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My little brother tried to kill himself today...
    #14128373 - 03/16/11 12:05 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Ok so I need to get this out to someone and don't know who to turn to so I figured I'd talk to The Shroomery :smile:

P is me and J is my brother and R is J's girlfriend. We live about half an hour away from eachother and we don't have much contact really but...So I just learned all of this today,

Saturday:
Late at night J was talking to friends on World of Warcraft per usual but he left up the part that said "You can have my account and all my gold I dont't need it where I'm going."

Sunday:
Early morning hours (1-3am)
My younger brother who doesn't live with me at age 15 went out and bought a gram and a half of ketamine and a 100 bag of bud
He snuck back into his room fell asleep and treated the day as an ordinary day then went to sleep ready for school on Monday.

Monday:
J never went to school, he skipped to hang out with R  for the day
Night - J didn't come home

Tuesday:
J is still not home so at 2:30 I got a call from my mom asking if I knew anything about him leaving and since I hadn't she then informed me that J and R have been missing since Monday morning and that they found a note to a friend on WoW saying he was going to be dead on Tuesday.

Well it turns out he and his girlfriend tried to kill themselves because they loved each other and neither parents were letting J and R hang out. They stayed in an empty food freezer in the middle of nowhere with the drugs and put out two lines and tried to kill themselves with 750mg ketamine...

I of course got this call right after a line of ketamine and some rolls earlier on and I could not hear that right as I was about to k hole so I told her I couldn't talk and hung up.

Thank god after that they called and they found J and R and R had puked her half of the K and J was in bad shape.

So now he's in a hospital recovering from a pretty crazy k hole I'm sure and I was too fucked up to go see him today...

Even though he's done the whole cutting thing before, that just seemed like he wanted attention from his friends at his new school, I just never thought he would really try to go through with it...

I'm still recovering from this so please no rude remarks as I have seen happen so many times in the pub...Just keep a little J in your mind and send good vibes his way

Thanks Shroomery, I feel a hell of a lot better after writing this out and maybe I'll be able to see my bro once I get some sleep...


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: freeskierpj]
    #14128390 - 03/16/11 12:08 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

thats wild, glad hes alright.  Tell him to get started on the trip report...

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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: freeskierpj]
    #14128391 - 03/16/11 12:08 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Holy shit! It's good they found your brother and his GF. Hopefully, they can get the help they need.

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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: Le_Canard]
    #14128409 - 03/16/11 12:12 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

sorry to hear dude.


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: freeskierpj]
    #14128419 - 03/16/11 12:13 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Don't you need a hell of a lot of ketamine to kill yourself?

Anyways, glad he's okay...give him some guidance and show him love. This is called giving him attention(not saying you aren't giving him any), but I'm sure a hug or "I love you" on the daily or something will help him out greatly.


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: Le_Canard]
    #14128420 - 03/16/11 12:13 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Yea R is doing fine because she puked up all the k before it fully dissolved I guess and yea I hope they get the help they need too thanks Toilet.

I'm definitely going to be talking to him at least though but I don't know what to say cause I do/have done all the drugs that he's been doing and he knows that so I don't really know how to approach talking to him...


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: freeskierpj]
    #14128429 - 03/16/11 12:15 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

And mono yea I'm thinking I should start building a relationship with him again just not too sure how seeing as we live 45 minutes away but I guess skype works for now...


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: Moronicus]
    #14128439 - 03/16/11 12:17 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

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Don't you need a hell of a lot of ketamine to kill yourself?






Yeah it does, but if you K-hole in a freezer, you could easily freeze or suffocate to death.

@ OP: Hope he's doing ok.

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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: danlennon3]
    #14128444 - 03/16/11 12:18 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Sounds like drug ridden romeo and juliet.
But in all seriousness, hope your bro ends up being ok.
He should know relationships with others are important and special. If he actually died same with her, what makes him so sure they would be together on the other side? After death is a msytery. No one knows for sure what happens once you die.
Hold on to the moments you have with others while alive, those are guaranteed.


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: freeskierpj]
    #14128455 - 03/16/11 12:20 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Just gotta sit him down, have a heart to heart. Tell him that your family loves him, you love him, how scared you were, etc. Build a relationship, go to a fucking baseball game or something - have some fun with him. I have a little brother myself and I don't know what I'd do if this happened to me. He looks up to you, though, you're the older brother. He will listen.

Almost killing yourself for a girl that will probably move on in a month or two. Ah, young love :heart:

Pretty ridiculous, though. There isn't even any explanation for anything beyond death. Couldn't death effectively separate them forever? I don't get it, but I don't get a lot of things teenagers do.


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: gzuf]
    #14128480 - 03/16/11 12:27 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Good luck man, my mother walked in on my younger brother trying to hang himself when he was 10 because he was being bullied in school.  My brother doesn't even know I know about it, every once and a while I just hurt inside knowing that he almost killed himself over little faggots in grade school. 

No bullshit though, taking a bunch of drugs and chilling in a freezer... that might not be too bad of a way to check out, I'll remember this :strokebeard:.

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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: freeskierpj]
    #14128511 - 03/16/11 12:33 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

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Moronicus said:
Don't you need a hell of a lot of ketamine to kill yourself?






Yeah it does, but if you K-hole in a freezer, you could easily freeze or suffocate to death.

@ OP: Hope he's doing ok.



Dang, well I don't think I do drugs in the freezer anyways.

but yes, OP..try to get some family counseling or something. There might be a deeper rooter reason for this attempt on his own life. Do it before he succeeds or plans it out better.. :sad:


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: gzuf]
    #14128595 - 03/16/11 12:56 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Just a little something back,

My older bro attempted suicide a long time ago (I think he was around 12 or 13 at the time) and luckily told us of his overdose before it did any harm.  Found out that he had been depressed for a while, and just never told anyone.  Afterward he was understandably depressed for a decent amount of time, got "Better," slipped into depression later in his mid-late teens, and then came out of it round 21-22 (I know most of this from observing, as at the time we weren't very close).

After going through that time in my life (teens/puberty) and watching some others struggle through it, I gained an appreciation for just how hard it is to understand/deal with those new powerful and intense emotions (longest sentence ever).  I make fun of the emo/angsty teens, bitching about relatively pointless shit.  But when you first get involved with a chick, that gushy feeling is pouring all over.  Not having perspective through life experience means you have no baseline, so any shit can be big shit... you just don't know any better.

Everyone is right, definitely talk to him (as awkward as that first convo is going to be).  A big thing is to try and offer some guidance, try to get the "Bigger Picture" across to him.  But also be mindful of not belittling his feelings.  Something like, "I appreciate how you feel about this girl, she's pretty fucking cool.  But you need to see that you've got this huge expanse of life to experience.  In the short term, it sucks.  But trust me, its gonna get better."  If you can, steal him away round 8 some night.  Light up a blunt, listen to music and just cruise.  Give him a little depart from the shit he's got going on.  Big brothers can pull off that mentor shit and usually get away with it.

A few years after all the shit settled, we ended up finding common ground on a few subjects.  That progressed, now I'd say he's one of the few people I can really relate to (but then again the dynamic is different, me as a little bro and you as an older).

Best of luck man.


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: Treefeeler]
    #14128646 - 03/16/11 01:06 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Man this is pretty sick that kids are exposed to drugs on the street at 12-13. Man I'm working to organize a movement to end DARE as I believe that only increases drug use; I believe addicts, not police telling them how drugs fucked up their lives is much more useful. Hey you don't even need the little thing with the drugs.

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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: iluvfungi]
    #14128687 - 03/16/11 01:14 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

Im sorry you have to go through this shit, my family has too (my older sister). It definitely takes time and effort from everyone around him and her. Talking is great, but its beyond just talking. Being involved on a daily bases is what helped my sister in the long run.


I wish you and your family the best. :hug:


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    #14128805 - 03/16/11 01:53 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

:sad: sorry to hear what happened, but glad to hear everyone is okay.


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: Legend]
    #14128862 - 03/16/11 02:15 AM (12 years, 11 months ago)

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Well it turns out he and his girlfriend tried to kill themselves because they loved each other and neither parents were letting J and R hang out.



don't mean to sound like a dick, but that sounds retarded lol


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: Envix]
    #14130388 - 03/16/11 12:07 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

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Well it turns out he and his girlfriend tried to kill themselves because they loved each other and neither parents were letting J and R hang out.



don't mean to sound like a dick, but that sounds retarded lol




Well they both have severe psychological problems so yea it may sound retarded to someone of sound mind but I guess to them it made sense.


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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: freeskierpj] * 1
    #14130407 - 03/16/11 12:12 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

i mean, they couldn't just wait a couple years till they were old enough to transgress their parents' authority??

in romeo and juliet the entire community and pretty much everyone they knew was violently against their relationship and it caused havoc throughout the whole of society. so they didn't really have a choice..

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Re: My little brother tried to kill himself today... [Re: Envix]
    #14130447 - 03/16/11 12:21 PM (12 years, 11 months ago)

That's sad to hear, I hope you guys can work everything out.

I want to say though (if it's any consolation), trying to kill himself with ketamine doesn't sound like he's COMPLETELY serious. You mentioned the cutting thing as a call for attention. Granted doing that to yourself is pretty serious, but it seems like another cry for attention. I hope your family can get your brother's problems rectified soon before they worsen.

Good luck man!


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