]
#14141051 - 03/18/11 12:59 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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i love opiates as well. im kind of glad ive never been able to get a constant supply of them. or get my hands on heroin.
recently i had a trip that put a lot of shit in perspective and i have since decided to completely quit doing drugs other than hallucinogens and smoking bud, and even those i will only do sparingly, a treat of sorts.
no drinking. no pills. no coke.
im glad i got to this point before getting heroin. because i would have liked it too much and i know it. theres nothing like nodding your balls off. sometimes even just thinking about opiates (and having never been physically addicted to them) i feel like im addicted. one morning i woke up and heard my roommate open a bottle of pills (it was vitamins, i checked... ), and for some reason it made me think "OXYCODONE" and i spent the rest of the day wishing i had some opiates. i even went to the doctor (as i had a terrible cough at the time) hoping to get some promethazine + codeine cough syrup. instead i got some bullshit.
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Re: (((L)))uminous (((N)))uminous (((C)))reation [Re: Samuel L Jackson]
#14141406 - 03/18/11 02:56 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Here you nigras go, as promised. Sorry for such a long fucking wait, had to convert the file to MP3, then make a video in Windows Movie Maker then upload to Youtube... been at this for fucking hours already, even had to forgo my sleep for the night just for this but I finally have that sneak preview I promised you guys.
Cerulean Transience of All My Imagined Shores - ...Of The Macrocosm I
Any and all feedback is welcome! I put my heart and soul into this.
Edited by sunset_mission (03/18/11 02:58 AM)
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