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MadMaxene
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Bad reaction to PE.
#14126984 - 03/15/11 08:03 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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We were at a hotel with friends and I ate 3gs of penis envy. The most out of everyone there. The two other girls there were obnoxious and the other guy there was out of it. I started feeling like I was fighting for consciousness after about thirty minues, and it was getting a little hard to breathe. Plus I was nauseous. I had eaten a decent amount that day, though, so it definitely wasn't on an empty stomach. Chris - my boyfriend - knew something was wrong and we left for home. I could barely walk. Shit was moving and I was weak. My legs barely held me up. I'm surprised I made it to the car. By the time we were in the car I was extremely fucked up. I was mumbling incoherently and like falling down and highly nauseous. I had to keep the car window down the whole ride. I was highly delirious. I didn't know where we were or where we were going. I was terrified. Things I knew were familiar were totally strange to me. Chris wasn't tripping, yet it seemed like we were barely able to stay in the lanes. I was almost unconscious at this point. My eyes were rolling back into my head and I was fighting so hard to stay away. I nearly lost control of my bowel movements and almost pissed myself. The car ride home was excruciating. A 45 min ride felt like hours. I had no idea where we were. I had never been so afraid in my life. Yet at the same time I was mentally sound because I knew that if I wanted to be okay I had to stay strong. When we got home I went to the bathroom - stumbling and falling like a belligerently drunk person - almost fainting on the way. I had just started to piss myself when I got in there. That was a bad sign. When people die or go unconscious they lose control of their bowels. Once I finished I wanted to get in bed. Chris helped. I lied down and started fighting for consciousness even harder. By this time I was extremely pale, my eyes had sunken in, and my eye sockets, toe nails, finger nails, and lips were purple. It seemed like I was losing circulation. My breathing was extremely shallow and Chris had to keep reminding me to breathe. It seems like I had respiratory failure and my lungs weren't depositing oxygen into my blood causing loss of circulation. I was certain I was going to die at this point. I was scared. I could barely stay awake. I couldn't breathe, couldn't feel my body, and my skin was ice cold. I was still mumbling on about how I just have to stay strong but I was trying not to give up. Apparently I kept getting paler. Chris honestly thought I might not make it. My head kept rolling and nodding and my eyes were practically in the back of my skull. He made me sit up a bit and drink water. The water went right through me and I nearly pissed myself again. Plus I almost vomited everywhere from the liquid too. He helped me stumble to the bathroom, carrying the trash just in case. We sat in the bathroom for an hour. While we were in there I started to have what seemed like liver failure. Do you know what jaundice is? It's when the skin turns yellow. Well mine did. And I almost puked so many times. I kept forcing water down. It was hard. Chris was trying not to break down and cry. He was so terrified. At one point my head dropped and I went out for a moment and he just hit me to keep me up. It lasted for a long time. After an hour it got a bit easier to stay conscious. I was still delirious though, and staying conscious was still an extremely hard battle. My body was literally shutting down. And the only thing that kept me alive was Chris and my mental strength and will to fight it. Around six in the morning - I ate the shrooms around one in the morning - I was okay. Muuuuuuuch more stabilized. I'm fine now. I have a miserable headache after sleeping for about ten hours.
Does anyone know what could have happened? I've done shrooms twice before and I had a great time. I have a picture of the mushrooms. I'm no expert in mushrooms, so if there was something wrong with them I wouldn't really have known. I know some of you may mock me, and blame this on inexperience, but I'm not here to be criticized. I'm here to gather information. So anything you can think of, please share.
Edited by MadMaxene (03/15/11 08:18 PM)
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wow
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: MadMaxene]
#14127090 - 03/15/11 08:25 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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first of all.. thats some fucked up lookin mushrooms!! i wouldnt have ate them at all if they look like that.. maybe you got sold some bunk shrooms? if everyone else tripped ok then it must have been because you were exhausted beforehand or you were having a bad trip induced by anxiety or some non related environmental factors.. really thats the only two possibilities i can think of
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: MadMaxene]
#14127096 - 03/15/11 08:27 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sounds like to me you simply ate too much! Penis envy are said by many to be more potent than regular cubes. Most people, even experienced people, wouldn't consume 3g's of PE. I don't believe you mentioned it but how many tiimes have you have you tripped on shrooms? Also if you're a small girl than 3g's of regular shrooms would probably make you trip pretty hard anyways. Try to learn from this experience-even if there appears to be nothing learned there is. You realized how strong/tough you are mentally and physically,and what a good boyfriend you have to take care of you. If you choose to do them again start with a smaller dose (esp. w/PE!) Psilocybin's are powerful spirits and their respect has to earned and I'd say after that experience you've earned it!!
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MadMaxene
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: wow]
#14127112 - 03/15/11 08:29 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Well, everyone ate them, but everyone else ate a little bit. Three out of four got nauseous, and the other two that got nauseous threw up. That's why I think they were okay. /:
And yeah. I wasn't sure if they were good or not. I trusted them, so I ate them. Do they really look that bad?
My guy said that I'd be fine eating 3g's of them. I suppose not. /: Then again, he does shrooms alllll of the time and he'd eaten 3.5g's and been fine. /: And yeah, I'm a small girl.
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: Sorealism]
#14127114 - 03/15/11 08:30 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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How much is that? And what did it cost?
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: Sorealism]
#14127155 - 03/15/11 08:37 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sorealism said: Sounds like to me you simply ate too much! Penis envy are said by many to be more potent than regular cubes. Most people, even experienced people, wouldn't consume 3g's of PE. I don't believe you mentioned it but how many tiimes have you have you tripped on shrooms? Also if you're a small girl than 3g's of regular shrooms would probably make you trip pretty hard anyways. Try to learn from this experience-even if there appears to be nothing learned there is. You realized how strong/tough you are mentally and physically,and what a good boyfriend you have to take care of you. If you choose to do them again start with a smaller dose (esp. w/PE!) Psilocybin's are powerful spirits and their respect has to earned and I'd say after that experience you've earned it!!
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Psilocybin makes up roughly 1% of the weight of Psilocybe cubensis mushrooms, and so nearly 1.7 kilograms of dried mushrooms, or 17 kilograms of fresh mushrooms, would be required for a 60 kg person to reach the 280 mg/kg LD50 rate of rats.
Those mushrooms look horrible bruising looks black, not dark blue, perhaps they were moldy, I'd blame it on what might have been growing on the shrooms.
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: Doc_T]
#14127280 - 03/15/11 08:58 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: Doc_T]
#14127576 - 03/15/11 09:49 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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ive ate 7+ grams and had no ill effect cept trippin balls.. ive never even gotten nauseus although i have a stomach of titanium... i think you may have had a classic "bad trip" or some bad mushrooms.. were you trippen? or just sick? when i had my first trip on pan subbs i ate ALOT of nasty dry pan subs and started to come up and i got EXTREMELY paranoid that i ate wrong mushrooms and was gonna die from resp fail/mush poisoning.. then i was fine and not sick about an hour or so later and was trippen pretty strong and i calmed myself down.. were you paranoid about the shrooms in any way like that? i dont get nauseus usually but its supposed to go away once the shrooms are digested a bit..
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Doc_T said: How much is that? And what did it cost?
id also like to know.. edit:although they look like shit.. they look legit IMHO... i still wouldnt have bought shrooms that werent mint personally...
Edited by wow (03/15/11 09:53 PM)
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MadMaxene
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: wow]
#14131111 - 03/16/11 01:48 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I think they were probably moldy. I really don't think it was a bad trip that caused such a physical reaction. I'm still kinda sick. My head hasn't stopped hurting, I have been highly lethargic, and I feel extremely empty. This all happened on Monday night, too. I don't know. I think they were bad shrooms. /:
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: MadMaxene]
#14133136 - 03/16/11 07:38 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Those shrooms remind me of this
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: MadMaxene]
#14133313 - 03/16/11 08:12 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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What did you experience accompanying the body-related worry? Because all perceived in the direction of "I'm dying" can amount to the mushroom-induced conviction of such happening. How did you deal with it? Mentally, that is. Though the shrooms look odd, I'll put aside the possibility of your body REALLY being shutting down: the experience of dying is a tremendous opportunity, should you go through it again accept the possibility. HOW CAN you feel like you're actually dying unless you've ever died before? The imagination plays a very obvious role here. I think what must be stressed regarding mushroom usage is the reality of the experience. Dying, what you must realize is that you want to be HERE - that something is happening is noticed, this being existence/reality. You SEE it. This requires your letting go of the Other.
What I'm saying is in dying alone can you see the reality of the situation. Be absolutely willing to die!
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MadMaxene
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Well, mentally I was very sound and accepting of whatever would happen. And I know the feeling of dying. Once before I intentionally overdosed on a bunch of pills, hoping to commit suicide, and was rushed to the emergency room and kept in ICU. So I definitely know the feeling of being poisoned and this was nearly identical, just much worse. My boyfriend was sober and witnessed all of it and he knew some bad shit was happening.
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: MadMaxene]
#14135199 - 03/17/11 03:39 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Those are definitely nasty looking. The stipe on the right almos looks like a baeo stipe with the twist. Maybe they were a mix? Sounds more like a food poisoning than anything psylocin would do. Probably from mold.
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: fngbronco]
#14142645 - 03/18/11 11:03 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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funky old mushies did you happen to learn anything?
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Re: Bad reaction to PE. [Re: R2-D2]
#14146415 - 03/18/11 11:36 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Those mushrooms look rotten.
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I agree those shrooms should have been tossed in the garbage not consumed.. Glad you're alright.
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