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Notid
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want to hit dmt
#14095104 - 03/09/11 09:33 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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I loaded a 55 mg dose of DMT 2 days ago with the intention of hitting it, and keep putting it off.
I have yet to have anything other than an amazing experience with it so far, but just the thought of hitting it makes my heart pound. I've only "broken through" twice, and I'm not even sure if they were full breakthroughs - I saw entities and was in hyperspace, but I was still aware of my body to some degree, and heard sounds from my surroundings. Both times it was unexpected though - the first time just because I didn't know what to expect from a real dose, and the second time because I was hitting the remnants of a dose that a friend of mine had failed to hit properly. I thought there was a low dose left, maybe 30 mg (50 or 60 loaded originally in a meth pipe), but 2 hits in I realized I couldn't continue hitting it, and closed my eyes and found myself in hyperspace.
I still feel an immense curiousity about hyperspace, and I know it has more to show me, but the entry barrier, small as it is - just 3 hits from a bubbler - is really preventing me from exploring it more.
From what I've read, you never really get over the pre-trip anxiety with DMT, but how do you guys get yourselves to actually hit the bowl?
The ridiculous part of this fear is that there seems to really not be anything to be afraid of, it seems to just be purely amazing.
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Notid]
#14095201 - 03/09/11 09:51 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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if you feel like you should hit it hit it, if you feel like you shouldn't hit it then wait until you feel like you should follow your intuition and you won't go wrong
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Notid] 1
#14095212 - 03/09/11 09:52 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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A few beers help, but honestly an almost beligerant sense of confidance is all you need. I can never 'get ready' to do it, it always just happens when I'm in the midst of something else, see the pipe, and grab it and hit it before I have time to think of it.
Waiting for the right time makes you miss the right moment you're already in
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Man I'm never ready for DMT. It scares me to this day; even that plasticy smell makes me nervous. I don't know how some people can smoke it in a casual manner. Takes me weeks to build up the courage. But it's always worth it..
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Hitsuzen]
#14095494 - 03/09/11 10:44 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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haha I feel the same way but I dont let myself have that time and I just jump in. The plasic smell does frighten me. I just got my Machine all ready to be RIPPED in a few hours when I'm peaking on the mushrooms
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Notid
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I think part of my fear is purely just of the unknown also. I feel like I've seen just enough of hyperspace to know that I have seen very little at all, and it seems like a DMT trip can be almost anything, including hellish experiences (although it's been all positive so far for me)
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Notid] 1
#14095501 - 03/09/11 10:45 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah it's also the 'grace period' you usually get. when you eat mushrooms, you have like 45 minutes to be like "Ok, I just ate mushrooms... Ok, this could get weird, but it's gonna be good. Alright mushrooms, yeah!"
with DMT it's like "do you hit it like thi----FLRGRAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"*HYPERSPACE*
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Notid]
#14095517 - 03/09/11 10:48 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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it seems like it's pretty impossible to be afraid during the actual experience, more during the period of hitting it up to getting blasted off. do you find that to be true?
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Hitsuzen
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Azure Essence said: Yeah it's also the 'grace period' you usually get. when you eat mushrooms, you have like 45 minutes to be like "Ok, I just ate mushrooms... Ok, this could get weird, but it's gonna be good. Alright mushrooms, yeah!"
with DMT it's like "do you hit it like thi----FLRGRAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"*HYPERSPACE*
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Hitsuzen]
#14095531 - 03/09/11 10:51 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah thats exactly true, but I feel that with every trip. I'll be scared before hand but once I'm there, there's no point.
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Hitsuzen
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Notid]
#14095533 - 03/09/11 10:52 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Notid said: it seems like it's pretty impossible to be afraid during the actual experience, more during the period of hitting it up to getting blasted off. do you find that to be true?
It's like your mind has a death grip on the reigns. "ARGGG don't do it, don't do it!" But once you're in hyperspace and DMT has the reigns, it's not as threatening. For me at least.
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Notid]
#14095621 - 03/09/11 11:09 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Notid said: I loaded a 55 mg dose of DMT 2 days ago with the intention of hitting it, and keep putting it off.
I have yet to have anything other than an amazing experience with it so far, but just the thought of hitting it makes my heart pound. I've only "broken through" twice, and I'm not even sure if they were full breakthroughs - I saw entities and was in hyperspace, but I was still aware of my body to some degree, and heard sounds from my surroundings. Both times it was unexpected though - the first time just because I didn't know what to expect from a real dose, and the second time because I was hitting the remnants of a dose that a friend of mine had failed to hit properly. I thought there was a low dose left, maybe 30 mg (50 or 60 loaded originally in a meth pipe), but 2 hits in I realized I couldn't continue hitting it, and closed my eyes and found myself in hyperspace.
I still feel an immense curiousity about hyperspace, and I know it has more to show me, but the entry barrier, small as it is - just 3 hits from a bubbler - is really preventing me from exploring it more.
From what I've read, you never really get over the pre-trip anxiety with DMT, but how do you guys get yourselves to actually hit the bowl?
The ridiculous part of this fear is that there seems to really not be anything to be afraid of, it seems to just be purely amazing.
I'm in the same boat man, I've had this bowl packed for over a week now that I just can't get myself to hit. I know that the trip is great and the only thing that bugs me is coming up, peaking is amazing. But man, I just can't get myself to do it.
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It's not even the come up because that's too fast and disjointed to be aware of, it's just the pretrip anxiety. It's like sky diver's jumping out of a plane. It's always scary, then you wonder what the point of being scared even was.
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Notid]
#14095641 - 03/09/11 11:13 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Notid said: it seems like it's pretty impossible to be afraid during the actual experience, more during the period of hitting it up to getting blasted off. do you find that to be true?
I was just recently scared to bits man. I was full on freaking out. I wrote up a trip report. I have smoked dmt countless times, this was my first sketch moment/s. http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/14086108
I believe to point it to my mental state at the time. It's now break time.
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Hitsuzen
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Azure Essence said: It's not even the come up because that's too fast and disjointed to be aware of, it's just the pretrip anxiety. It's like sky diver's jumping out of a plane. It's always scary, then you wonder what the point of being scared even was.
LOL I think sky divers have a good reason to be scared.
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Hitsuzen]
#14095672 - 03/09/11 11:20 PM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Haha well so do we to some extent. It's the unknown, not that the shute wont open. What happens if your shute doesnt open? OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT Oh I just cut it open, teehee.
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Hitsuzen
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Azure Essence said: A few beers help, but honestly an almost beligerant sense of confidance is all you need. I can never 'get ready' to do it, it always just happens when I'm in the midst of something else, see the pipe, and grab it and hit it before I have time to think of it.
Waiting for the right time makes you miss the right moment you're already in
I would be careful with this some combinations can be deadly such as MDMA and alcohol
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Cakk]
#14095936 - 03/10/11 12:21 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Cakk said:
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Azure Essence said: A few beers help, but honestly an almost beligerant sense of confidance is all you need. I can never 'get ready' to do it, it always just happens when I'm in the midst of something else, see the pipe, and grab it and hit it before I have time to think of it.
Waiting for the right time makes you miss the right moment you're already in
I would be careful with this some combinations can be deadly such as MDMA and alcohol
MDMA and alcohol is one of my favorites. You just need to be aware of common medical considerations (i.e. hydration).
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Re: want to hit dmt [Re: Hitsuzen]
#14096218 - 03/10/11 02:32 AM (12 years, 11 months ago) |
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Just do it, man. All you have to do is take the hit, the rest happens on its own. It'll be over in 10 minutes and yeah the trip will make it seem like its much longer, but that's not the state of mind you're in before you take the hit haha. You have the stuff, you can either turn it into cash by selling it to someone else or have an experience that might or might not make a big difference in your life. As far as health risks go, from a normal DMT dose they're small, so I'd say go for it, but its really your choice. Just listen to your intuition, that inner voice that knows even though it doesnt know how it knows, and you'll be fine.
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