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Ballerium
Little Black Spot on the Sun



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Aww you guys, stop picking at Larry so much. Makes me
-------------------- Beats and waves will take me to my grave and when I go there I know that I won't be alone 'cause I've been spotted, blotted, many many times before.
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Buckthorn
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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Blend]
#14046026 - 02/28/11 11:09 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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deadendeavor said:
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deadendeavor said: Dexedrine, FTW. I spent many, many, MANY productive hours on that shit. In the past. I can't stand the amphetamine rush anymore.
Why can't you stand it anymore? Does it change over time or something?
It is weird. I used to love it - it made me more productive, more likeable and less socially anxious in general. That's what I liked most about it, that I could talk to anybody for hours. I'm normally introverted to some degree. But now when I take it, at least dextroamphetamine, I have this odd feeling underneath all of the energy and the common effects I associate it with. It's hard to explain. I've tried explaining it to my friends and they have no idea what I'm talking about. But it's basically just this feeling I can't shake that something's.... off. It's like a feeling of doom, like when you get busted or something. It almost has a tone to it. No matter how busy I keep myself or how much I blabber to whoever's sitting next to me, that undercurrent of dread is always there.
Interesting. How long after you initially started taking it did this feeling begin to kick in? How often were u taking it?
Vyvanse helps me a shitload for my social anxiety, it makes me a ton more sociable also, usually i'm just reserved, introverted and just taking shit in (opposite on vyv).
Do you feel in the longrun stimulants helped improve your social skills making you more extraverted or anything like that?
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No matter how busy I keep myself or how much I blabber to whoever's sitting next to me, that undercurrent of dread is always there.
that seems like it really sucks
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Paw_Paw said: I thought you had a meltdown and left?
I did that in the spirituality and mysticism forum l0l I only left for like a month or two though, this site is addicting. more addicting than any drug I've taken yet
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Larrythescaryrex
teardrop on the fire



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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Paw_Paw]
#14046030 - 02/28/11 11:09 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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Nope.
Gasy has a skewed view of reality.
shouldn't you be in OTD?
-------------------- RIP Acidic_Sloth Sunset_Mission said: "larry the scary rex verily scary when thoroughly vexed invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex mercifully massacring memories masterfully relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs" April 24th 2011
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BothHands
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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Ballerium]
#14046034 - 02/28/11 11:10 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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To be fair, it looks like he started it this time.
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Gastronomicus
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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Paw_Paw]
#14046036 - 02/28/11 11:10 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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Paw_Paw said: I thought you had a meltdown and left?
No, just gratuitous waves of butthurt whining.
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Ballerium
Little Black Spot on the Sun



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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: BothHands]
#14046046 - 02/28/11 11:12 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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BothHands said: To be fair, it looks like he started it this time.
I think I'm just immune to his snarly sarcasm
-------------------- Beats and waves will take me to my grave and when I go there I know that I won't be alone 'cause I've been spotted, blotted, many many times before.
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Larrythescaryrex
teardrop on the fire



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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: BothHands]
#14046049 - 02/28/11 11:12 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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what the fuck are you talking about?
-------------------- RIP Acidic_Sloth Sunset_Mission said: "larry the scary rex verily scary when thoroughly vexed invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex mercifully massacring memories masterfully relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs" April 24th 2011
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bryguy27007
Cosmonaut



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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: danlennon3]
#14046050 - 02/28/11 11:12 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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danlennon3 said: Finished yoga and now making tea
I got a free week of yoga at a place nearby and I LOVED it. They want 79 dollars for the first month membership though and it goes up to like 99 after that. It refreshed my mind and body and I feel so great and relaxed after doing it, but that's a lot of money.
What kind of tea?
Yoga is one of the best things I have ever done for myself! At my local county college, I signed up for a 10 session class for 80 bucks... It was only one night a week but I gained a lot from it. That was last winter. this winter I started doing yoga in my living room with some great videos. Went from doing it once a week to doing it almost every day What I gained from yoga and meditatiion is helping me on all levels of my life, both inside and out. It gave me the power to overcome many difficult obstacles I wouldnt normally have been able to handle. It saved my life
and the tea Im drinking is a blend of black and white:)
That's really, really cool.
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collie man
Jai guru deva om



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Larrythescaryrex said: if you look to your left you will see that there is a date that user's registered on. Mine says '00. it is now '11. For there to be a problem I would have had to have registered at age 6 or less.
math man.
Your depressing emo disposition, along with your maturity. Resembles that of a 13 year old prepubescent girl.
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Ballerium
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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: collie man]
#14046064 - 02/28/11 11:15 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Ballerium]
#14046070 - 02/28/11 11:16 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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stoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
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bryguy27007
Cosmonaut



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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Sundrop]
#14046073 - 02/28/11 11:17 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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Let's just calllmmmmmm this place down a bit.
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Larrythescaryrex
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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: collie man]
#14046074 - 02/28/11 11:17 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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good day to you to. Your flaming is unacceptable in the pub.
-------------------- RIP Acidic_Sloth Sunset_Mission said: "larry the scary rex verily scary when thoroughly vexed invoke the shadows and dust, cast a hex mercifully massacring memories masterfully relocate from Ur to 8th density and become a cosmic bully mulder and scully couldn't decipher his glyphs invoke the shadows and dust, smoke infernal spliffs" April 24th 2011
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Ballerium
Little Black Spot on the Sun



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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: bryguy27007]
#14046077 - 02/28/11 11:17 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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bryguy27007 said: Let's just calllmmmmmm this place down a bit.
Yeah, that's all I was asking for, really
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Bodhi of Ankou
*alternate opinion blocks path*



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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Sundrop]
#14046088 - 02/28/11 11:19 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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drewo said: stoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
Super cool post bro
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Blend
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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Buckthorn]
#14046091 - 02/28/11 11:19 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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Enpo said:
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deadendeavor said:
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Enpo said:
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deadendeavor said: Dexedrine, FTW. I spent many, many, MANY productive hours on that shit. In the past. I can't stand the amphetamine rush anymore.
Why can't you stand it anymore? Does it change over time or something?
It is weird. I used to love it - it made me more productive, more likeable and less socially anxious in general. That's what I liked most about it, that I could talk to anybody for hours. I'm normally introverted to some degree. But now when I take it, at least dextroamphetamine, I have this odd feeling underneath all of the energy and the common effects I associate it with. It's hard to explain. I've tried explaining it to my friends and they have no idea what I'm talking about. But it's basically just this feeling I can't shake that something's.... off. It's like a feeling of doom, like when you get busted or something. It almost has a tone to it. No matter how busy I keep myself or how much I blabber to whoever's sitting next to me, that undercurrent of dread is always there.
Interesting. How long after you initially started taking it did this feeling begin to kick in? How often were u taking it?
Vyvanse helps me a shitload for my social anxiety, it makes me a ton more sociable also, usually i'm just reserved, introverted and just taking shit in (opposite on vyv).
Do you feel in the longrun stimulants helped improve your social skills making you more extraverted or anything like that?
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No matter how busy I keep myself or how much I blabber to whoever's sitting next to me, that undercurrent of dread is always there.
that seems like it really sucks
I took it alot about 6 years back. Not everyday or anything, but at least once every couple of weeks I'd go on something of a speed binge and stay up for 2 or 3 days. This went on for probably 6 months. Then I gradually slowed down and then quit altogether when I got together with my girlfriend. I actually quit everything for a while at that time, even smoking weed.... I moved and didn't know anybody where I moved to. I went without taking any speed for a year or longer, and then I'd just take it when I needed to, like if I didn't get any sleep and had to work a long shift or something like that. And every time I would do it, I'd have that feeling that something was wrong.
Yeah I guess it sucks, but it's probably for the best. As maestroelite said, I have enough trouble winding down as is.
And as for whether or not it helped my social anxiety longterm, I'm not sure. I have become more open with people the older I get, but I can't say whether amphetamine played a big role or not.
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Samuel L Jackson
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good thing ive been working on my chem lab 
i was gonna see what was good with lnc and take a small break but i guess ill get back to work since everyone appears to be in a bad mood.
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Ballerium
Little Black Spot on the Sun



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Damn, I think I would be finding another excuse to take a break then 
Once I'm set on taking a study break, there is no changing my mind.
-------------------- Beats and waves will take me to my grave and when I go there I know that I won't be alone 'cause I've been spotted, blotted, many many times before.
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gzuf
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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: Sundrop] 1
#14046108 - 02/28/11 11:23 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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Gastronomicus said:
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Paw_Paw said: I thought you had a meltdown and left?
No, just gratuitous waves of butthurt whining.
A torrential downpour of butthurt, spilling from thread to thread like an unstoppable plague.
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Bodhi of Ankou
*alternate opinion blocks path*



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Re: (L)ate(N)ight(C)ircle-jerk [Re: gzuf]
#14046114 - 02/28/11 11:24 PM (13 years, 5 days ago) |
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A plague you say?, interesting
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