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danlennon3
LivingIsEasyWithEyesClosed.....



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please help me
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I need some love. I need some positive vibes.
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R.J. Schiffler
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I love you, and your avatar.
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slapphappypill
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JesusGoneRogue


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it'll be alright man. you're gonna make it.
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ifoundwaldo


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Let me take you down cuz I'm going to strawberry fields. Nothing is real. And nothing to get hung about!
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R.J. Schiffler
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Why does your ass hurt tonight?
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fungivore
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The difficult time you are going through is rough. However, the rough times will help you appreciate even more the good things that are coming your way. Peace, man.
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The basis of reality is love brother. <3 The one true emotion.
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Re: please help me [Re: Devlish2]
#14056453 - 03/02/11 07:08 PM (13 years, 2 days ago) |
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drok
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Re: please help me [Re: Caine]
#14056462 - 03/02/11 07:10 PM (13 years, 2 days ago) |
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America is Proud of you and what you've done
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ifoundwaldo


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I bring to you more help from the Beatles:
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I think you actually live near me Dan 
I've followed your exploits on this site for a while and reading them always gave me comfort. You've definitely had an impact on my shroomery experience!
Don't be afraid to pm me if you ever need to chat!
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remember, we are nothing more than passengers on the river of life. let the river move you where it will. the past is gone, the present is fleeting, the future has yet to be written. 
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danlennon3
LivingIsEasyWithEyesClosed.....



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thanks everyone I just dont know what to do with myself anymore. I fucked up my mind because of 1 single bad mistake and I am paying for it almost a year later. Currently Im doing everything I can to be a happy, loving and caring person...But the lack of love in my life for so many years has given me pain... Im always alone. If Im not alone, Im with my dying grandmother. I have no one to talk to. I do not see any progress even though I have done SO much this last year towards going in the right direction... But I feel no happiness, I feel no reward. I can't possibly try any harder! Im doing yoga, Im eating healthy, Im exercising, I finally have school and a career. After so many years of wasted time, I should feel proud that Im doing EVERYTHING I can possibly do to make things better.
I Dont know what else there is to do
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KingSpade
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Things will eventually work out for the best bro. It sounds like you are taking very good care of your life and health and I'm positive it will end up paying off for you soon.
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danlennon3
LivingIsEasyWithEyesClosed.....



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KingSpade said: Things will eventually work out for the best bro. It sounds like you are taking very good care of your life and health and I'm positive it will end up paying off for you soon. 
I sure hope so. I honestly dont know how much longer I can take this. thanks
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gerryjarcia
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danlennon3 said: thanks everyone I just dont know what to do with myself anymore. I fucked up my mind because of 1 single bad mistake and I am paying for it almost a year later. Currently Im doing everything I can to be a happy, loving and caring person...But the lack of love in my life for so many years has given me pain... Im always alone. If Im not alone, Im with my dying grandmother. I have no one to talk to. I do not see any progress even though I have done SO much this last year towards going in the right direction... But I feel no happiness, I feel no reward. I can't possibly try any harder! Im doing yoga, Im eating healthy, Im exercising, I finally have school and a career. After so many years of wasted time, I should feel proud that Im doing EVERYTHING I can possibly do to make things better.
I Dont know what else there is to do
i dont know what your previous path was, but the current one sounds pretty positive. major life changes take a long time to implement and it can take a while for the mistakes of the past to fade into obscurity.
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Almond Flour
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danlennon3 said:
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KingSpade said: Things will eventually work out for the best bro. It sounds like you are taking very good care of your life and health and I'm positive it will end up paying off for you soon. 
I sure hope so. I honestly dont know how much longer I can take this. thanks
Drink some tea. Hope you feel better soon
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Candy Baron



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We could always hang out sometime if you aren't afraid of meeting a shroomery stranger. Do you feel a lack of friends or just a lack of love? Please hang in there regardless; all flows.
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danlennon3
LivingIsEasyWithEyesClosed.....



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Mind Transcribing said: We could always hang out sometime if you aren't afraid of meeting a shroomery stranger. Do you feel a lack of friends or just a lack of love? Please hang in there regardless; all flows.
Im not afraid of meeting strangers. In fact, it is easier for me to talk to people who I dont know. Social anxiety stops me from going out and trying to meet new people. I would love to me you guys and gals.
I always had a friend who I could connect with and talk about anything with. Since I moved, I haven't had anyone who I feel I can trust and be open with. This caused me to hold everything inside.
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