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I feel very..
#14127091 - 03/15/11 08:25 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I feel very disconnected and spacey for some reason. I've felt it a little bit through-out the day, but damn.. all of a sudden this rush has come over me. I don't feel like me. I feel non-existant. in a way.
It's so hard to describe. I feel nothing emotionally right now. Soooooo awkward.
What's everyone up to?
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: Eshu]
#14127098 - 03/15/11 08:27 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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The rapture is starting...
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I think it's part of the human experience and wouldn't over think it if I were you.
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: Eshu]
#14127118 - 03/15/11 08:31 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Yeah, it's happened to me too, it's called ennui. Life's kind of a pain in the dick that way.
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: justaguy]
#14127125 - 03/15/11 08:32 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Not really. But how do I post pics of this?
Maybe I'll reply and the reply will be empty.. better yet..
Here ya go..
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: Eshu]
#14127131 - 03/15/11 08:34 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Have you ever felt this way so strongly that you just wanted to break out of "yourself" completely??
I feel like that on mushrooms sometimes.
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Eshu
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DeadHearts said: Have you ever felt this way so strongly that you just wanted to break out of "yourself" completely??
I feel like that on mushrooms sometimes.
I don't know man. I don't really feel any motivation to do anything right now, let alone break out of myself. My mind is having trouble even grasping details. It's like.. I want to think about doing that, and how cool it would be.. but I Can't.
Mindfuck.
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DeadHearts said: Have you ever felt this way so strongly that you just wanted to break out of "yourself" completely??
I feel like that on mushrooms sometimes.
That's the mushroom telling you to eat more mushrooms.
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: Eshu]
#14127146 - 03/15/11 08:36 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Sounds like you've been doing too many drugs. In all reality the human experience is an extremely connected one.
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LoveYourLife said: Sounds like you've been doing too many drugs. In all reality the human experience is an extremely connected one.
No drugs sadly.
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: Eshu]
#14127180 - 03/15/11 08:41 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Eshu said:
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LoveYourLife said: Sounds like you've been doing too many drugs. In all reality the human experience is an extremely connected one.
No drugs sadly.
You need some MDMA.
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DeadHearts said: Have you ever felt this way so strongly that you just wanted to break out of "yourself" completely??
I feel like that on mushrooms sometimes.
That's the mushroom telling you to eat more mushrooms. 
QFT
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I've gotten that before. I don't know if this is what you're talking about but I've gotten where I feel completely spaced out randomly and out of my body for no reason.
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Eshu
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skatealex2 said: I've gotten that before. I don't know if this is what you're talking about but I've gotten where I feel completely spaced out randomly and out of my body for no reason.
Yeah man. Like I'm here physically, but mentally I'm elsewhere. Mentally Im out of body.
I guess I'm coherent enough for responses. But damn.. this is truly mindfucking.
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That happens to me sometimes. It feels somewhat like a really dysphoric weed high.
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I used to get that and it really freaked me out. I'm not sure what it was actually coming from. I had been taking shitloads of LSD at the time as well as smoking a lot of DMT, but it was actually really intense, and would often happen when I was sober.
It just plain stopped after a while though. I figured I needed to get my consciousness more attuned to my body, so I started exercising more and getting out into nature. It worked really well. I recommend the same to you, OP, if you want it to go away (like I desperately fucking did).
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Is it unpleasant or just odd? I've had some weird anxiety episodes where it feels very much like I'm peaking on shrooms, minus the visuals thankfully.
I'm guessing you have done drugs/tripped if you're posting on here. Sometimes effects can be very delayed/prolonged. 
Google "disassociation" and see if that fits.
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: Eshu]
#14127265 - 03/15/11 08:55 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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happens all the time man
it's called being in the moment
try to be as chill as possible
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: g00ru]
#14127351 - 03/15/11 09:12 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Well said, Guru. I've never thought of my situation as simply as that but it fits. The mind is very uncomfortable living entirely in the moment sometimes, though it is purely due to overwhelming realisation of reality. Reality in it's raw form is far more scary than any hallucination.
(I know you weren't responding to me but it works, so thanks.)
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Re: I feel very.. [Re: g00ru]
#14127396 - 03/15/11 09:18 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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egodeathflux said: Is it unpleasant or just odd? I've had some weird anxiety episodes where it feels very much like I'm peaking on shrooms, minus the visuals thankfully.
I'm guessing you have done drugs/tripped if you're posting on here. Sometimes effects can be very delayed/prolonged. 
Google "disassociation" and see if that fits.
yes, definetely unpleasant. It is like being high but like Caine said- very dysphoric. guruu's got good advice though , to try be chill. that's pretty much the best way to deal with it, chill and let it pass. I guess it could be an almost anxious feeling too, i mean i've experienced it at family events around a lot of people i know and it;s a uncomfortable sensation to just get like that but i think it usually goes away fairly quick and doesn't come back.
i'm sure excersise/meditation can help to avoid it.
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Sounds like anxiety to me.... Not a sign of weakness, I find it means you're just prone to too many stimuli sometimes. A few deep breaths and a reminder that it will pass definitely helps. Yoga/martial arts breathing exercises are great.
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Unless you are high on some kind of fungus that has taken over your body OP; you're gonna die. Those are the first symptoms of dead persons syndrome. Us old people have figured out how to beat that shit though. Just be a good old person. Start now.
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