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c0sm0nautt

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What scares you the most?
#14078444 - 03/06/11 10:20 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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And do you have trouble being honest about it?
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Ginseng1
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt] 1
#14078493 - 03/06/11 10:26 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm not sure.. but sometimes I get sleep paralysis where I get weird sensations around my anus and genitals that I have no control and it feels like some extra dimensional zombies are trying to stick their fingers in my ass or something. Similar things happen in dreams sometimes.
These experiences are the ones which disturb me the most and I resist with the most fervor, so I think being sodomized by those who abide in the 6th dimension scares me the most.
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p4kSouL
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Ginseng1]
#14078554 - 03/06/11 10:36 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Yes if i talk about my fear it intensifies. Some of my friends i cannot not talk about any fear issues of mine because it gets pretty delusional, and it spreads like a virus to them. I just need to learn to shut my mouth when im scared. Meditation has diffidently increased good and bad. Bad days is when the paranoia tries to hijack my meditation, my left brain hemisphere freaks the fuck out. Seems this is the garbage i have to deal with.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Ginseng1]
#14078570 - 03/06/11 10:38 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Ginseng1 said: I'm not sure.. but sometimes I get sleep paralysis where I get weird sensations around my anus and genitals that I have no control and it feels like some extra dimensional zombies are trying to stick their fingers in my ass or something. Similar things happen in dreams sometimes.
These experiences are the ones which disturb me the most and I resist with the most fervor, so I think being sodomized by those who abide in the 6th dimension scares me the most.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: p4kSouL]
#14078574 - 03/06/11 10:38 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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takeing really strong dose of salvia and dreams ive had.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Goose]
#14078604 - 03/06/11 10:44 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Going to prison.
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circastes
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Ginseng1]
#14078724 - 03/06/11 11:06 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Ginseng1 said: I'm not sure.. but sometimes I get sleep paralysis where I get weird sensations around my anus and genitals that I have no control and it feels like some extra dimensional zombies are trying to stick their fingers in my ass or something. Similar things happen in dreams sometimes.
These experiences are the ones which disturb me the most and I resist with the most fervor, so I think being sodomized by those who abide in the 6th dimension scares me the most.
huhuh, yeah.
I think going to war against my consent or being caught in something like what happened at Stalingrad - the Germans on one side and your commissar with his submachinegun on the other, and you have the choice to die, or to die, while trying to kill people you have no quarrel with using your bare hands. GG!
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jivJaN
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14079141 - 03/07/11 12:35 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Getting buried alive.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: jivJaN]
#14079566 - 03/07/11 03:16 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Death, torture, loneliness. And spiders, definitely spiders. 
I'd like to think I'm pretty honest about recognizing my fears.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14079759 - 03/07/11 06:40 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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c0sm0nautt said: And do you have trouble being honest about it?
Death
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Ginseng1]
#14079849 - 03/07/11 07:20 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Quote:
Ginseng1 said: I'm not sure.. but sometimes I get sleep paralysis where I get weird sensations around my anus and genitals that I have no control and it feels like some extra dimensional zombies are trying to stick their fingers in my ass or something. Similar things happen in dreams sometimes.
These experiences are the ones which disturb me the most and I resist with the most fervor, so I think being sodomized by those who abide in the 6th dimension scares me the most.
lol wow. same thing has been happening to me lately (but without the sleep paralysis), just started happening a couple weeks ago. i'm not really scared of it tho, its just bizarre and I'm quickly becoming more aware of the reality of my energy so its like this rabbit hole just keeps getting weirder.
what am I scared of the most?
idk fear exists on so many different levels manifesting as so many different concerns. I suppose at the root level its ego-death as in "I" don't want to die.
but on the more immediate surface of concern and worry...I would say I'm scared of being judged negatively as I know I'm a good person but people have continually had me doubt this and feel bad about myself to keep me down and take advantage of me. now I'm just growing the balls to know who I am and know that I know who I am so I don't give a shit about other people's thoughts of me. I just see their ignorance of me instead of doubting myself and thinking I am ignorant of myself.
Also, I'm scared of torture.
Edited by NastyDHL (03/07/11 07:21 AM)
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ThemBones
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: NastyDHL]
#14080015 - 03/07/11 08:25 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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heights and drowning, more the latter.
I was on the beach once during a tropical storm, and a massive wave knocked me down and swept me out to sea. I couldn't get a breath because every time I managed to surface a wave would crash on me, rolling me around and into the sand on the bottom. Scary shit, idk how the hell I managed to get out.
edit: if I meditate on it I'll have flashbacks, which kinda suck. But I don't have problems talking about it.
Edited by ThemBones (03/07/11 08:28 AM)
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floydisgod
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: ThemBones]
#14080039 - 03/07/11 08:36 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I'm afraid of americans. No, but, i'm afraid of letting go, Social anxiety and such. The deeper i go though, it usually boils down to my fear of dying. Spiritually as well as physically.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: floydisgod]
#14080079 - 03/07/11 08:55 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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only a fool wouldn't be afraid of americans. If we want what you have you can be sure we'll try to take it from you.
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I AM SWIM
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
#14080106 - 03/07/11 09:05 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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im scared of doin' thangs......sometimes.... depends on the kind of thangs doin' thangs iz doin' at the time
Edited by I AM SWIM (03/07/11 09:06 AM)
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floydisgod
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: I AM SWIM]
#14080173 - 03/07/11 09:26 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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God is an american
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HappyTrippin
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: floydisgod]
#14080478 - 03/07/11 11:31 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Freedom, in a way. I tremble at the possibilities of this. I know I shouldn't waste my time or energy fearing it, but in a way I do, the more I invest into the path I'm on, the more is revealed to me, and it can be quite scary at times. I don't really have a hard time talking about it, except when I it starts getting scary, then I just shut up and let it happen. But once it's over and I'm feeling confident again, I have no problems talking about how terrifying it can be.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: c0sm0nautt]
#14080483 - 03/07/11 11:32 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Girls that i like a lot, well that's what causes the strongest reaction of fear in my body, trembling, sweating etc...
Death doesn't scare me at all, im looking forward to it
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Chronic7]
#14080566 - 03/07/11 11:52 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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How can a girl scare you? They pose absolutely no threat except to your sense of self. In Becker's book , Denial of Death he would contend that your fear of women is a classic case of unconscious death anxiety.
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Re: What scares you the most? [Re: Icelander]
#14080582 - 03/07/11 11:56 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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I feel that i'm most probly scared due to my own inexperience in that area
'I' don't actually feel scared, but my body reacts with the symptoms
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