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What scares you the most?
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And do you have trouble being honest about it?
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt] 1
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I'm not sure.. but sometimes I get sleep paralysis where I get weird sensations around my anus and genitals that I have no control and it feels like some extra dimensional zombies are trying to stick their fingers in my ass or something. Similar things happen in dreams sometimes.
These experiences are the ones which disturb me the most and I resist with the most fervor, so I think being sodomized by those who abide in the 6th dimension scares me the most.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Ginseng1]
#14078554 - 03/06/11 10:36 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Yes if i talk about my fear it intensifies. Some of my friends i cannot not talk about any fear issues of mine because it gets pretty delusional, and it spreads like a virus to them. I just need to learn to shut my mouth when im scared. Meditation has diffidently increased good and bad. Bad days is when the paranoia tries to hijack my meditation, my left brain hemisphere freaks the fuck out. Seems this is the garbage i have to deal with.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Ginseng1]
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Ginseng1 said: I'm not sure.. but sometimes I get sleep paralysis where I get weird sensations around my anus and genitals that I have no control and it feels like some extra dimensional zombies are trying to stick their fingers in my ass or something. Similar things happen in dreams sometimes.
These experiences are the ones which disturb me the most and I resist with the most fervor, so I think being sodomized by those who abide in the 6th dimension scares me the most.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: p4kSouL]
#14078574 - 03/06/11 10:38 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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takeing really strong dose of salvia and dreams ive had.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Goose]
#14078604 - 03/06/11 10:44 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Going to prison.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Ginseng1]
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Ginseng1 said: I'm not sure.. but sometimes I get sleep paralysis where I get weird sensations around my anus and genitals that I have no control and it feels like some extra dimensional zombies are trying to stick their fingers in my ass or something. Similar things happen in dreams sometimes.
These experiences are the ones which disturb me the most and I resist with the most fervor, so I think being sodomized by those who abide in the 6th dimension scares me the most.
huhuh, yeah.
I think going to war against my consent or being caught in something like what happened at Stalingrad - the Germans on one side and your commissar with his submachinegun on the other, and you have the choice to die, or to die, while trying to kill people you have no quarrel with using your bare hands. GG!
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
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Getting buried alive.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: jivJaN]
#14079566 - 03/07/11 03:16 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Death, torture, loneliness. And spiders, definitely spiders. 
I'd like to think I'm pretty honest about recognizing my fears.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
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c0sm0nautt said: And do you have trouble being honest about it?
Death
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Ginseng1]
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Ginseng1 said: I'm not sure.. but sometimes I get sleep paralysis where I get weird sensations around my anus and genitals that I have no control and it feels like some extra dimensional zombies are trying to stick their fingers in my ass or something. Similar things happen in dreams sometimes.
These experiences are the ones which disturb me the most and I resist with the most fervor, so I think being sodomized by those who abide in the 6th dimension scares me the most.
lol wow. same thing has been happening to me lately (but without the sleep paralysis), just started happening a couple weeks ago. i'm not really scared of it tho, its just bizarre and I'm quickly becoming more aware of the reality of my energy so its like this rabbit hole just keeps getting weirder.
what am I scared of the most?
idk fear exists on so many different levels manifesting as so many different concerns. I suppose at the root level its ego-death as in "I" don't want to die.
but on the more immediate surface of concern and worry...I would say I'm scared of being judged negatively as I know I'm a good person but people have continually had me doubt this and feel bad about myself to keep me down and take advantage of me. now I'm just growing the balls to know who I am and know that I know who I am so I don't give a shit about other people's thoughts of me. I just see their ignorance of me instead of doubting myself and thinking I am ignorant of myself.
Also, I'm scared of torture.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: NastyDHL]
#14080015 - 03/07/11 08:25 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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heights and drowning, more the latter.
I was on the beach once during a tropical storm, and a massive wave knocked me down and swept me out to sea. I couldn't get a breath because every time I managed to surface a wave would crash on me, rolling me around and into the sand on the bottom. Scary shit, idk how the hell I managed to get out.
edit: if I meditate on it I'll have flashbacks, which kinda suck. But I don't have problems talking about it.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: ThemBones]
#14080039 - 03/07/11 08:36 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm afraid of americans. No, but, i'm afraid of letting go, Social anxiety and such. The deeper i go though, it usually boils down to my fear of dying. Spiritually as well as physically.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: floydisgod]
#14080079 - 03/07/11 08:55 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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only a fool wouldn't be afraid of americans. If we want what you have you can be sure we'll try to take it from you.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
#14080106 - 03/07/11 09:05 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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im scared of doin' thangs......sometimes.... depends on the kind of thangs doin' thangs iz doin' at the time
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: I AM SWIM]
#14080173 - 03/07/11 09:26 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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God is an american
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: floydisgod]
#14080478 - 03/07/11 11:31 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Freedom, in a way. I tremble at the possibilities of this. I know I shouldn't waste my time or energy fearing it, but in a way I do, the more I invest into the path I'm on, the more is revealed to me, and it can be quite scary at times. I don't really have a hard time talking about it, except when I it starts getting scary, then I just shut up and let it happen. But once it's over and I'm feeling confident again, I have no problems talking about how terrifying it can be.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14080483 - 03/07/11 11:32 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Girls that i like a lot, well that's what causes the strongest reaction of fear in my body, trembling, sweating etc...
Death doesn't scare me at all, im looking forward to it
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Chronic7]
#14080566 - 03/07/11 11:52 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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How can a girl scare you? They pose absolutely no threat except to your sense of self. In Becker's book , Denial of Death he would contend that your fear of women is a classic case of unconscious death anxiety.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
#14080582 - 03/07/11 11:56 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I feel that i'm most probly scared due to my own inexperience in that area
'I' don't actually feel scared, but my body reacts with the symptoms
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Chronic7]
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What bad thing could happen? You seem like a pretty confident guy. What could a women possibly do that could harm you?
'I' don't actually feel scared, but my body reacts with the symptoms
Unconscious anxiety as Becker points out.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
#14080675 - 03/07/11 12:12 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Nothing at all i suppose other than possibly emotionally hurting me in some way, just with some girls my body reacts pretty strong like that, it will start shaking & sweating, although i should add it usually goes away soon after, i've never shaked for longer than minute, but it's certainly a time where my body reacts with what i'd call fearful symptoms. Maybe it just some energetic thing & not even fear Its not like i think 'i am scared of this girl', my body just starts shaking/trembling inside.
Other than that i'd say a hefty dose of nnDMT, that can scare the living shit out of me
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: I AM SWIM]
#14081003 - 03/07/11 01:13 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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One of them is pointing at you.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
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huhuh, funny, I get scared of women too, and I too sort of look forward to death, or rather, I look forward to the post-physical stage of life.
Seems you can look at women as sex objects and it will work and will be fun, but if you really look and see someone who would be part of your most profound dream, or see them as playing the perfect role in your desired reality, then they take on a whole other character...
I think I'm a bit afraid of just how much I'll love the shit out of a cute, smart, kind girl. Sometimes I think, if only these girls knew that I'd practically serve them - and I'm not the only guy like this! - as a slave to their love, and do anything (and I'm mad enough for it!) to keep what I think is the pure beauty and power of the feminine archetype safe and sound, they'd probably run screaming.
There was a girl on the train once (3 hour ride) who was younger and kept giving me kind glances and sort of covertly snuggling up to me. When we got off the train and I walked back to get something I left behind, our eyes met and I swear to God for a moment I saw/felt my ultimate state of mind, completely non-sexual devotion and pristine non-egoic expression of our inner selves. It confirmed my suspicion that there was more to women than friendship, lust and sex. The union of male and female is divine, when allowed to be so.
I think I saw her go past again on the train, looking out for me, the other week, while I was stopped at the railway lights.
Some of us just aim so much higher... and the dizzy heights give us the shakes
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: circastes]
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Almost every married guy in the middle of a nasty divorce with that "man hating bitch" was once saying how he'd be willing to do anything for her "love".
It's all chemicals man. Nature just won out over reason. I made it through that maze with my mind and money intact. Most don't.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: circastes]
#14081615 - 03/07/11 03:05 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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cool post, we do sound alike, if i fall in love with her i worship her
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Chronic7]
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The Chronic said: if i fall in love with her i worship her
Don't put the pussy on a pedestal, man...
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Chronic7]
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almost every one does that due to chemical intoxication. You kids. You'll learn the hard way just like we all do.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
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Don't put the pussy on a pedestal, man... 

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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Chronic7]
#14081769 - 03/07/11 03:28 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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You're more predictable in your youth.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
#14081774 - 03/07/11 03:29 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I changed the post cause i knew you'd say that!
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Chronic7]
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When I was little (5, 6, 7, 8) I had a recurring nightmare (maybe one a year) where I was in my childhood home and someone broke in, killing my entire family and leaving only me. It always ended with me sneaking out past the intruders into the night and then running away down the street, having no idea what I was going to do or where I was going to go.
I think it speaks to dependence on family for livelihood and as I outgrew that dependence, the dream stopped.
So maybe what scares me the most is being left with slim chances to survive yet survival instincts still trying hard to keep me going.
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I don't know, it doesn't feel like chemicals. Like MDMA-love is chemical, it's awesome but you don't really feel it. Lust is chemicals and all these instincts going mad, for sure (I don't mean it in a bad way), but what I'm talking about I reckon transcends mere chemicals. It's like a dream state.
But if it's chemicals then I'll bow down and worship the chemicals as well as her.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: circastes]
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We are chemical machines and the point of certain chemicals is procreation. (you're worshiping them alright) This is why most men don't fall head over heals with other men even though they may have an even better emotional connection.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: circastes]
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circastes said: I don't know, it doesn't feel like chemicals. Like MDMA-love is chemical, it's awesome but you don't really feel it. Lust is chemicals and all these instincts going mad, for sure (I don't mean it in a bad way), but what I'm talking about I reckon transcends mere chemicals. It's like a dream state.
But if it's chemicals then I'll bow down and worship the chemicals as well as her. 
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: deCypher]
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We're chemical machines, yeah, I mean, we're tripping on serotonin right now. If we take psilocybin or LSD, the brain uses it instead of serotonin and we trip on those chemicals instead.
But what does 'chemical' mean? Isn't it a kind of put down? Your impressions of chemicals is probably fuel at the gas station, oil, cleaning chemicals - all things that kind of revolt you. So you're applying those impressions to what's going on in your brain... good idea? I don't really think so.
What if we just described what's going on in the brain in terms of skittles? "Oh so that chemical is green skittle? Yum!" You see? We'd get a totally different picture. We might still discount love as transcendent, but now at least it tastes delicious. Totally different picture.
The language of science is all about saying the most using the least.
I guess this comes back to, what's more important? Subjective experience or 'objective' concepts? I think subjective experience is more important, but concepts are obviously important otherwise I'd have no idea what I've just typed. Seems the validity of subjective experience and trust of yourself go hand in hand.
I have this feeling that when the paradigm shifts, a lot of materialist scientists are going to feel quite rare. It will be clear they were virtually blind using concepts, as subjectivity is a much better picture of what's going on in this world.
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I have the exact opposite feeling.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: deCypher]
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Fukkin' Love, how does it work?
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: circastes]
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circastes said: We're chemical machines, yeah, I mean, we're tripping on serotonin right now. If we take psilocybin or LSD, the brain uses it instead of serotonin and we trip on those chemicals instead. But what does 'chemical' mean? Isn't it a kind of put down? Your impressions of chemicals is probably fuel at the gas station, oil, cleaning chemicals - all things that kind of revolt you. So you're applying those impressions to what's going on in your brain... good idea? I don't really think so.
Not at all; if anything it makes the whole experience of love more amazing when I realize how it's the interaction of thousands upon thousands of incredibly complicated chemicals. If it helps, you can think of chemicals as a type of informational pattern: we are simply processes of information dancing with each other, and the rhythms of the dance are in a sense the music of the stars.
As far as subjective experience versus objective observation: I'd say they're equally important.
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If it helps, you can think of chemicals as a type of informational pattern: we are simply processes of information dancing with each other, and the rhythms of the dance are in a sense the music of the stars.
oh gosh
ur so dreamy
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No, I will NOT dance the celestial polka with you. 
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: deCypher] 2
#14083554 - 03/07/11 08:38 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm not convinced you mean that
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Kickle]
#14084341 - 03/07/11 11:23 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Biggest fear, people. We are powerful, and often irrational.
2nd, spiders. have you seen the videos of spider bites being drained?
They are so small they could be anywhere, and the way they walk is creepy. I live in the woods so they get into my house all the time. I've woken up with a big ass wolf spider on my shoulder. I freaked. I've also walked face first through a banana spider(they're huge) web with the spider right in the middle of the web. It walked across my face. Once again, I freaked.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: mushiepussy]
#14084359 - 03/07/11 11:28 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Spiders used to be KOS in my house. Now I let them be and they don't bother me. I often have dreams about them now too, and visions when I am practicing entering the trance state. I think they pick up on fear, and will pretty much leave you alone if you don't give out that energy. At least this has been my experience the past few months. If I wake up with one crawling on my face I will more than likely freak.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14084410 - 03/07/11 11:43 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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The problem is when it rains they all come inside to be dry. I am sure I have alot of spiders that are residents of my house, but at least they know whats up. The tourist spiders trying to escape the rain don't know their way around, and they end up in your cereal or on your face.
Other bugs end up in my house as well, roaches, stinkbugs, and various other weird ones, but spiders are the only ones that bug me. haha
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: mushiepussy]
#14086157 - 03/08/11 11:28 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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About this looking forward to death. I think we've all had moments where we feel like that place is totally beautiful rather than something to be avoided. And when you look at how people live and what they put into their bodies, even with all the diet info that is out there, it seems almost like most people are actually looking forward to it. Fast food doesn't really taste that good, at least in my opinion eating a fresh fruit is a WAY better experience. But eating bad food is a way of ensuring that the body will eventually decay. No one wants to follow a regimen just to live in a specific body a bit longer. We may be thinking and talking in healthy terms, but the doing is....... ensuring that things will be recycled.
IDK. I wonder if this is a taboo subject.. Maybe that's the scary part for me. Losing the ability to speak, falling into a lonely oblivion where there is only silence and everything on the surface has nothing at all to do with me, even when I speak or write messages or go to work or do whatever. Scary. And beautiful.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14086423 - 03/08/11 12:33 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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life scares me.
and no. unlike most people.
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Amsu Jackal
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i only have but 2 fears in this world and i have no problem admitting them. here they are in order:
1. prison 2. deep water (lake/ocean)
and theyre crippling fears but they dont get in the way of my activities unless someone mentions them. if someone mentions prison even while im sober, it results in thought loops, anxiety, etc. god help me if im tripping and someone mentions prison or starts playing rap.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Amsu Jackal]
#14114776 - 03/13/11 03:43 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I have a fear of acceptance. I fear looking like a complete idiot and worrying that I am a dumb being. I have an extreme fear of being dumb.
I'm working on it. Not easy to admit really. I have dreams where I forget how to spell a word and everyone sees my failure.
HA ha.
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w1llyw0nka
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I'm scared of..
1. Public Speaking 2. Rejection 3. Police 4. Failure 5. AIDS
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: w1llyw0nka]
#14115919 - 03/13/11 07:19 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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w1llyw0nka said: I'm scared of..
1. Public Speaking 2. Rejection 3. Police 4. Failure 5. AIDS

Exactly
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i'm afraid of failure, and embarrassment to a lesser degree, but i've been getting over that lately
oh and chronic i feel ya on the girl fear. Srsly I'm totally cool around girls right up to when i have to really make a move and then i get all fumbly. Oh well, just need those exp points.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: w1llyw0nka]
#14157484 - 03/21/11 01:18 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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w1llyw0nka said: I'm scared of..
1. Public Speaking 2. Rejection 3. Police 4. Failure 5. AIDS

#5 ties into my fear of prison lol. im always paranoid that if i go to jail/prison im gonna get raped and get AIDS or some other disease. thats my main fear with prison lol. im like that one dude from boondocks in that regard.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Amsu Jackal]
#14157549 - 03/21/11 01:37 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Getting caught.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Joolz]
#14158671 - 03/21/11 10:31 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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strong pain, getting stabbed death women never reaching my potential
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How do women scare you ?
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14160246 - 03/21/11 04:39 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm mostly afraid that I'll sink on bottom where I had experiences. Other than that failing school and not getting job.
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doses
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Damaging myself in some way I can't reverse.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: doses]
#14160398 - 03/21/11 05:10 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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authority and new social situations or just any social situation where I feel awkward and don't quite know what to do. its a simple thing and irrational but it stems from the way I grew up, and yeah sometimes I find it difficult to be honest about.
also trypophobia or however you spell it, which is sort of a fear of a certain type of arrangement of bubbles, holes, spikes, etc, but I am 99% positive that is just kind of a more symbolic manifestation of my social fears
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death only if its painful having no one that understands which a lot of the time they do not
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EternalCowabunga
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: jivJaN]
#14160525 - 03/21/11 05:37 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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jivJaN said: How do women scare you ?
i'm scared of their judgement
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I'm judging you.
Run awayy
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14160603 - 03/21/11 06:06 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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My own power
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doses
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Quote:
EternalCowabunga said:
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jivJaN said: How do women scare you ?
i'm scared of their judgement
Samesies.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: drawde]
#14161091 - 03/21/11 07:40 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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drawde said: My own power
What's that supposed to mean?
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
#14161170 - 03/21/11 07:53 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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most feared: 1)Prison (not to mistake that with police, i do not fear police) 2)my body/spirit dying by nuke/radiation 3)never getting into a serious relationship (longest was 3months) 4)dying a virgin? (cause head doesnt count) 5)the time before 2012 (but not the time after)
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jivJaN
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Quote:
EternalCowabunga said:
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jivJaN said: How do women scare you ?
i'm scared of their judgement
Don't you judge them too ?
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14163012 - 03/22/11 03:22 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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irreversible dementias, head trauma, stroke... prison, be it psychological or physical (penitentiary etc)
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: CosmicJoke]
#14164879 - 03/22/11 02:15 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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The idea of loseing self-awareness, which is fallicy anyway because no one really seems to be aware of jack shit to start with.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
#14165867 - 03/22/11 05:18 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Thats a hard question.......
the thought of going to hell when i die scares me the most... I know i have a good soul but i've done things in my life which i know God wouldn't approve of.. I just hope he has mercy on my soul.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: microdotty]
#14165943 - 03/22/11 05:29 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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microdotty said: Thats a hard question.......
the thought of going to hell when i die scares me the most... I know i have a good soul but i've done things in my life which i know God wouldn't approve of.. I just hope he has mercy on my soul.
God doesn't exist br0.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: doses]
#14166242 - 03/22/11 06:12 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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doses said:
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microdotty said: Thats a hard question.......
the thought of going to hell when i die scares me the most... I know i have a good soul but i've done things in my life which i know God wouldn't approve of.. I just hope he has mercy on my soul.
God doesn't exist br0. 
Its a matter of opinion... im not getting in to this debate.. you believe what you want to.. and i'll believe what i want to... simple
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g00ru
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: doses]
#14166741 - 03/22/11 07:49 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
doses said:
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microdotty said: Thats a hard question.......
the thought of going to hell when i die scares me the most... I know i have a good soul but i've done things in my life which i know God wouldn't approve of.. I just hope he has mercy on my soul.
God doesn't exist br0. 
actually he does
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: g00ru]
#14168180 - 03/23/11 02:11 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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The Christian God is farfetched and difficult to believe in.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14168716 - 03/23/11 08:17 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm finding the concept of eternity pretty scary at the moment...
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