Okay, im no where near a lightweight in shrooming, this would be my 5th time shrooming, I'd say I like shrooms because I like to put myself to the test See how I'd be able to control myself or not.
So every previous, trip ive been on were great trips, mostly positive no bad trips, ive even taken 8ths at a time.
So one day me and a bunch of friends get hyped up about talking about shrooms, long story short we end up waiting all day from 11.am-7pm not to mention its a school night. and the sun is setting.. Im kinda reluctant because you know night trips are kinda scary, and i mentioned a plan B if something goes wrong, but all my friends were like fuck it were gonna have a good time. were like fck it weve waited ALL day. so me, my gf and 4 other friends end up eating the shrooms i wanted to go to the final level(when your just totally enlightened and in a different world) i eat 5.5 grams my friends eat around and 8th each, my good friend Josh who has also accompanied me on some of my shroom trips takes 4.0 all at one time, followed with some 120% vitamin C orange juice.
We end up walking toward a park near my house. Although it was dark we were having a great trip, the trees we dancing, grass looked great in the moonlight. we were all just laughing laying down on the grass after an hour of that, we end up just walking back its only a 10 min walk from my house to the park.
This is when it gets scary so if you want, read on.
We end up walking back to my house area, obviously i cant bring in this mob of trippin ass people(5) into my apartment. my mom would definantly know i was trippin so we end up kicking it near my car area but its an apartment so were easily visible by the other apartment residents.
So were all laughing and chatting talking about how much of a great trip were all having and then all of nowhere i hear a thud! and then i see my friend laying on the ground, everyone was speechless. IM I TRIPPING OR IS MY FRIEND OVERDOSING? WTF! then my other friend says "O SHIT THIS NIGGAS CONVULSING!" then i knew something was awfully wrong. My friend Josh stands up, wipes his face, I see a huge bump mark on his forehead. and the crazy part is, he doesnt recognize me. I've been his friend, more like brother since we were like 5 years old.
The chatter made the apartment residents peek out their window, not to mention it was Monday night, 9pm, and it JUST became night. NOWHERE to Go.
So im like dude Josh, you just fell down right now, are you okay? foo look at me, your on shrooms bro, im alex im your friend!
and hes like really? at that point i was like wtff do i do now, i cant go home leave these people outside tripping with the security guard walking around thats just asking to get the police called on you, and at that time and place, police were the enemy, they were monsters.
So then 2 hours into the shroom trip, i say alright shroom trips done, itsx over we all gotta leave, its getting to hot around here police can come thru any moment,
We sent 2 people home, so it was just my girl, me, josh and another friend. I couldnt sent Josh home in that condition, if his parents seren him they would be like WTF this is not my son! and my otheher friend, it was his 1st time shrooming, didnt want to send him walking home by himself at night on shrooms, who knows what could happen, because we were already having a bad trip.
We ended up going into the car and i see josh, leaning over, and that scared me. I smack him in the arm telling him dude wtf are you doing! then he would reply to me with 1 word answers like what? huh? why?
the worst part about it was the trip was just 2-3 hours into the night, we knew we had like 5 more hours atleast before we sobered up.
Time felt like it took forever. My girlfriend then finally breaks it out to me " we are messing with some illegal shit right now, who knows whats wrong with Josh" and colling the police was not an option, we vowed to stick with him till he got better, because we shroomed together and we werent leaving the shroom world unless we had everyone back in one peice.
Finally I told myself, wtf man this was supposed to be a good trip. but we got way more than we asked for, we were trapped.
I felt like i was in a cycle of paranoia about everything that coulda gone wrong, and what was wrong at the moment.
i got myself to realize the real problem, which was the rout of all problems. my friend Josh,
So were like man are you alright, then all he could say is dude.... wtf... dude im helllaaa tripping... All I had was water in the car and i gave it to him, hoping it owould help him gain his conciousness back
If im in this cycle, i thought, what if we reverse the cycle! so we started saying stuff like dude wtf, we asked for this we should be enjoying this, i aint gonna lie, i am hella on tho shiet i spent $40 dollars on this shit imma get my moneys worth and we started laughing. I seen my friend Josh coming back little by little, but i could tell he was still hella on. I started saying inside jokes and making him laugh more, i could see his memory coming back little by little.
We asked him what he needed to feel better, and he said he recalled last time whenhe was having a bad trip on shrooms he smoked a blunt and it made him feel better. We still had to go get the Swisher(blunt) from the Shell Gas Station
I was gonna srat up my car and my girl was like no! are you sure, dont do it if your too on, I was like i got this, ive done it on shrooms before, you just have to trust me and everyone at that point and time said, alright lets go, we trust you.
I ended up going to shell and talking to the store owner who always jokes around with me I sayd maaan ive had a long night tonight re laughed and responeded me too I thought in my head ahah this nigga aint even knowin.
After we smoked the blunt and played some music, the cycle was completely reveresed We felt like heros, like we just got out of a trap, an endless cylce that goes on forever. i could see how people go crazy on drugs now, one night time can be an eternity,
So i ened up dropping my other friend home 1st, then taking my friend Josh home, and then i got home with my girl. got in the bed and cuddled with her, i felt so safe. away from police, away from the dark, away from everything negative, just me and her, just how ive wanted it.
Prolonged all of that just to help a friend, who woulda stuck in for you at that time? only a real friend.
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