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Anyone else hate loud sounds?
    #14067952 - 03/04/11 07:35 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

This is kind of a questionnaire type thing.

Anyone else here hate loud sounds? Cant block sounds? Cant hear over something else when you should be-able to?

Do you have social anxiety? Learning disabilities? Attention disorders?

Do you have clumsiness?

Paranoia? Anxiety?

Insomnia?


Just seeing if anyone has any of these in common, if so just explain how it effects you and what you have.


I have problems with loud sounds, I have all my life. I also have always been a bigger build and bigger joints with less dexterity then most. I also have problems with anxiety. It effects my life in almost everyday. It effects my personality and my way I interact with the world. Since the very beginning.

Anyone else have these problems?


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068012 - 03/04/11 07:52 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

I hate loud sounds. Oftentimes, I get angry when I'm trying to concentrate on something and someone is breaking my clarity with their racket or loud talking. I've been trying to work on this and have been somewhat successful.
I do also have social anxiety, although it has lessened considerably since using cubensis mushrooms.
No clumsiness, no learning disabilities, and no attention deficit.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: fungivore]
    #14068017 - 03/04/11 07:53 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

When I say learning disabilities. I dont necessarily mean disabilities as a whole, but cogitative change. Differences in intelligence compared to other people before psychedelic or any drug use.

Seeing patterns differently, attention different then others, dyslexia, ect


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil] * 1
    #14068018 - 03/04/11 07:53 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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It's one thing to simply enjoy a style of life that one enjoys, but it's another thing altogether to refer to another person's choice as "wrong" or to rationalize their behavior as being pathological or resulting from some sort of inadequacy or failing so as to create a sense of superiority or separation as yet another projection of a personal fear or control issue.


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InvisibleJanamil


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Poid]
    #14068028 - 03/04/11 07:55 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Wow, please fuck off. Im trying to get some information here, you honestly don't need to make fun of something I cant fucking control.

You dont make fun of something you dont really understand.


As for this thread, all Im looking for is people that have similar feelings of this and things that are connected and how it effects the persons life as a whole.

I know there are people here that have this, the connection to these symptoms is what I am looking at.


Edited by Janamil (03/04/11 08:02 PM)


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068324 - 03/04/11 09:13 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

i have some input, but i'm too tired to go into it right now. i'll post info on this topic later. glad you asked.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: gerryjarcia]
    #14068438 - 03/04/11 09:37 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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gerryjarcia said:
i have some input, but i'm too tired to go into it right now. i'll post info on this topic later. glad you asked.




Thanks Ill be appreciated to know what you say, Really Im just trying to find random perspectives from normal people on the impact of something like this and the commodity of this type of problems arising


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068453 - 03/04/11 09:40 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Janamil said:
When I say learning disabilities. I dont necessarily mean disabilities as a whole, but cogitative change. Differences in intelligence compared to other people before psychedelic or any drug use.

Seeing patterns differently, attention different then others, dyslexia, ect



Ah, now that you mention it, as far as disabilities go, I was born with epilepsy and suffered with it through my early childhood. Partly due to the disease itself and partly due to the strong medication I was on, I was a slow learner until my teenage years.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068458 - 03/04/11 09:41 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

i dont like loud sounds when i'm high.




then again, i don't think anyone ENJOYS to be startled.. which seems to be what you're describing.

and being startled often can probably bring about some kind of psychological disorders. i don't think i would blame it on the psychedelics.

it really sounds like you have anxiety.. i know, i suffered with it for 1 year completely and anywhere from that 1 year plus another 2 years on and off.

i went on medication but the meds didnt do shit. what helped was cognitive thinking exercises as well as facing the issue head on. good luck buddy,


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: fungivore]
    #14068472 - 03/04/11 09:43 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Oh yes, and I have suffered from insomnia on and off.... Benadryl usually does the trick though... at least for 4-5 hours of sleep.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068478 - 03/04/11 09:44 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

I absolutely can't hear people talking to me if there is something going on in the background. Its like my ears can't focus, or if they do it tends to be on the background noise instead of important shit. I'm sure thats some sort of miscommunication in my brain...like maybe some part of the brain that is used to focus on the sounds that you think are important is underdeveloped in mine or something.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Ima Trooper]
    #14068519 - 03/04/11 09:51 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Ima Trooper said:
I absolutely can't hear people talking to me if there is something going on in the background. Its like my ears can't focus, or if they do it tends to be on the background noise instead of important shit. I'm sure thats some sort of miscommunication in my brain...like maybe some part of the brain that is used to focus on the sounds that you think are important is underdeveloped in mine or something.




This is exactly the disease I am identifying btw.

And yes, this is my theory as-well. Problem is, its not just one problem, but specific abnormalities that cause many problems, and each one effects cognitive "functionality" and even processing in different ways.

Anyway, Anyone that has social anxiety. What is different about your life then "everyone else"'s?


Also very important question. What does your social anxiety stem from? inability to find what to say so you do poorly in conversation, not know what to do properly? Or just straight up anxiety from psychological means.

Whats important though, is if you have an inability to do something properly and get psychological negatives from it. It will later induce anxiety.

So again, explain what type of social anxiety it is. What does it stem from? What is the reason of it?


Also on getting "Startled" There seems to be a few spectrum's, I am dealing with. One you will get startled like your brain was hit to fast, and one it will just "hurt".


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068542 - 03/04/11 09:56 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Anyway, Anyone that has social anxiety. What is different about your life then "everyone else"'s?




It seems like everyone else seems to draw energy from interacting with "friends" and others. I feel like I am losing energy when I do this.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: fungivore]
    #14068558 - 03/04/11 09:59 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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fungivore said:
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Anyway, Anyone that has social anxiety. What is different about your life then "everyone else"'s?




It seems like everyone else seems to draw energy from interacting with "friends" and others. I feel like I am losing energy when I do this.




Yes, that is what "social anxiety" or social problem is. The question is why.

is it cognitive, is it stress induced? Is it you cannot instinctively communicate in common conversation? Does it stem from earlier psychological trauma? What was this psychological trauma started from? An external source or your biology?

All these are very important. It is the basis of why you are this way. (No offense to anyone I am talking to. I am in a completely informational mood)


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068573 - 03/04/11 10:03 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

I agree, as I sometimes find loud or very immediate unexpected sounds to be physically painful, and not just to the ears. IF in fact the ears even bother me at all; I mean a more visceral, penetrating sense of unease from sound, which naturally penetrates at thse frequencies or volumes that bother me. It is hard to describe but some sounds are so unpleasant they hurt, or kinda send a shock front through you, for some brief loud sounds.

For the record I can resolve whispered conversations and other things many people don't seem to hear, so my aural acuity is probably better than average,


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: antiPock]
    #14068584 - 03/04/11 10:06 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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antiPock said:
I agree, as I sometimes find loud or very immediate unexpected sounds to be physically painful, and not just to the ears. IF in fact the ears even bother me at all; I mean a more visceral, penetrating sense of unease from sound, which naturally penetrates at thse frequencies or volumes that bother me. It is hard to describe but some sounds are so unpleasant they hurt, or kinda send a shock front through you, for some brief loud sounds.

For the record I can resolve whispered conversations and other things many people don't seem to hear, so my aural acuity is probably better than average,




This is what autistics deal with everyday on very higher extents. Like I said, I'm going to identify a disease. Fortunately people with these problems see in a different literal way due to this problem they must move past.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068606 - 03/04/11 10:11 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Yes, that is what "social anxiety" or social problem is. The question is why.

is it cognitive, is it stress induced? Is it you cannot instinctively communicate in common conversation? Does it stem from earlier psychological trauma? What was this psychological trauma started from? An external source or your biology?

All these are very important. It is the basis of why you are this way. (No offense to anyone I am talking to. I am in a completely informational mood)



I would love to know why, also. I have no problem conversing through text. As a matter of fact, I feel that I converse and relay what I feel MUCH better through text than with talking in person.

For me, I don't feel that it is stress induced as I'm pretty laid back most of the time. Perhaps it is that I cannot instinctively communicate in common conversation. In a business sense, I can communicate fairly well. I can be friendly with the client and even take part in small talk. However, on a personal level, I feel like people are trying to figure me out, and I don't want them to. I have walls and I have layers, and I really like to keep people on the outside.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068617 - 03/04/11 10:14 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

The loud noise problem is like going blind for that amount of time, you're losing a sense for a short period of time, and if you don't like it, you become paranoid of it.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: fungivore]
    #14068631 - 03/04/11 10:16 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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fungivore said:
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Yes, that is what "social anxiety" or social problem is. The question is why.

is it cognitive, is it stress induced? Is it you cannot instinctively communicate in common conversation? Does it stem from earlier psychological trauma? What was this psychological trauma started from? An external source or your biology?

All these are very important. It is the basis of why you are this way. (No offense to anyone I am talking to. I am in a completely informational mood)



I would love to know why, also. I have no problem conversing through text. As a matter of fact, I feel that I converse and relay what I feel MUCH better through text than with talking in person.

For me, I don't feel that it is stress induced as I'm pretty laid back most of the time. Perhaps it is that I cannot instinctively communicate in common conversation. In a business sense, I can communicate fairly well. I can be friendly with the client and even take part in small talk. However, on a personal level, I feel like people are trying to figure me out, and I don't want them to. I have walls and I have layers, and I really like to keep people on the outside.




Yeah, its learned. You don't seem to have instinctual communication abilities. This can be environmental but Im looking at the neurological side of it.

Do you have chronic paranoia? Having to plan everything out or predict things? Im not talking about episodes, Im just talking about forced curiosity for a specific reason that is manifested as or cause by paranoia or OCD.

(Sorry Im really baked, Trying to put things as readable as possible.)

Im the opposite on text, really though its just a cognitive change. Some will be absolutely amazing at written language and some will not, depending on biological neurological changes, psychological development, cognitive development, chemical neurological and CNS development along with all the environmental changes that can slowly effect all these.

Something is quite common and effecting many people to this day with mental disorders.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: giza]
    #14068650 - 03/04/11 10:20 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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giza said:
The loud noise problem is like going blind for that amount of time, you're losing a sense for a short period of time, and if you don't like it, you become paranoid of it.




Sometimes, kind of. It really depends on the person and the specific neurology of the person. Some people will become blind while others will instantly lose attention, while others will feel like something hit there core so hard it could kill them.


Also in these people, What type of headaches do you get? Pressure headaches or tension? And where? Left or right?


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068693 - 03/04/11 10:29 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

yes. does that answer your question?

it's evolution mane


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14068698 - 03/04/11 10:30 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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owls said:
yes. does that answer your question?

it's evolution mane




When evolution traps people in neurological prisons, it must be understood.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068725 - 03/04/11 10:33 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

it's not a prison.. you'll figure out how to make yourself compatible with reality eventually. it'll end up being the most amazingly beautiful thing you never thought you ever deserved

once you stop looking at your traits as drawbacks and realize what you truly have..


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14068771 - 03/04/11 10:40 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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owls said:
it's not a prison.. you'll figure out how to make yourself compatible with reality eventually. it'll end up being the most amazingly beautiful thing you never thought you ever deserved

once you stop looking at your traits as drawbacks and realize what you truly have..




It doesn't stop the fact that autism is still there based most likely on the same thing that gives some of us our intellectual advantage and difference.

Also this wasn't natures fault, it was processed foods fault. Autistics have been multiplying exponentially the last 20 years, and I do not believe its just from noticing there autistic. Were talking full blown autism here, its obvious they are autistic.

So yes, it is indeed a prison. I see autism metaphorically as a prison, and that it would be like for someone that makes it out of it.

Im not looking at our flaws to talk about, I'm looking for perspective here. Any perspective matters.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068836 - 03/04/11 10:53 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

how's the piracetam workin for ya


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14068855 - 03/04/11 10:58 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

BOOM!!
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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: ModularMind]
    #14068868 - 03/04/11 11:01 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

autism might as well be a made up disease, don't give it so much power...

i'm glad i never took labeling myself with a mental disease seriously, what a mental setback that would be

so, why don't you cut the processed foods out of your diet? grow mushrooms, what a great medicine. if you can't, then bide your time until you can.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14068873 - 03/04/11 11:02 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

and stop trying to make yourself famous, that's not gonna get you anywhere but bring you more misery


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14068877 - 03/04/11 11:02 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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owls said:
autism might as well be a made up disease, don't give it so much power...

i'm glad i never took labeling myself with a mental disease seriously, what a mental setback that would be

so, why don't you cut the processed foods out of your diet? grow mushrooms, what a great medicine. if you can't, then bide your time until you can.




lol, I dont even want to try to understand whats going on in your head and you call me insane.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14068884 - 03/04/11 11:04 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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owls said:
and stop trying to make yourself famous, that's not gonna get you anywhere but bring you more misery



lol, You can fuck off. I can do whatever I want to do, also Im mostly doing it just to help people now as this has already been discovered five years ago in a medical hypothesis. I unfortunately will not get credit for this I believe.

If you dont understand what your talking about and dont understand the depth of what someone can do, Why try to judge them based on your very tiny view of the world?

What do you honestly think you ll accomplish? Im putting you back on ignore, I dont know you got off my list.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14068886 - 03/04/11 11:04 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

when did i ever call you insane? either way there's nothing wrong with insanity.. it could be genius

i meant to add but it got cut off: research nutrition and other things that may help you, try thinking only in terms of moving forward..


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14068897 - 03/04/11 11:06 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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owls said:
when did i ever call you insane? either way there's nothing wrong with insanity.. it could be genius

i meant to add but it got cut off: research nutrition and other things that may help you, try thinking only in terms of moving forward..




... What the fuck are you even talking about now? Please dont give me advice, how about if you post here. You post what I asked and what is being discussed without you putting your opinions of whatever the hell you believe is absolute. Its meaningless to have a perspective like that.

EDIT: I honestly dont mean to come off as a complete dick, but judging someone else's understanding with one glace at your perspective and what you know is probably the easiest way to be ignorant.

You seem to going purely "nurture" its nature vs nurture dude. Its obviously both, in every way. Funny thing is, nature changes nurture and visa versa.

Just because you see understanding this as a "setback" does not mean it is a "setback" for everyone else, So do not assume it based on your perspective please. I do not tolerate that type of bullshit.


PLEASE get back to the thread. I am looking for different perspectives on social anxiety and problems associated with it, and connections that can be made and understood in many peoples perspectives. I need to understand what you struggle with, and why.

Again any perspective matters, this helps me process while I'm taking college classes for biology and neurology.


Edited by Janamil (03/04/11 11:16 PM)


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069032 - 03/04/11 11:40 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

I've got some attention problems and it hurt my life quite a bit.
Highschool was all low-grades and teachers telling me that I'm wasting my potential, but I just could not do work.
That ended up with me doing pretty poorly grade-wise, and thus my university expenses were high as fuck and scholarships out of the question.

Insomnia has also been a big roadblock in my life.
My punctuality has always been affected greatly by my inability to sleep, as I'd be way too tired to wake up when I was supposed to.

Anxiety was a big problem until I started smoking weed, which magically abolished literally all of my anxiety problems within about 4 months of regular use.
Well actually, recently when my girlfriend was taken to the hospital in an ambulance (I was the only one there when the incident happened, long story but I posted it on here) I freaked out and had an anxiety attack in the hospital.
Social anxiety is still very present in my day-to-day life, and dealing with it is quite difficult.

My dexterity is fine.
Most likely above fine really. Can solve a rubik's cube in sub 25 seconds :wink:

I'm not sure if I can really comment on the loud noises thing, because I don't know what is a normal level of sound to be blocked :S
Could always do work with music on, at quite a volume too.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: vulcAn]
    #14069048 - 03/04/11 11:44 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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vulcAn said:
I've got some attention problems and it hurt my life quite a bit.
Highschool was all low-grades and teachers telling me that I'm wasting my potential, but I just could not do work.
That ended up with me doing pretty poorly grade-wise, and thus my university expenses were high as fuck and scholarships out of the question.

Insomnia has also been a big roadblock in my life.
My punctuality has always been affected greatly by my inability to sleep, as I'd be way too tired to wake up when I was supposed to.

Anxiety was a big problem until I started smoking weed, which magically abolished literally all of my anxiety problems within about 4 months of regular use.
Well actually, recently when my girlfriend was taken to the hospital in an ambulance (I was the only one there when the incident happened, long story but I posted it on here) I freaked out and had an anxiety attack in the hospital.
Social anxiety is still very present in my day-to-day life, and dealing with it is quite difficult.

My dexterity is fine.
Most likely above fine really. Can solve a rubik's cube in sub 25 seconds :wink:

I'm not sure if I can really comment on the loud noises thing, because I don't know what is a normal level of sound to be blocked :S
Could always do work with music on, at quite a volume too.




Any history of schizophrenia in your family?


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069074 - 03/04/11 11:53 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

Janamil said:
Quote:

vulcAn said:
I've got some attention problems and it hurt my life quite a bit.
Highschool was all low-grades and teachers telling me that I'm wasting my potential, but I just could not do work.
That ended up with me doing pretty poorly grade-wise, and thus my university expenses were high as fuck and scholarships out of the question.

Insomnia has also been a big roadblock in my life.
My punctuality has always been affected greatly by my inability to sleep, as I'd be way too tired to wake up when I was supposed to.

Anxiety was a big problem until I started smoking weed, which magically abolished literally all of my anxiety problems within about 4 months of regular use.
Well actually, recently when my girlfriend was taken to the hospital in an ambulance (I was the only one there when the incident happened, long story but I posted it on here) I freaked out and had an anxiety attack in the hospital.
Social anxiety is still very present in my day-to-day life, and dealing with it is quite difficult.

My dexterity is fine.
Most likely above fine really. Can solve a rubik's cube in sub 25 seconds :wink:

I'm not sure if I can really comment on the loud noises thing, because I don't know what is a normal level of sound to be blocked :S
Could always do work with music on, at quite a volume too.




Any history of schizophrenia in your family?




No, not that I know of.
An uncle who is not related by blood is schizophrenic.

Though I actually have something to add, I didn't see you asked about paranoia:
A lot of the time, I think that I am starting to see schizophrenic traits in myself and begin to freak out.
There are some weird things I've done, like written notes to myself to save in case my rationality became too fogged to tell people I had gone insane. This way, I'd be able to show somebody the note and explain it all.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: vulcAn]
    #14069078 - 03/04/11 11:54 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

janamil has a history of DMX induced schizophrenia


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14069085 - 03/04/11 11:56 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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janamil has a history of DMX induced schizophrenia




Really, after Ive asked you fucking nicely to stay out of my thread and leave your pathetic attempts to make yourself feel better. Yet you continue to put your narrow minded perspective and verbally attack me.

Grow the fuck up, you little kid.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: vulcAn]
    #14069089 - 03/04/11 11:57 PM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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vulcAn said:
Quote:

Janamil said:
Quote:

vulcAn said:
I've got some attention problems and it hurt my life quite a bit.
Highschool was all low-grades and teachers telling me that I'm wasting my potential, but I just could not do work.
That ended up with me doing pretty poorly grade-wise, and thus my university expenses were high as fuck and scholarships out of the question.

Insomnia has also been a big roadblock in my life.
My punctuality has always been affected greatly by my inability to sleep, as I'd be way too tired to wake up when I was supposed to.

Anxiety was a big problem until I started smoking weed, which magically abolished literally all of my anxiety problems within about 4 months of regular use.
Well actually, recently when my girlfriend was taken to the hospital in an ambulance (I was the only one there when the incident happened, long story but I posted it on here) I freaked out and had an anxiety attack in the hospital.
Social anxiety is still very present in my day-to-day life, and dealing with it is quite difficult.

My dexterity is fine.
Most likely above fine really. Can solve a rubik's cube in sub 25 seconds :wink:

I'm not sure if I can really comment on the loud noises thing, because I don't know what is a normal level of sound to be blocked :S
Could always do work with music on, at quite a volume too.




Any history of schizophrenia in your family?




No, not that I know of.
An uncle who is not related by blood is schizophrenic.

Though I actually have something to add, I didn't see you asked about paranoia:
A lot of the time, I think that I am starting to see schizophrenic traits in myself and begin to freak out.
There are some weird things I've done, like written notes to myself to save in case my rationality became too fogged to tell people I had gone insane. This way, I'd be able to show somebody the note and explain it all.




Stop smoking weed, you have a very good chance of schizophrenia.

I would ask your doctor about wellbutrin, or get into nootropics. Weed will only make things worse in the long run.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069097 - 03/05/11 12:00 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Janamil said:
Quote:

vulcAn said:
Quote:

Janamil said:
Quote:

vulcAn said:
I've got some attention problems and it hurt my life quite a bit.
Highschool was all low-grades and teachers telling me that I'm wasting my potential, but I just could not do work.
That ended up with me doing pretty poorly grade-wise, and thus my university expenses were high as fuck and scholarships out of the question.

Insomnia has also been a big roadblock in my life.
My punctuality has always been affected greatly by my inability to sleep, as I'd be way too tired to wake up when I was supposed to.

Anxiety was a big problem until I started smoking weed, which magically abolished literally all of my anxiety problems within about 4 months of regular use.
Well actually, recently when my girlfriend was taken to the hospital in an ambulance (I was the only one there when the incident happened, long story but I posted it on here) I freaked out and had an anxiety attack in the hospital.
Social anxiety is still very present in my day-to-day life, and dealing with it is quite difficult.

My dexterity is fine.
Most likely above fine really. Can solve a rubik's cube in sub 25 seconds :wink:

I'm not sure if I can really comment on the loud noises thing, because I don't know what is a normal level of sound to be blocked :S
Could always do work with music on, at quite a volume too.




Any history of schizophrenia in your family?




No, not that I know of.
An uncle who is not related by blood is schizophrenic.

Though I actually have something to add, I didn't see you asked about paranoia:
A lot of the time, I think that I am starting to see schizophrenic traits in myself and begin to freak out.
There are some weird things I've done, like written notes to myself to save in case my rationality became too fogged to tell people I had gone insane. This way, I'd be able to show somebody the note and explain it all.




Stop smoking weed, you have a very good chance of schizophrenia.

I would ask your doctor about wellbutrin, or get into nootropics. Weed will only make things worse in the long run.




:feelsbadman:
Also semi-suicidal, so I think I'll just take that route if this proves to be schizophrenia. I now hate my life even more.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: vulcAn]
    #14069114 - 03/05/11 12:07 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Janamil said:
Quote:

vulcAn said:
Quote:

Janamil said:
Quote:

vulcAn said:
I've got some attention problems and it hurt my life quite a bit.
Highschool was all low-grades and teachers telling me that I'm wasting my potential, but I just could not do work.
That ended up with me doing pretty poorly grade-wise, and thus my university expenses were high as fuck and scholarships out of the question.

Insomnia has also been a big roadblock in my life.
My punctuality has always been affected greatly by my inability to sleep, as I'd be way too tired to wake up when I was supposed to.

Anxiety was a big problem until I started smoking weed, which magically abolished literally all of my anxiety problems within about 4 months of regular use.
Well actually, recently when my girlfriend was taken to the hospital in an ambulance (I was the only one there when the incident happened, long story but I posted it on here) I freaked out and had an anxiety attack in the hospital.
Social anxiety is still very present in my day-to-day life, and dealing with it is quite difficult.

My dexterity is fine.
Most likely above fine really. Can solve a rubik's cube in sub 25 seconds :wink:

I'm not sure if I can really comment on the loud noises thing, because I don't know what is a normal level of sound to be blocked :S
Could always do work with music on, at quite a volume too.




Any history of schizophrenia in your family?




No, not that I know of.
An uncle who is not related by blood is schizophrenic.

Though I actually have something to add, I didn't see you asked about paranoia:
A lot of the time, I think that I am starting to see schizophrenic traits in myself and begin to freak out.
There are some weird things I've done, like written notes to myself to save in case my rationality became too fogged to tell people I had gone insane. This way, I'd be able to show somebody the note and explain it all.




Stop smoking weed, you have a very good chance of schizophrenia.

I would ask your doctor about wellbutrin, or get into nootropics. Weed will only make things worse in the long run.




:feelsbadman:
Also semi-suicidal, so I think I'll just take that route if this proves to be schizophrenia. I now hate my life even more.




What is amazing is that you know this could be possible before any significant damage has occurred. Also, ask your doctor about welbutrin. Do not demand it as I am still trying to understand schizophrenia. There seems to be a few different types caused from different factors.

It seems like potentially wellbutrin will help you very well, unfortunately it is not very safe. I would honestly stick to nootropics, but nootropics are a dangerous way to go with a mental condition sometimes.

I would ask your doctor about that, slowly quit weed. Do not do it all at once. Weed as you have seem to noticed will only make matters worse, unfortunately its quite amazing at temporary anti-anxiety.

Like I said, it doesn't mean you don't need quit all together. Balance the pluses and minuses, but do not use it for anti-anxiety as potentially this could cause more problems including physical brain damage.

Also just a note, dont take my advice to heart as Im not 100% sure yet, no one is but just understand its a possibility.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069125 - 03/05/11 12:10 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

Janamil said: What is amazing is that you know this could be possible before any significant damage has occurred. Also, ask your doctor about welbutrin. Do not demand it as I am still trying to understand schizophrenia. There seems to be a few different types caused from different factors.

It seems like potentially wellbutrin will help you very well, unfortunately it is not very safe. I would honestly stick to nootropics, but nootropics are a dangerous way to go with a mental condition sometimes.

I would ask your doctor about that, slowly quit weed. Do not do it all at once. Weed as you have seem to noticed will only make matters worse, unfortunately its quite amazing at temporary anti-anxiety.

Like I said, it doesn't mean you don't need quit all together. Balance the pluses and minuses, but do not use it for anti-anxiety as potentially this could cause more problems including physical brain damage.




I'll make an effort to reduce my usage.
Sorry if this offends you in any way, but there is no way in hell I'm going on antipsychotics. I would rather die than live out the rest of my life


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: vulcAn]
    #14069137 - 03/05/11 12:13 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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vulcAn said:
Quote:

Janamil said: What is amazing is that you know this could be possible before any significant damage has occurred. Also, ask your doctor about welbutrin. Do not demand it as I am still trying to understand schizophrenia. There seems to be a few different types caused from different factors.

It seems like potentially wellbutrin will help you very well, unfortunately it is not very safe. I would honestly stick to nootropics, but nootropics are a dangerous way to go with a mental condition sometimes.

I would ask your doctor about that, slowly quit weed. Do not do it all at once. Weed as you have seem to noticed will only make matters worse, unfortunately its quite amazing at temporary anti-anxiety.

Like I said, it doesn't mean you don't need quit all together. Balance the pluses and minuses, but do not use it for anti-anxiety as potentially this could cause more problems including physical brain damage.




I'll make an effort to reduce my usage.
Sorry if this offends you in any way, but there is no way in hell I'm going on antipsychotics. I would rather die than live out the rest of my life




fuck anti-psychoatics. Anti-psychotics are random drugs that change mind-states that they do tests to see if shit helps and then they approve it. Unfortunately, if you have a real schizophrenic break that is what we use right now.

Really though, like I said. Dont take my advice to heart, Im not a doctor. Just go talk to a doctor/psychiatrist though. Its much better then waiting to see if something will happen.

Ask for wellbutrin before SSRIs though.


EDIT:

Also quit weed slowly, you'll most likely have a anxiety attack/some type of break if you don't.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069147 - 03/05/11 12:16 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Janamil said:
Quote:

vulcAn said:
Quote:

Janamil said: What is amazing is that you know this could be possible before any significant damage has occurred. Also, ask your doctor about welbutrin. Do not demand it as I am still trying to understand schizophrenia. There seems to be a few different types caused from different factors.

It seems like potentially wellbutrin will help you very well, unfortunately it is not very safe. I would honestly stick to nootropics, but nootropics are a dangerous way to go with a mental condition sometimes.

I would ask your doctor about that, slowly quit weed. Do not do it all at once. Weed as you have seem to noticed will only make matters worse, unfortunately its quite amazing at temporary anti-anxiety.

Like I said, it doesn't mean you don't need quit all together. Balance the pluses and minuses, but do not use it for anti-anxiety as potentially this could cause more problems including physical brain damage.




I'll make an effort to reduce my usage.
Sorry if this offends you in any way, but there is no way in hell I'm going on antipsychotics. I would rather die than live out the rest of my life




fuck anti-psychoatics. Anti-psychotics are random drugs that change mind-states that they do tests to see if shit helps and then they approve it. Unfortunately, if you have a real schizophrenic break that is what we use right now.

Really though, like I said. Dont take my advice to heart, Im not a doctor. Just go talk to a doctor/psychiatrist though. Its much better then waiting to see if something will happen.

Ask for wellbutrin before SSRIs though.




What should I even say?
I've gone to the doctor about once in my life before and it was for acne medication in middle school..


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069193 - 03/05/11 12:30 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Find a good psych and tell him you might be showing signs of onset of schizophrenia. Seeing as you are still perfectly sane, they wont force shit unless you show signs of being out of control. Just say feelings of paranoia, anxiety, depression, some suicidal thoughts. Theyll get down to it better then I can, and tell you what you can do from there.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069280 - 03/05/11 12:59 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

no, DON'T do that!

you DO NOT want to get stuck with a label like that :shrug:

DON'T listen to PCP-janamil


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14069284 - 03/05/11 12:59 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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no, DON'T do that!

you DO NOT want to get stuck with a label like that :shrug:

DON'T listen to PCP-janamil




because of course, going at it blindly with ignorance is the PERFECT CHOICE.

This is why your stupid.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069321 - 03/05/11 01:13 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

you are one crazy man janamilion

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too much PCP


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14069331 - 03/05/11 01:16 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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you are one crazy man janamilion

slumdog milionaire

too much PCP




Sure, and this comes from what? Your stupid perception? Please for the love of god try to keep an open mind if you insist on staying stupid but then again. You wouldn't be stupid at this point.

Please just stay out of my threads if you dont know what the fuck your talking about and all that you spew is bullshit from your ego with no other backing other then your own flawed perception.

Please learn to be less stupid.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: owls]
    #14069352 - 03/05/11 01:29 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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DON'T listen to PCP-janamil




This^^

Dont even take nootropics, its easy to see the effect they had upon his own mind when he self medicated just browse through his main threads and see how his mental condition took a swan dive when he started dosing him self with that shit.

If you really think you got a problem go see a doc and tell him exactly what you feel, leave out the suicde though cause they will just give you SSRI's and think its gonna beat the happy back into you.


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    #14069359 - 03/05/11 01:32 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069375 - 03/05/11 01:39 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

Your valued opinions meant so much to the publisher you sent your paper into to :rolleyes:


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
    #14069378 - 03/05/11 01:40 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Your valued opinions meant so much to the publisher you sent your paper into to :rolleyes:




Actually, yes that has been said. Did you even read what I posted?

So even when theres direct evidence, you still choose to stay ignorant.

How surprising with your self generated stupidity.



How about we just go our separate ways, and you go get psychological self-worth somewhere else huh?


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069387 - 03/05/11 01:44 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

This isnt about psychological self worth at all its about wasting time on a board cause I got fuck all to with my spare time. Plus its always lolsy to see you go off your rocker whenever someone makes any remark against your ideas or "theories"



Random poster: Janamil your wrong

Janamil: Nooo your just stooopid!!!!! :ffffuuu:


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    #14069389 - 03/05/11 01:45 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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This isnt about psychological self worth at all its about wasting time on a board cause I got fuck all to with my spare time. Plus its always lolsy to see you go off your rocker whenever someone makes any remark against your ideas or "theories"



Random poster: Janamil your wrong

Janamil: Nooo your just stooopid!!!!! :ffffuuu:




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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069400 - 03/05/11 01:48 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)



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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
    #14069404 - 03/05/11 01:49 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Im going to stop poking the psychological troll now.

Just do us both a favor and stay out of my threads.


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069407 - 03/05/11 01:51 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

:lolsy:


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: fungivore]
    #14069784 - 03/05/11 07:03 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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Anyway, Anyone that has social anxiety. What is different about your life then "everyone else"'s?




It seems like everyone else seems to draw energy from interacting with "friends" and others. I feel like I am losing energy when I do this.




i am the same way. for me this is about introvert/extrovert. i'd recommend doing a little reading on the two, it helped me to understand myself better once i realized i was an introvert.

much of my personal anxieties stem from energy levels. everything has varying levels of energy (people, animals, places, sounds, etc.) and i'm highly sensitive to the energy levels that are being put out. loud sounds have a large energy output and in turn are hard for my body to take in all at once.

so my mind breaks down what it can digest from the loud sound and puts up a kind of "wall" to block out the excess energy.

i've actually been able to pay really close attention to my body/minds response to sound and energy while tripping. if humans are nothing more than another form of energy than wouldn't it make sense that certain humans have a different response to the energy around and within them?

i'm just kind of thinking out loud here. bear with me, please.

i've gone on long hikes into the woods, far away from civilization and its frenetic energy levels and come to a place of deep peace with my energy level and the energy level of the forest around me.

maybe part of the anxiety we experience comes from the fact that, evolutionarily speaking, humans have not yet evolved the capacities to cope with the mass concentrations of energy that come with existing in a "modern" society.

most folks i know cope with the noise and energy of "modern" day life by numbing themselves to their surroundings (through drugs, noise addictions, etc.). their perceptions are blunted and their ability to really concentrate on one thing for a long period of time is all but lost.

so yeah, there are a few of my personal thoughts on "anxiety". i don't think of it as a disease. I see the culture around me as the disease and my body is trying to respond accordingly to what it perceives as a threat to my well being.

could all be a crock of shit, but at least it's a crock of shit i'm comfortable with :grin:


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14069867 - 03/05/11 07:51 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

I hate some repetitive sounds like people coughing relentlessly and people who eat with their mouths open makes me want to stab them.

Its quite an annoying and maybe weird trait to have - I usually have to leave the room to prevent my rage.

My friend goes mad if people tap their fingers on things but that sound doesn't bother me :crazy:


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14070191 - 03/05/11 10:13 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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owls said:
autism might as well be a made up disease, don't give it so much power...

i'm glad i never took labeling myself with a mental disease seriously, what a mental setback that would be

so, why don't you cut the processed foods out of your diet? grow mushrooms, what a great medicine. if you can't, then bide your time until you can.




lol, I dont even want to try to understand whats going on in your head and you call me insane.





what he said is stop using autism as an excuse because the only one
holding you back is you because you insist on labeling yourself as different


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Re: Anyone else hate loud sounds? [Re: Janamil]
    #14070222 - 03/05/11 10:13 AM (12 years, 10 months ago)

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