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muistrue
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Re: 51 hours left to live [Re: Enthrall]
#14079199 - 03/07/11 12:47 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Enthrall said: Yes actually. Ignorance is bliss. How about I hold and gun to your head and tell you your gonna die right now? Or would you rather just drop dead someday without any knowledge of when it will happen?
It's always been a fixation for me to hope that I am able to experience a conscious death. I want to know it and feel it and embrace it consciously. Dying in my sleep would be the ultimate disappointment for me.
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Enthrall
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Re: 51 hours left to live [Re: igwna]
#14079203 - 03/07/11 12:48 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Enthrall said: I wouldnt want to choose the moment. Id rather suffer than watch someone kill me. Death comes when you least expect it and you dont even know your dead. But to choose your hour just scares me. My uncle died of brain cancer and thats how he went.
you're more afraid to know its coming than to be in the dark about it?
how does that make sense 
Yes actually. Ignorance is bliss. How about I hold and gun to your head and tell you your gonna die right now? Or would you rather just drop dead someday without any knowledge of when it will happen?
you never just drop dead. i find it incredibly unlikely that you won't know you're going to die.
maybe if you didnt see a truck coming and it hit you. what a shitty way to go.
"didn't know what hit 'em." never sounded like a desirable ending to me.
maybe we're just different people.
I take back what i said. I dont really know until i have cancer and im on a bed. Maybe Id want to shoot myself, maybe I wouldnt.
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1tokeovrtheline
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Re: 51 hours left to live [Re: muistrue]
#14079242 - 03/07/11 12:58 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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Enthrall said: Yes actually. Ignorance is bliss. How about I hold and gun to your head and tell you your gonna die right now? Or would you rather just drop dead someday without any knowledge of when it will happen?
It's always been a fixation for me to hope that I am able to experience a conscious death. I want to know it and feel it and embrace it consciously. Dying in my sleep would be the ultimate disappointment for me.
have you done yopo? or perhaps a bigger dmt or ayahuasca dose? just curious if you felt a rebirth on those since you say you have a fixation on experiencing a conscious death.
I think that even if you were asleep though you would at some point in the experience realize you were dead or dying, or at least at some point the experience would be pretty much exactly the same as if you knew your were about to die (perhaps you forget you just died either way )
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muistrue
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1tokeovrtheline said: have you done yopo? or perhaps a bigger dmt or ayahuasca dose? just curious if you felt a rebirth on those since you say you have a fixation on experiencing a conscious death.
Tried yopo didn't get much effects but I'm an intrepid explorer of DMT hyperspace and ayahuasca brewmaster. Yes I do believe my experiences with DMT are at the root of that fixation. I experienced an intense death/rebirth on my first DMT breakthrough which is detailed in my journal if you care to read it.
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Hope he got it in when he was alive, cause 51 hours isn't enough time to do jack shit. If I was him I would just spend the last hours with family and friends on a crystal meth binge, cause when you only have 51 hours to live you sure as fuck don't have any room to take a nap. That and get some really hot escorts, and before you do the meth eat your favorite food.
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Re: 51 hours left to live [Re: muistrue]
#14079397 - 03/07/11 01:50 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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FractalDust said:... Dying in my sleep would be the ultimate disappointment for me.
Sounds like a good exit to me... . . . (and what fapjack said.) ..
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muistrue
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Re: 51 hours left to live [Re: vinsue]
#14079404 - 03/07/11 01:54 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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FractalDust said:... Dying in my sleep would be the ultimate disappointment for me.
Sounds like a good exit to me... . . . (and what fapjack said.) .. 
Haha you'd think right? I must sound crazy.
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Re: 51 hours left to live [Re: muistrue]
#14080262 - 03/07/11 10:01 AM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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May his soul continue on the journey back 'home'.
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igwna
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sunset_mission said: May his soul continue on the journey back 'home'.
what?
his soul already is home...
unless you're suggesting he's from another planet?
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Re: 51 hours left to live [Re: igwna]
#14083078 - 03/07/11 07:06 PM (12 years, 10 months ago) |
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metaphorically speaking Einstein
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