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jivJaN
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: deCypher]
#14083495 - 03/07/11 08:24 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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If it helps, you can think of chemicals as a type of informational pattern: we are simply processes of information dancing with each other, and the rhythms of the dance are in a sense the music of the stars.
oh gosh
ur so dreamy
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: jivJaN] 1
#14083546 - 03/07/11 08:37 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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No, I will NOT dance the celestial polka with you. 
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: deCypher] 2
#14083554 - 03/07/11 08:38 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm not convinced you mean that
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Kickle]
#14084341 - 03/07/11 11:23 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Biggest fear, people. We are powerful, and often irrational.
2nd, spiders. have you seen the videos of spider bites being drained?
They are so small they could be anywhere, and the way they walk is creepy. I live in the woods so they get into my house all the time. I've woken up with a big ass wolf spider on my shoulder. I freaked. I've also walked face first through a banana spider(they're huge) web with the spider right in the middle of the web. It walked across my face. Once again, I freaked.
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c0sm0nautt

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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: mushiepussy]
#14084359 - 03/07/11 11:28 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Spiders used to be KOS in my house. Now I let them be and they don't bother me. I often have dreams about them now too, and visions when I am practicing entering the trance state. I think they pick up on fear, and will pretty much leave you alone if you don't give out that energy. At least this has been my experience the past few months. If I wake up with one crawling on my face I will more than likely freak.
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mushiepussy

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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14084410 - 03/07/11 11:43 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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The problem is when it rains they all come inside to be dry. I am sure I have alot of spiders that are residents of my house, but at least they know whats up. The tourist spiders trying to escape the rain don't know their way around, and they end up in your cereal or on your face.
Other bugs end up in my house as well, roaches, stinkbugs, and various other weird ones, but spiders are the only ones that bug me. haha
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Tony
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: mushiepussy]
#14086157 - 03/08/11 11:28 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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About this looking forward to death. I think we've all had moments where we feel like that place is totally beautiful rather than something to be avoided. And when you look at how people live and what they put into their bodies, even with all the diet info that is out there, it seems almost like most people are actually looking forward to it. Fast food doesn't really taste that good, at least in my opinion eating a fresh fruit is a WAY better experience. But eating bad food is a way of ensuring that the body will eventually decay. No one wants to follow a regimen just to live in a specific body a bit longer. We may be thinking and talking in healthy terms, but the doing is....... ensuring that things will be recycled.
IDK. I wonder if this is a taboo subject.. Maybe that's the scary part for me. Losing the ability to speak, falling into a lonely oblivion where there is only silence and everything on the surface has nothing at all to do with me, even when I speak or write messages or go to work or do whatever. Scary. And beautiful.
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Olympus Mons
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14086423 - 03/08/11 12:33 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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life scares me.
and no. unlike most people.
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Amsu Jackal
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i only have but 2 fears in this world and i have no problem admitting them. here they are in order:
1. prison 2. deep water (lake/ocean)
and theyre crippling fears but they dont get in the way of my activities unless someone mentions them. if someone mentions prison even while im sober, it results in thought loops, anxiety, etc. god help me if im tripping and someone mentions prison or starts playing rap.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Amsu Jackal]
#14114776 - 03/13/11 03:43 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I have a fear of acceptance. I fear looking like a complete idiot and worrying that I am a dumb being. I have an extreme fear of being dumb.
I'm working on it. Not easy to admit really. I have dreams where I forget how to spell a word and everyone sees my failure.
HA ha.
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w1llyw0nka
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I'm scared of..
1. Public Speaking 2. Rejection 3. Police 4. Failure 5. AIDS
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: w1llyw0nka]
#14115919 - 03/13/11 07:19 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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w1llyw0nka said: I'm scared of..
1. Public Speaking 2. Rejection 3. Police 4. Failure 5. AIDS

Exactly
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i'm afraid of failure, and embarrassment to a lesser degree, but i've been getting over that lately
oh and chronic i feel ya on the girl fear. Srsly I'm totally cool around girls right up to when i have to really make a move and then i get all fumbly. Oh well, just need those exp points.
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Amsu Jackal
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: w1llyw0nka]
#14157484 - 03/21/11 01:18 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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w1llyw0nka said: I'm scared of..
1. Public Speaking 2. Rejection 3. Police 4. Failure 5. AIDS

#5 ties into my fear of prison lol. im always paranoid that if i go to jail/prison im gonna get raped and get AIDS or some other disease. thats my main fear with prison lol. im like that one dude from boondocks in that regard.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Amsu Jackal]
#14157549 - 03/21/11 01:37 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Getting caught.
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EternalCowabunga
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Joolz]
#14158671 - 03/21/11 10:31 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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strong pain, getting stabbed death women never reaching my potential
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jivJaN
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How do women scare you ?
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14160246 - 03/21/11 04:39 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm mostly afraid that I'll sink on bottom where I had experiences. Other than that failing school and not getting job.
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doses
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Damaging myself in some way I can't reverse.
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1tokeovrtheline
life=painfully beautiful



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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: doses]
#14160398 - 03/21/11 05:10 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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authority and new social situations or just any social situation where I feel awkward and don't quite know what to do. its a simple thing and irrational but it stems from the way I grew up, and yeah sometimes I find it difficult to be honest about.
also trypophobia or however you spell it, which is sort of a fear of a certain type of arrangement of bubbles, holes, spikes, etc, but I am 99% positive that is just kind of a more symbolic manifestation of my social fears
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