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MisterMuscaria



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Re: EMC [Re: trekie]
#14129625 - 03/16/11 08:59 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Lol Im not in a band, Im following the Dead on tour.
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Todcasil
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Re: EMC [Re: trekie]
#14129632 - 03/16/11 09:01 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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MisterMuscaria said: Lol Im not in a band, Im following the Dead on tour.
 Well shit, you should totally start a band, we would come see you 
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trekie said: Im here lurking waiting for the electric company to read my meter. Got an 800 dollar bill last month and know its total bullshit.
Other then that me and my girl have been fighting over my lack of me making enough money (never mind Ive been paying the grocery's and all the pot ).
She just blew a grand on a laptop and now is pissed she doesn't have any money.
Have a meeting next Tuesday with an academic advisor. Time to go back for my third useless degree. This one being in computer science.
I have this sinking feeling im going to be single again..... Gonna call up a buddy from the army and see if shit hits the fan I can stay there for awhile.
Time to smoke some blue cheese and fill out more apps. Any tips at getting corporate jobs (IE best buy ,home depot ect)?
PS MM what type of music do you guys play and any chance your stop at chicago? I know a few dive bars you could play at. They pay in booze though 
Bogus enchiladas hombre. Bad digs on the babe AND the bill. Remember, don't jet when things get bad and it pays off in the FUTURE.
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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trekie
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Ops I fail or we fail. I read that totally wrong. I like the dead but never got into them to much.
Ive heard stories of people following them. They always seem to have a great trip
-------------------- I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
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Re: EMC [Re: trekie]
#14129641 - 03/16/11 09:04 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Check out this new music video (just hit the mute button):
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Todcasil
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THANK YOU so much for that. I'm taking it with me, cool?
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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trekie
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Not a matter of jetting we live with each other. Just to the point where she might ask me to leave. That being the case , I just want to make sure I have somewhere to go besides the homeless shelter. I've had to stay in one before and would like to avoid that.
Family is not an option for me. I went through some bad shit with them and got emancipated when I was 16.
So if any of you get a line on a job in chi-town drop me a line. I will do about anything for shit ass wage. Trust me Im not giving up, once you bring a child into this world you no longer have that option
-------------------- I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
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Todcasil
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Re: EMC [Re: trekie]
#14129683 - 03/16/11 09:15 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Understood bro. You sound like a survivor. I'm a survivor too, a self proclaimed orphan and student of everything.
I'm not trying to tell you what to do, just being silly. I hope she doesn't really drive you out though, I hate moving.
you know I moved six times this year?
So not fun.
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Doc_T
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Re: EMC [Re: trekie]
#14129702 - 03/16/11 09:21 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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trekie said: This one being in computer science.
I've got one of those. It's useless. 
Unless you're getting a master's maybe?
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danlennon3
LivingIsEasyWithEyesClosed.....



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woke up feelin a little crappy. I think once I eat breakfast and walk around a little, Ill feel better. Whatever it is, I still gotta go to class
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trekie
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Ive had years like that too. My first year I got out of the military I didnt have a preeminent place to stay. Just lived in my car that year. If I couldnt fit it in my C bag I didnt need it
Went all over ended up in seattle for awhile and parts of cali. Got stuck in Lawrence Kansas for 3 months. Strangely enough had a blast there. Found an abandon house that was full of manikins. so creepy. Wish I had a scanner still have picture somewhere around.
And I appreciate the advice just explain things a bit better.
I hear you about being from no where. When your parents are drug addict bikers. Shit hits the fan a lot and when it does you need to bail.
-------------------- I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
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Todcasil
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Re: EMC [Re: trekie]
#14129737 - 03/16/11 09:33 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I was in the military too! What was your MOS? I lucked out and got 25M10, multi-media illustrator and graphic artist.
I got to go to Baltimore and Washington, ended up in Texas for my first real duty station, got married like an idiot in love. Lasted a little while too, so when I got out I didn't have to roam, we stayed with her well to-do grandparents (damn it's starting to sound like the notebook! lol)
Yeah my family on my moms side (which raised me) are a bunch of hard working criminals and drug addicts. My grandma is lovely though, she has stayed with me despite of many complications with the law (kidnapping/drug dealing etc). My foster parents tried to keep me away from my real family, but my grandmother was persistent.
I am all in one piece now, but I was in pieces the whole time I was growing up. Consequently, I feel as if I still am growing up, at twenty-nine! But I'm keeping things together, found a spiritual path and someone who loves me despite all my flaws.
Things are starting to work themselves out finally 
/longwinded!
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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trekie
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My Mos was suppose to be counter intelligence. Do a few years work for the feds when I get out. But since I had problems with getting my security clearance, when I arrived for training I was listed as a 11B infantrymen.
I got a 98 on the asvap and end up 11b wtf. So I was at Fort benning GA training till I went to Fort Stewart for a month. Then we were deployed to Kuwait. I ended up on meds and self medicating. Got hurt and sent home. Found out about drug use and I went a little off the deep end in rehab.
Ended up with a less then honorable discharge in 2004.
Took a few years to get my life back in order. Still have issues with sleep and stress. So far coups amounts of MJ help. The other alternatives Ive seen and there not pretty.
I've been trying to get my discharge changed because obviously I was suffering from a mental breakdown and I would love and benefit greatly from the VA medical benefits.
BTW The mintue we stop growing(UP) is the mintue we start dying
-------------------- I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Edited by trekie (03/16/11 10:05 AM)
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Mello Kitty
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OMG i think the sun is trying to poke its lil head out birds are chirping and the rain has stopped! im amazed 
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Todcasil
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We kick ass 
That's a crazy story man, but not one that I'm unfamiliar with. The Army does what it wants with a man, that's for sure.
Here's to you getting your discharge changed man, that's a good call and I hope it ends well for you 
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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trekie
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Yeah growing up was tough. My dad is a biker and sorta fathered a bunch of children. He was married to my mom for awhile but things didnt work out. He was an abusive asshole any way. Last thing I heard from him he was back in prison for armed robbery and possession.
I haven't seen him since I was 6 or 7 last i heard from him was 10 years ago.
I have no desire to see him because of what he did to one of my half brothers. Tommy (half brother) went to live with him when he was 20. My dad was running drugs in his truck. That my brother borrowed to find a job get pulled over. He got popped with a shit ton of meth in florida. Got 10 years.
After my dad left my mom went nuts and started doing tons of coke. After a few years my grandparents got me and didnt see my mom for 4 years.
She came back married to a different abusive asshole drunk ( she has a type).
Had to move back in with her. Got kicked out of the house first time at 12. My ass of a step dad waited till my mom and grandparents where out of town to kick me out. So I would have no where to turn.
Shit like that went on till I was 16 and came to school with a black eye and a gash in my head. I was close with the social worker. I he found out what happened. .
2 years later I was in the army
-------------------- I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
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Mello Kitty
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House Keeping! want me fluff pillow?
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Todcasil
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Re: EMC [Re: trekie]
#14130014 - 03/16/11 10:44 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Crazy style 
I repeat, we kick ass
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Todcasil
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Quote:
ellenallien said: House Keeping! want me fluff pillow?

Come fluff my pillows!!




-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Mello Kitty
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omg i love them!!
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danlennon3
LivingIsEasyWithEyesClosed.....



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ellen, I just need a hug. I feel crappy
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