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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14056668 - 03/02/11 07:46 PM (13 years, 2 days ago)

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danlennon3 said:
I honestly dont know how much longer I can take this. thanks




it'll be good soon man, right now things just feel overwhelming, dont let
your head dwell in places it shouldnt, and remember, you have a lot of us
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Re: please help me [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #14056731 - 03/02/11 08:00 PM (13 years, 2 days ago)

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danlennon3 said:
I honestly dont know how much longer I can take this. thanks




it'll be good soon man, right now things just feel overwhelming, dont let
your head dwell in places it shouldn't, and remember, you have a lot of us
to talk to




I appreciate that. After practicing meditation and yoga, I have been able to let go of a lot negative emotions... Without it, I can safely say I would have become insane, or just killed myself... So in many ways, things have become a lot better! I just feel like the reward part of my brain doesn't work anymore. Even after overcoming the greatest obstacles and personal boundaries... Im not much happier... well I am, but the happiness doesn't last.

The issues I am having trouble with is feeling closeness with people. I just dont feel it anymore. It's like I no longer have any serotonin, dopamine or oxytocin... Thats what it feels like:sad:


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14057114 - 03/02/11 09:16 PM (13 years, 2 days ago)

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danlennon3 said:
I need some love. I need some positive vibes.




We all love you buddy. Whatever is wrong, we are all hear for you and will make sure that you pull through this.

Good vibes all the way bro

:yourock::hug::heart:


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3] * 1
    #14057140 - 03/02/11 09:22 PM (13 years, 2 days ago)

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danlennon3 said:
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Prisoner#1 said:
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danlennon3 said:
I honestly dont know how much longer I can take this. thanks




it'll be good soon man, right now things just feel overwhelming, dont let
your head dwell in places it shouldn't, and remember, you have a lot of us
to talk to




I appreciate that. After practicing meditation and yoga, I have been able to let go of a lot negative emotions... Without it, I can safely say I would have become insane, or just killed myself... So in many ways, things have become a lot better! I just feel like the reward part of my brain doesn't work anymore. Even after overcoming the greatest obstacles and personal boundaries... Im not much happier... well I am, but the happiness doesn't last.

The issues I am having trouble with is feeling closeness with people. I just dont feel it anymore. It's like I no longer have any serotonin, dopamine or oxytocin... Thats what it feels like:sad:


I think the problem might be in having these expecations for happiness in pre-determined places. You expect yourself to feel happy from certain things because you're told that you should and then when you feel different you think there is something wrong with you. Am important realization i've had is that 'everything is meaningless'. Meaning not to place any true deep value into any concept that is of this reality because this reality is fundamentally flaved in not being the ultimate unified reality. So dont take it too serioustly and things will start looking up. Embrace the great unknown and let it fill you with emotion instead of trying to create your own based on imperfections of society and culture.

:thumbup:


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Re: please help me [Re: The_Ghost]
    #14058847 - 03/03/11 09:03 AM (13 years, 2 days ago)

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I think the problem might be in having these expecations for happiness in pre-determined places. You expect yourself to feel happy from certain things because you're told that you should and then when you feel different you think there is something wrong with you. Am important realization i've had is that 'everything is meaningless'. Meaning not to place any true deep value into any concept that is of this reality because this reality is fundamentally flaved in not being the ultimate unified reality. So dont take it too serioustly and things will start looking up. Embrace the great unknown and let it fill you with emotion instead of trying to create your own based on imperfections of society and culture.

:thumbup:




I appreciate your opinion but Im gonna respectfully disagree with my situation. I realized that all these intense emotions Ive been having spawned after a particular event where I almost OD'd and died. After that experience, my emotions,my mind and even my motor skills went haywire for about half a year... It took another 3 months to come back to a normal state. Even though I healed greatly from said event... I still get these severe feelings of doom that come out of nowhere. It just stops me in my tracks. So there is some kind of chemical imbalance that occurred from this event. I really do not want to get into more detail about the actual od, but if you guys wanna talk about that, throw me a pm.

thanks again everyone.... When I had no one, I had you all... and that means the world to me:heart:


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14058944 - 03/03/11 09:34 AM (13 years, 2 days ago)

much love :happyheart: & good vibes :peace: :hippie: to you :hug:


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14059104 - 03/03/11 10:20 AM (13 years, 2 days ago)

Do you play any instruments or draw or paint or anything dan?
Doing something creative helped me a lot when i was down.

Make something, build something, plant something; anything.
It's such a good reward to see the final product of something YOU made and YOU thought of.


Other than that, yeah it just sounds like an imbalance.
But here's the good news, one day you're going to wake up and realize "Hey, I'm ME again!"
Hopefully that day will come real soon.

Sounds like you're doing everything right, just give it time.


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Re: please help me [Re: thoughts]
    #14061945 - 03/03/11 06:28 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

The issue I am having is that I feel little to no reward from positive progress anymore. Things that used to make me feel good no longer do... I have no emotional response to positive things in my life anymore. Normally depression does this... but for me it happened overnight. Ever since that one BAD day of drug-abuse, things changed. I would like to get down to the bottom of this. I just dont know how!

I dont want to go to a doctor and ask "what type of long-term damage can be caused by eating over 200mg of xanax in one weekend"?


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14062022 - 03/03/11 06:39 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

That is a very good question, actually.

Are you taking any mood enhancing supplements?


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14062101 - 03/03/11 06:49 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

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iwasaClown said:
Are you taking any mood enhancing supplements?



And what about psychedelics?


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14062157 - 03/03/11 06:56 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

I've destroyed my ability to feel happiness with wanton drug abuse several times.

In my experience, the ultimate cure is to take your vitamins, eat three square meals a day, meditate, and get outside for a hike or something, every day of the week. You'll be seeing color again in no time.

:2cents:


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Re: please help me [Re: The_Ghost]
    #14062179 - 03/03/11 06:59 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

Now we're thinking.

But it's kind of a hit or miss if you're not in a good mental state..so i'm not too sure about that.:shrug:


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14062366 - 03/03/11 07:31 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

dan... seeing some of your posts lately, I'm convinced you're one of the few on this site as fucked up as I am. And that in itself is a major accomplishment, almost extreme enough to be proud of. :lol:

sorry. that was meant to make you feel better.

Really, though, I know how it feels.

Regarding a number of things you said... (but my concern for being fried is regarding MDPV and JWH)

But yeah... I do think tchan909 has some solid advice here.

Good vibes, man. I hope things get better.


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Re: please help me [Re: CidneyIndole]
    #14062453 - 03/03/11 07:44 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

Except for DMT, I haven't had any psychedelics in a long time. I LOVE psychedelics! They have done so much for me... but because my sporadic emotional state, I felt it was a good idea to wait. From the time I made this thread to the time I am making this post right now... my entire mindset has changed. I am now happy and feel absolutely great with no worries! but because of these spontaneous and HORRIBLE emotions that come out of nowhere, Im gonna hold off on the psychedelics for the time being. Also I have been having an nerve problems with my one eye, which could be a painful experience while tripping.

I just have to live moment by moment.


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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14062473 - 03/03/11 07:47 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

SUPER LOVE RAYS FROM THE POWER OF MY BRAIN TO YOU!!!

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Re: please help me [Re: danlennon3]
    #14062493 - 03/03/11 07:51 PM (13 years, 1 day ago)

I know what you mean about needing to wait, because of the emotional turmoil.

I'm in a similar boat.

I've considered trying threshold dosing with HBWR or something. Seems like that might be gentle enough so as not to be risky... that has been beneficial during times of strife before...

...just enough to shift my mindset for a while and think about things, maybe wake up with a different perspective.

Sometimes it's hard for me to do that without help.


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