Hows it going? I'm not very educated on mushrooms but i believe, based on my other two experiences taking a gram each time and so on my third time, that trips get more intense and in depth.
Me and my almost lifetime friend(eric) bought two grams of some blue and white shrooms by a guy who grows them and said they were called falifunakis or something crazy it was about a couple months ago, ill found out later. He ends up throwing me another gram saying,"Just in case your friend(Adam)(Eric's older brother) wants to trip too." Which was unheard by me thinking I just got a free gram.
Ne wayz, Eric and I ate our gram each and drank it down with a glass of OJ at Adams best friends house(Jayson). I was holding onto the other gram just in case I needed more. There me and eric were talking and getting excited about the unknown experience that was going to take place.
Time passed and I felt weird and then very energetic, I stood up from the seat and started moving around. My movement started to amaze me and I felt very blessed to be fully functional.
I started to think very differently and time was non-existence and I thought in movements. Everything I did formed as a picture that I could see clearly in my head and wen I looked back on my previous movements it was like a slide show of pics up to wat I was trying to think about. This is happening while Eric, Adam, and I were talking and walking to a gas station near Jason's house to get a blunt wrap.
I felt so natural and loose, for once in my life I really felt like I didn't have to prove anything and that I could just be me. I loved myself and I started to love everything else.
Eventually we made our way back to Jason's where he was waiting in his garage lighting up a cig. I decided that I would give my gram to Adam as I felt his feelings when he walked past me. I felt that he felt he deserved what I went out and paid for. It got me pissed and Eric even pointed it out so I decided to give him the shrooms because he kept urging us to drop him off at his house, and I didn't want to be an angry shroomventurer.
I then buy a dub off Jayson and this is where my shroomventure really begins. We four smoked some ganga, then I started to feel that my regular I'm stoned high was kicking in and replacing my shroom high, I told myself that I didn't want to feel weed high and I eventually fought off that feeling and my shroom high came back and came back harder.
I was thinking and then shit started coming to me, I remember talking to my conscience and it spake back to me telling me things that I questioned and dug in thought for answers. I started to understand questions that I've had for so long and ideas that I had no idea existed came to me.
Eventually Adam and Jayson took off leaving Eric and I in the garage. We were silently sitting. I then felt like I felt his spirit and I truly felt me connecting with him there. It was insane to me to be able to feel life connect like that I started to see my energy and his energy and then my vision came rushing to me in amazing colors going visually and mentally mach speed and I found that so much energy was within me I started crying loudly I felt and understood existence. While I was crying I felt my self lifting and growing. My vision finally came to me and I was in the same place but a different world I felt I was viewing Earth in a whole different perspective and I realized how much of an effect I have on this Earth and how important every life is.
We went inside the house I then got into another energy burst followed with crazy colors coming through me and crying and yelling WAT THE FUCK OH MY GOD WAT THE FUCK obnoxiously loud over and over again. My vision came back and everything was shaped and looked like mini eyes that formed the shape of everything I saw, Eric and I were talking about amazing things and he started to change by the way he was talking, his hair turned white and he grew a white beard and looked like gandalf! I then realized how I can control my brain to see wat I wanted I started to warp Eric's head with my mind and his face was getting bulgy and crazy. from then on we just talked and enjoyed the amazement. It was totally mind blowing and I remember wishing that I wouldn't be sober.
this is my first forum ever and thanks for reading, but because I believe that shroomventures get more intense I am afraid of wat will happen the next time. And before this I used to believe in God now I'm really not sure.
Edited by ruzicore (03/08/11 03:05 AM)
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