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timelapses
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Fear of obtaining psychedelics
#14090613 - 03/09/11 01:36 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I love psychedelics and haven't taken them for years. I got busted in a "drug free zone" with lsd and recieved a felony, did time in a rehab but left and finished my time in County Jail and got off probation when I paid my 1,000 fine.
My record later got expunged/sealed but now, even though I take a benzo (Klonopin) I get scared even ordering Ayahuasca mixtures and last time I was growing shrooms I threw them away before they finished growing because the constant paranoia of possibility of having to go through that extreemly shitty experience again or worse. Even keeping stuff at my residence I find myself worrying about it consistently.
So whats the best way to overcome this? Does anyone else have this problem?
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Anthony917
why dont we do it in the road



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Re: Fear of obtaining psychedelics [Re: timelapses]
#14090682 - 03/09/11 02:07 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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No, you're just scared cause you got busted... How can anyone know the drugs are in your possession? What, you think the cops are looking out for you something...?
I have drugs on me all the time and I've never been busted...just don't put yourself in compromising situations.
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joemolloy
DMT is Bullshit


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Re: Fear of obtaining psychedelics [Re: Anthony917]
#14090777 - 03/09/11 03:23 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Many people order mimosa hostilis through the mail and I've never heard of anyone in the US getting into trouble. If law enforcement decided to go after this, they'd start with the vendors, like what happened with Bouncing Bear and Operation Web Tryp. Order two kilos of mimosa hostilis and you'll be set for years and years of trips - send a money order to a vendor so there's no internet trail. You can also buy San Pedro cactus legally. Morning glories are also legal and to me those trips are almost indistinguishable from LSD. DMT, mescaline, and LSA are all easily available and can keep your mind twisted legally for a lifetime.
-------------------- Don't PM me with bullshit. I don't sell or trade cactus and I don't know where you can get any, other than your mother's ass.
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phxBoomer
Psychedelic Scientist



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Re: Fear of obtaining psychedelics [Re: joemolloy]
#14091214 - 03/09/11 07:46 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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joemolloy said: Many people order mimosa hostilis through the mail and I've never heard of anyone in the US getting into trouble. If law enforcement decided to go after this, they'd start with the vendors, like what happened with Bouncing Bear and Operation Web Tryp. Order two kilos of mimosa hostilis and you'll be set for years and years of trips - send a money order to a vendor so there's no internet trail. You can also buy San Pedro cactus legally. Morning glories are also legal and to me those trips are almost indistinguishable from LSD. DMT, mescaline, and LSA are all easily available and can keep your mind twisted legally for a lifetime.
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timelapses
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Re: Fear of obtaining psychedelics [Re: joemolloy]
#14095553 - 03/09/11 10:55 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm aware of the legal "drugs" but maybe I should give some another shot for now. I just have this irrational fear and paranoia I have to deal with. I'm going back to therapy and it would be funny to tell my therapist that I'm really trying to control my fear of obtaining, keeping, and using all the illegal psychedelics I used to use and still want to use.
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ahchela
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Re: Fear of obtaining psychedelics [Re: timelapses]
#14095579 - 03/09/11 11:00 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Definitely don't tell you're therapist about anything illegal... (hmm therapist = the-rapist? strange compound word)
You can always order through a trusted friend (who does drugs)
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HarryL
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Re: Fear of obtaining psychedelics [Re: ahchela]
#14095606 - 03/09/11 11:07 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Personally.... I would take a few years off... Take interest in other things, focus on your job, family.... Later in your life, you can return if you want... But coming from a paranoid place, you will not enjoy the experiences...
Just my feeling...
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timelapses
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Re: Fear of obtaining psychedelics [Re: HarryL]
#14095684 - 03/09/11 11:21 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I agree. Only had one bad trip in my life and at this time it feels like it would not be enjoyable. Maybe in the summer away from people in a private area in nature, that is the only time I don't feel this overwelming sense of control. Like the movie Into the Wild, places far away from people and the majority of thought patterns that radiate through them and the disdain of those who break the law by the stupid condtioning of the stupid polititions followed by the majority of stupid police and law enforcement agencies. And they call living under that "freedom", what bullshit. End of rant, I'm actually in a good mood this evening.
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